You woke up to the smell of strong coffee coming from the kitchen of your boyfriend hyunjins kitchen . You swing your legs and stand up and walk towards the door rubbing your eyes.
opening it, your eyes meet with thinking red strained eyes.
'hyunjinnie why are you still awake?'
'insomnia, that's it love. Don't worry.' He said while walking towards you to place a kiss on your forehead.
'babe we need to go in get some medication to he-'
'babgirl I'm fine. Just let me handle it alone ' he chuckled
'you need help hyunjin and I want to be the one to help you' you pouted crossing your arms
'unless it s every night you can get me off, you won't be of much need' he scoffed
'hyunjin, if that's what you need i-'
'christ sake y/n, just let me deal with it alone, it's my problem not yours,hm?' He rolled his eyes and went towards the couch ‘go back to bed'
'jinnie I want to be with yo-'
'so fucking clingy, just do as I say? It's not a fucking big deal so just let me handle it. I don't need your help. All you ever do is complain why is that? ALways wanting to be around me. I'm sick of it. Shit, it's like your programmed to follow me. I left bed early in the morning to get a cup of coffee and you had to follow ne then too. I wanted to be ALONE for ONCE y/n. ONCE. Just go to bed' he snarled at you
'Jin you don't mean that your just tir-'
'yeah I do mean it. every. fucking. word.' He stated at you burrowing his eyebrows
You felt tears gather up in your eyes.
'then I'll leave you alone. You wonder why I care so much? Maybe it's because I worry about you and CARE and LOVE you. do you know how painful it is to wake up every day and see you miserable 24/7? it breaks my heart knowing thAt someone I love is suffering and won't do shit about it.have you ever thought of thzt? Or do you enjoy seeing me suffer just as much? Does that give you joy? Am I just a toy to you? Someone you can make love to and call beautiful one night and throw around the other? Every day all you do is mope around and I can't deal with it anymore.' You wiped away at the tears streaming down your face and started at his widened eyes.
'if you want me to go, I'll go. I'll tell chris to get my stuff tomorrow' you walked to the counter and grabbed your keys
'come one , y/n you're being dramatic ' he whined as he got up and walked towards you
'this isn't a fucking act hyunjin. we're breakingup.' you shouted in his face as you opened the door and stepped out
'let's at least talk first' he said as you slammed the door in his fface
He stated at the door in front of him realizing how bad he fucked up. He felt his eyes fuzz up as his hand started shake.
'she's gone ' he whispered to himself feeling his knees buckle as he fell to the floor bursting out crying
everyday hyunjin checked his phone to only be disappointed with a few texts from jisung and changbin. He hasn't got up from his tear stained bed since you left him. He was frail and turning skin shades lighter from befor e. hand s still not stopping their spasm. he messed up , and in the meanwhile lost the girl he loved the most. The only living thing he looked forward to seeing. without her, there is no meaning. No one that cares as much as y/n.
hyunjin looked as his lock screen of you and him as hot tears pooled out of his red and weary eyes as he remembered how much he took you for granted
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