i'm gloomy

and i can't blame it on the medication anymore

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Stop your pity invites. I'm not going. I can't stand to be in a room with all of you. And I know you're only acting nice so that you feel justified when you ask me for favors later.

We're not friends and you make me feel gross sbout myself.

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Been a people pleaser my whole life.

Boy people sure get a surprised pikachu face when you start saying "no" and stop apologizing for things that aren't your fault.

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OK, I either have sleep paralysis or a ghost in my apartment

Edit: definitely a ghost

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Onerepublic was right

Stop and stare

I think i'm moving but i go nowhere

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I stayed at a 5 star hotel for the first time. I'm a material girl for sure, but it's really not worth the hype

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I'm so lonely

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How our family treated my sister this entire week while she was locked in her room because she had covid:

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Expectation: taking ritalin for the first time in 2 years even though it makes you feel antsy and jittery, because you have an oral anatomy exam in 6.5 days and you only know half of the membri thoracici.

Reality: diligently and determinedly looking for anatomy websites for 3 hours and bookmarking them for *later*.

Note: IMAIOS is worth the 13€

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Having your health insurance company "call you back", then having to wait for 8 minutes for an actual human representative to answer.

You called ME 😑

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Help, facebook is attacking me

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No water because a water pipe exploded in the neighborhood. Didn't know this, just returned from a hour and a half walk with the dogs. Called the city center, they said it would take at least two and a half hours until they fix the pipe. Guess i'm just gonna hang out with sweaty underwear for a few hours.

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Went to my graduation ceremony today. BSc. They called us to stage one by one. Had to recieve my diploma from the department secretary who called me "a good for nothing student" and shake the hand of the director who apologized for her a year ago.

They were the ones in the wrong. Why was i the one embarrassed?

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Why do i sleep so many hours a day you ask?

Well, i'm too much of a coward to kill myself, and sleeping is the next closest thing to not existing in this world.

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Don't have friends in real life. Decided to give this social networking a try. Will post random things that i do or are happening to me.

First up: been oil pulling for 9 days. No difference detected.

Stay tuned for more riveting occurences.