Wishfish

A peaceful corner where I doodle for myself and for the enjoyment of others

[theeldritchdarling]

KPDH OC: Nu Ji-Ahn/Carmilla Orozco-Lancaster

All current commisions I have of my oc!

Artists in order of Appearance:

TesArtCreations (Etsy) rtCreations?ref=shop-header-name&listing_id=4354333605&from_page=listing

@shanicetjn (Tumblr)

@0nkret (Tumblr)

@catnippackets (Tumblr)

@Cynthesia07 (Twitter/Instagram)

@aimike17 (Tumblr)

@tortillasconsal (Tumblr/Insta/Twitter)

@just-null (Tumblr)

@maysrinns-kpd-blog (Tumblr/Twitter/Insta)

@0nkret (Tumblr)

peachmarch (Etsy) https://www.etsy.com/shop/peachmarch?ref=shop-header-name&listing_id=779250827&from_page=listing

@maysrinns-kpd-blog (Tumblr/Insta/Twitter)

@0nkret (Tumblr)

@niku30 (Tumblr/Twitter/Insta)

@gummygoatgalaxy (Tumblr)

SwordandSentiel (Etsy) https://www.etsy.com/shop/SwordandSentinel?ref=shop-header-name&listing_id=1375454993&from_page=listing

@tired4hire (Tumblr/Twitter)

@shanicetjn (Tumblr)

wildwaterbynicole (Etsy) - No longer available

peachmarch (Etsy) https://www.etsy.com/shop/peachmarch?ref=shop-header-name&listing_id=779250827&from_page=listing

@tmtnova (Tumblr/Insta)

@marcomie12 (Tumblr/Insta)

[anchovy]

This is what posting your artwork after a mutual posts a big life update feels like

[defire]

Fun things about trauma bonds I learned in the cult

(Specifically talking about the bond between victims of the same abuse)

Content: real-life scenarios, ptsd, trauma bond, forced labor, doublethink, emotional repression

Feels like they are the only ones that could ever understand you

Having similar conditioned responses

Having similar extreme responses--things that should be just funny become choking-hazard hilarious, things that should get a chuckle get a synchronous shrug

On that note, often saying the exact same thing in the exact same tone

Specific things like whumper's tone of voice when they say a certain thing, would be a joke when they weren't there

Singing to cope with many hours of forced hard labor, immediately going silent when whumper entered

Talking about the trauma was OFF LIMITS, only code-speak that whumper couldn't understand could be used to warn each other

Only certain feelings were allowed to be shown because we had been conditioned that some feelings were "not safe"

Openly admitting to each other that it wasn't safe inside the house with whumper and then telling outsiders that we were totally safe and thinking we were telling the truth both times

All saying exactly the same lines to strangers (example "we are all wretches" *shrug*)

Married-couple-level nonverbal communication.

"do you want this extra food? I'll sneak it to you under the table." "Give it to [other victim]." "Watch out, whumper's looking." All happened nonverbally with eye and head movements right in front of whumper.

Working together seamlessly (or else!)

As soon as you leave the cult, the pressure that forced the bond in the first place, the trauma-bond relationship can fall apart

No good relationship ever feels as intense or close as the trauma bond, and you wonder what you're doing wrong. Till you realize you aren't panicking constantly--that's the main difference

[heywriters]

Details That Convey Intimacy

Developing fictional relationships that feel authentic takes more than dialogue and grand gestures. Every detail below can be used to show platonic, familial, agape, or romantic love depending on context.

cooking a meal for someone, bringing them food, or spontaneously sharing a snack

sharing body heat/warming someone with outerwear like jackets and scarves

fanning them with something if overheated

getting a cold/hot drink for them

offering to carry something, whether it's heavy or just a jacket, to lighten someone's load or free up their hands

more below the click!

changing the subject of a group conversation that will be personally discomforting to someone in the group

making sure to include someone in a group conversation, especially if it's a topic they have special knowledge of

waiting for someone to catch up when the rest of the group has walked ahead

remembering preferences/allergies ahead of time when preparing/ordering food

planning trips, whether in a pair or as a group, that provide something positive for every individual to enjoy

procuring personal healthcare items like sunscreen, moisturizer, lip balm, pain relievers, or a snack and keeping them on hand for that friend who frequently needs them

making room for someone in a crowded vehicle or on public transit

making room for someone under an awning or in another limited space to help them avoid bad weather

warning or wordlessly covering for someone with a wardrobe/cosmetic malfunction

remembering a small luxury someone mentioned they enjoy, and getting it for them the next time it's convenient

