I Met Myself in the Darkness

Sable Anne Andrews - 30 - Mechanic - Witch Darkness is a tricky thing. I ran from it. I fell into it. Then I learned to control it. I've learned that nothing, and no one, is inherently 'good' or 'evil'. We dictate who we are as people. Our actions shape who we are, nothing more. “Look at how a single candle can both defy and define the darkness.” - Anne Frank

[bitingbxxch-blog]

Most of my kind are monsters, that are the very bane of my existence. Just like what is happening in this town.

[touchofmagicsable]

[Private]

While I’d never admit it aloud, this town is only home to me now because of one person and should she ever leave, I would surely follow. As much as I prefer how the vampires here treat me, they are far too possessive for my good. It’s not safe here, not for Elizabeth nor Victoria, nor for Delia’s young. New Orleans was a safe haven for all kinds, once upon a time. Now it is danger and chaos, and as much as my soul finds comfort in it, it finds far more unrest.

[bythegraceofelizabeth-blog]

Do you think you could teach me? My teacher is so old and smells really weird. You’re nice too and Mama seems to like you, so I don’t think she would have a problem with it.

[touchofmagicsable]

If she’ll let me, I don’t see why not. It’s been a while since I played last, but give me some time and I’m sure I can teach. I mean, I taught an old friend of mine how to play piano and guitar when he and I were in high school. I’m almost certain you’ll prove to be a quicker learner than he was.

[bitingbxxch-blog]

Oh no. I couldn’t feed from a junkie, dear. I prefer my blood clean. He thought I was his forever love. Well, that was until I moved away for a short time period. He knew of my passion for the arts. I loved his music; he was quite talented and handsome. I believe I loved him but not enough to turn him into a monster.

[touchofmagicsable]

Ah, makes sense. You aren’t a monster, you know that, right? Your species, like my bloodline, do not dictate who we are. It is actions that make the monster. 

[bitingbxxch-blog]

It has been kept in fairly great condition. I believe there was a guitar in there from the 60’s. A guy I was dating at the time gave it to me as his way of expressing his “love”.

[touchofmagicsable]

Really now? Was he on anything at the time? No musician, I know of, in their right mind, no matter how much they love a person, would willingly give their instrument up, 

[bythegraceofelizabeth-blog]

Mama is making me take piano lessons. That’s the same as keyboard right?

[touchofmagicsable]

It is, for the most part. Keyboard is electronic and has a slightly synthetic sound, at least in my opinion. I learned on an old upright piano, so I prefer the sound of an actual piano to keyboard, but keyboards are more readily available.

[bitingbxxch-blog]

I believe so. I wasn’t taught much as a child but over the years what I did learn has stuck with me. Do you have the instrument? If not, I’m sure I have something in storage that I’d be happy to part with.

[touchofmagicsable]

I don’t. If you’d be willing, and you happen to have one, I would gladly take it. Even if I have to repair it. 

[bitingbxxch-blog]

I didn’t know you played! I’d love to hear it sometime or another. I used to sing back in the day.

[touchofmagicsable]

I haven’t played in years, since I was in college, probably. Haven’t done more than sing in the shower, or on the occasional tailgate, in even longer. Being so angry, fighting like it was me against the world, took over my life and I think I slowly forgot the joy music brought me. It’d be nice to see if playing is anything like riding a bicycle.

[touchofmagicsable]

Things have been quiet as of late, almost too quiet. I really should invest in a hobby, or something. Maybe I’ll find a keyboard, or perhaps a guitar, something I can put to good use. It has been far too long since I’ve played.

[bel-pryce]

I’m sure. I’ve never spent much time outside of the state but I know Salem gets a lot of snow. 

[touchofmagicsable]

It was terrible. If I never see snow again, I will be happy. I actually had to buy a truck while I was in Salem, as motorcycles and snow/ice do not mix safely.

[bel-pryce]

I have to admit, I’m starting to like cold weather. I never thought I’d say that. 

[touchofmagicsable]

This is cool and comfortable. Cold weather was waking up most mornings and having to check if the heater was still working because it was that cold. I certainly prefer winters in New Orleans over those in Salem, though.

[princessxvictoria-blog]

Why were you left at a church? Did your mommy leave you? That wasn’t nice to leave you anywhere. I’m glad you were taken in though and that you had a family. I’m sorry that your new mommy died. You’ve been through a lot of sucky stuff but you came out of it really good so that’s good right? You can trust me. I know i’m just a kid but I could be there for you when you need it. I like you. I think you’re nice. 

[touchofmagicsable]

She didn’t want me unless I came into my powers. I met her, once, I didn’t like her. I am too. She loved me and while it would have been nice to have her around as I grew up, part of me knows I wouldn’t be who I am today if she was still alive. I have, but you’re right, the end result is what matters most, and if you can be happy with yourself when you get there, how bad the journey was doesn’t matter as much. You’re a smart kid, but I’m sure your mom wouldn’t appreciate me doing that, too often. Besides, I’ve got Kat and Ty sometimes for stuff like that, but I do know sometimes a child’s approach to a problem is useful, so I will certainly keep you in mind. I like you, too. You’re pretty nice yourself, though I wouldn’t expect anything less from Harper’s daughter.

[princessxvictoria-blog]

How did you grow up?

[touchofmagicsable]

I was taken in by a pastor and his wife when I was a baby, after I was left on the front steps of his church, in a town that no longer exists, in Kansas. It was a farm town, not much to do and everything important was a half hour drive away. My father, the pastor, wasn’t exactly okay with me hanging around kids my own age, he never really stopped me, but after my mom died when I was eleven, I noticed more and more how much he didn’t really like me. I had a few friends but most sort of refused to hang out with the preacher’s daughter. When I came to Louisiana, for college, I was still trying to figure myself out and I thought I had when my powers came to light, or dark, as it was. I had been raised on the idea that witchcraft was Satan’s work and the fact I had powers over shadows and darkness didn’t exactly sit well with me. I became secluded and had no friends while in college because of it. A lot of it stems back to never feeling like I fit in, so I just gave up trying to. It helped, in the long run, I’m happier, but I spent a very large portion of my life with only one or two friends, important parts of my life.

[bel-pryce]

Thank you, Sable. That’s very kind of you. I’m not sure what can be done, really. Everything that works I can’t do. 

[touchofmagicsable]

Well if you manage to think of something, I’ll be around.

[bel-pryce]

One thing I will be very happy about when this pregnancy is over-I’ll be able to actually take my migraine medicine. These headaches are killing me. 

[touchofmagicsable]

Headaches are hell. If I can do anything to help I will, though I’m not completely sure I can be of any decent use, unless you have light sensitivity, then just stick me in a corner, things will grow dark, fast.

[princessxvictoria-blog]

I’m glad they’re better for you. I think it’s really cool to have powers. I can’t wait until I can join the rest of the pack for real and be a wolf. Do witches have packs?

[touchofmagicsable]

We have covens, which are sort of like packs. I’m not, technically, part of a coven, even after I lived with the one in Salem, I wasn’t really part of it. I’ve always been more of a loner, found it easier to be on my own, with just a few close friends. I guess part of that is just how I grew up, though.

[princessxvictoria-blog]

Do you like being a witch?

[touchofmagicsable]

I do, now anyway. When I first got my powers and in the ten years, or so, following that, I didn’t. I didn’t like my powers or how they made me feel. I didn’t like what they seemed to imply about who I was. So, I avoided them and I lost control. Things are better now, after the time I spent in Salem.

[princessxvictoria-blog]

Are you a Blackwood witch?

[touchofmagicsable]

Yeah, I am.