running an errand for someone to make their day easier ('importance of errand : depth of relationship' ratio should be explored)

escorting someone to safety in a sudden unsettling event

escorting someone who is drunk, sick, infirm, injured, or emotionally compromised

asking if light, noise, or other sensory factors are bothering someone and taking steps to make them more comfortable

getting gag gifts for someone to show you reciprocate their sense of humor or quirky self-expression (not everyone does this, not everyone appreciates it, and some people predominantly express love through humor and gag gifts; works well with some characters more than others)

holding someone's hand or arm as reassurance, especially when they are afraid*

using their body to block someone from wind, rain, or heat

picking up a dropped item, or carrying a train or other dragging garment for someone else

returning a recognizable possession to someone who may have lost it

This is an inexhaustible list as humans have many ways of showing love for each other. If you are writing spec fic with non-human characters, you can play with variations on these by remembering three core values the "lover" has to consider:

physical comfort of others

emotional comfort of others

social reputation of others

I'd add "sensory comfort" though I think it's tied to physical and emotional comfort.

Please do not try and force any of these into the mold of the misogyny-based "Love Language" trend. Human emotions and expressions of love are diverse and endless.

*While hand holding can be construed as romantic, in reality it varies. Some cultures do not see this as romantic, and some individuals only mean it as a sign of support or compassion. Same goes for long embraces and kissing, both can be done platonically and of course naturally between close family members or friends.

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[promptcalender]

Himbo Dialogue

"I don't know what's happening but I'm ready to help!"

"Okay, I have a plan." "Is it a good one?" "Yes! Maybe? I'll leave it up for you to decide."

"I brought snacks." "For what, an entire city? How much is that?!" "Well, I didn't know who likes what and maybe someone has an allergy I don't know about, and also I think Jessie is vegan now, so I had to account for everything!"

"Hold on, let me process that. ... Nope, still confused."

"I am here, I had a big breakfast, and I am ready to carry heavy things where you tell me to."

"Good news, I fixed the issue. Bad news, I created a new, and somehow worse, issue."

"Before you yell at me, I was left unsupervised. But! At least nothing is broken."

[Prompt Calender: June 22nd, National Stupid Guy Thing Day]

[theeldritchdarling]

Aspec Ocs!!! Redue and expansion of previous post; Femme-presenting ocs:

1. Nu Ji-Ahn/Dr. Carmilla Orozco-Lancaster

Straight-Oriented Aroace; Romance Favorable and Sex Averse - Partnering

2. Ursula

Sapphic-Oriented Aroace; Sex/Romance Neutral - Partnering (Poly)

3. Cassiopeia Nu

Bi-Grey Aroace; Sex/Romance Averse - Nonpartnering

4. Clara-Marie

Sapphic-Oriented Aroace; Romance/Sex Favorable - Partnering (Poly)

5. Catseye

Aroace; Sex/Romance Repulsed - Nonpartnering

6. Carmen Esteves

Aroallo; Romance Neutral and Sex Averse - Partnering

[theeldritchdarling]

Pride Month - Aspec Ocs!!

Nu Ji-Ahn/Dr. Carmilla Orozco-Lancaster (KPDH AUs: The Moon will Sing + Gambit)

Straight-Oriented Aroace: Romance Favorable and Sex Averse - Partnering (married)

Fun Fact (CW/TW: Mention of Sex)

When it comes to her Sex Averse identity; she intellectually understands sex, but is only comfortable with it herself under specific conditions/circumstances. (I.E.: She’s not engaging in sexual intercourse, she’s engaging in an experiment that involves sexual intercourse)

Has also only engaged in the act with her second partner Moonassi. @dukeswonderousmenagerie

Their relationship can be summed up as

[theeldritchdarling]

Pride Month -Aspec Ocs!!

Ursula (All Tomorrows/Killer Folk AU: The Areia Project)

Sapphic-Oriented Aroace; Sex/Romance Neutral - Partnering (Poly)

Fun Fact: Does eventually marry and get partners. Their names are Leia and Sonja.

(I’ve dubbed them The Killer Wives)

[theeldritchdarling]

Pride Month - Aspec Ocs!!

Clara-Marie (Starfish Lovers @tmtnova )

Sapphic-Oriented Aroace: Sex/Romance Favorable - Partnering (Poly and Married)

Fun Fact: Is married with two wives, Leila and Sonja, and has a 10 year old son, Charles Ambrose

[thememedaddy]

[tall]

[radiolightning]

In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

[meanwolfs-remade-deactivated201]

i will reblog this everytime it shows up because any of my followers could have a bad night right now

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

All these links, besides the first, are broken. So here’s some more.

Here’s an emergency compliment

Here you can play 2048

Here’s a playlist of Bob ross

Here’s a website to watch movie’s and shows for free

Here’s a website to watch documentaries for free

Here you can to nothing for two minutes

Here you can break something. It’s good for anger

Here’s a button to press to make everything okay

Here’s a site to cut something up (TRIGGER WARNING)

Here’s a site that makes you a website depending on a song you choose

Here’s a gay comic. It’s adorable

Here you can spend Bill Gate’s money

Here you can draw your own island

Here you can learn about patterns website’s use

Here you can get your life stats

Here you can listen to the Tucker Zone (Headphones needed)

Here you can see how fast you’re moving

Here you can see the progress of time

Here you can see the future of the universe 

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Want some more? 

Here’s the butterfly project

Here’s a snickerdoodle mug cake

Here’s a link to some free audiobooks

Here’s something to read when you feel like a burden

Here’s a secret

Here’s my playlist of some sea shanties 

Here’s another secret

Here’s a link to some cool websites 

Here’s a blog that gives you recipes for when you’re low on spoons

Here’s some Brony Headcanon’s

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Some more? I’ve got plenty

Here’s 100,000 stars

Here you can control the weather (TW FLASHING IMAGES)

Here you can weave silk

Here you can make a castle of your own

Here you can make a kaleidoscope drawing

Here you can explore recursion

Here you can play a jelly block game

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

I’m back with some more! 

Here you can draw with pasta

Here you can draw logo’s from memory

Here you can play this is sand, here you draw cool sand designs

Here you can play The Organ Trail

Here’s a customizable white noise website

Here you can simulate gravity

Here you can create your own guardian of the galaxy

Here you can make your own galaxy

Here’s a website you can get some support at.

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

to find later

[addiewho]

Here you can split circles into smaller and smaller pieces (I found this really satisfying)

Here you can have images of people point to where your pointer is

Here you can paint someone’s nails

Here you can grow a garden across your screen (Audio included)

Here you can try out all kinds of mind illusions (Trigger Warning: Flashing Lights)

Here you can see how many miles you have scrolled

Here you can watch a website load forever, although you might be getting enough of this on Tumblr mobile

Here’s a rickroll

Here you can remind yourself that you’re awesome.

Here you can throw trash into a dustbin only for it to bounce right back out (Audio included)

Here you can make sand dunes using sand (Audio included)

And here you can generate more cool websites like these

[boy-in-the-stars]

pinning thissss

[fiddlepickdouglas]

And yet more!!!

Here you can listen to a gentle rainstorm

Here you can make snowflakes

Here is a Line Rider feature film with relaxing music

Here is the entire script to the Princess Bride (many don’t need it but it’s fun to read anyway)

Here is an abbreviated script for the entirety of Book 1 of A:TLA that I made out of anger at the film that definitely doesn’t exist

Here is a playlist of the top 10 most relaxing songs ranked according to science

Here’s a site where you can make a dude beatbox with fun animations

[nyxsomnia7]

I’m fully aware I will need this at some point.

[vexishereandveryqueer]

for anyone who may need it <333

[everythingfox]

“For the love of god”

[megustamemes]

Sofa sitting positions

[rights-for-redshirts]

I found it

[mygfturnedintothelawofcycle]

This has to be like an ancient relic or something

[apple-notplural]

@hellsite-hall-of-fame

[tmtnova]

Aight I finally finished it! And yes I definitely used the mlm pride flag for my palette BECAUSE I CAN. Based from the song OVERBOARD by Sail North but I'd also recommend Sirensong by Rosendale because I listened to that a lot too while working on this.

[theeldritchdarling]

KpDH AU: The Moon will Sing

Nu Ji-Ahn/Dr. OrLa (design through commissions)

Artists in order of appearance:

1. @tmtnova on Tumblr

2. TesArtCreations on Etsy

3. TheTrueJack on Etsy

4. peachmarch on Etsy

5. @shanicetjn on Tumblr

6. @maysrinns-kpd-blog on Tumblr

7. @catnippackets on Tumblr

8. Cynthesia07 on Instagram

This isn’t all of them, just the ones saved to my phone. I’ll make another posts with those later.

Her personality hasn’t really changed, but her character and role certainly has. From a simple background conflict to far more center stage role. Her voice to embrace her demon heritage and have her patterns showing was worth it for the story potential it offers.

Also go support these guys!

They’re all awesome!!!

Support human artists!!!!

[these-are-not-my-titties]

iron lung

[tmtnova]

OK BUT THIS THO