Beyond the mountains

[tramontane0]

im usually of the opinion that i dont have issues dealing with loneliness but on the other hand i just broke down crying after getting home from a concert because of the sheer whiplash of being surrounded by so many amazing people dancing at the front of the crowd to right away going back to being alone in my bedroom with no one to talk to. i wish i was better at trying to talk to people when i go out.

[mystic-vampire]

Laying awake hoping you’ll call me, Saying you need me

[juicysavers]

[delicacysblog]

i don’t know

which feeling is worse

not seeing you at all

or seeing you,

but not being with you

[ikeepyouinmylocket]

in every quiet moment my mind wanders back to you and i have no way of stopping it. i have so little left of you but somehow it's just enough to last a lifetime. i don't know how much longer i can go on feeling physically ill from your memory.

[fckenjournal-deactivated2025020]

My lips still belong to her

They’re stained with the touch of hers

I miss the days we couldn’t stop kissing

Now we’re not even together

My heart still beats in her direction

Looking for a place to land

But there’s no ocean in Montana or Vegas

There’s no room for me to stand

I miss when we couldn’t go hours without speaking

We missed each other that much

I know you’ve moved on

But sadly, I am still in love

[blueskies-purplehearts]

Eye contact with you is like being warm underneath ur blankets on a freezing night. It's calming and I could do it forever, but it's also anxiety inducing and forces me to look away. Eye contact is a form of love that you should learn how to read, cause when you realize that they are staring at you like you were the only option that was ever there for them.

[chuchaitiu]

You're still the person that I want. You're the person I want to tell how my day went. You're the person I want to share my happiness, frustrations, and success with. You're the only one I want to grow old with. To me, you are more than enough. You are my soul and heart bearer. You are my home. There's absolutely nothing in this world that I wouldn't do to keep that.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

When you wake up from the most emotionally devastating dream and have to go about your day now as if you aren’t deeply bothered by the events in dream land

[catchymemes]

[sageandscorpiongrass]

Goodnight, Laika.

Space Dog, Alan Shapiro | From Wikipedia | Laika, Sarah Doyle | Space Patterns Painting, Katya Garipova | Laika, Ben Florin | Constellations, The Oh Hellos | First Dog in Space, Brennig Davies | Are You Scared Yet, Laika?, Gus Gresham | Pillars of Creation, James Webb Telescope | space dog., Basil Sai | Icarus, The Crane Wives | Quote via. Oleg Gazenko

[je-suis-obsedee]

I lit a cigarette before I went to work today. I didn't have time to finish it, but I put it out carefully and promised it I would come back for it after my shift.

By the time that I had gotten home, it was a bit damp and difficult to light; when I finally got it to light, it would go out soon after.

But, a promise is a promise, carefully and meticulously I traced the flame of my lighter back and forth across the paper to try and dry it just enough to hold it's ignition. I could have easily just grabbed a new one from the pack, but I felt indebted to this one, as I had promised it that I would return.

Eventually, it dried enough that I was able to smoke it to completion, and I enjoyed it during my somber reflection of my day.

I can only hope that there will be someone that cradles me in their hands tenderly and keeps their vow to come back to me, to make sure to leave the light on, to not give up on me just because I am of no use to them then.

I hope that someone cares enough to love me at my worst.

[silent-insanities]

Please, say you love me.

[neurodivergenttales]

I've gotten to the point where it actually feels more comfortable to self-destruct than it does to try and sit with stability

It's like my brain needs chaos to make me feel like I'm actually alive

[unmedicated-momma]

[comfycozycrossfox]

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it is . simply difficult walking around and making connections when you have an intense feeling that you arent ever going to feel for someone else, the way youve already felt for one person. like theres no recreating or replacing that-so why try, i guess.

[thatuselessenbywitch]

me: *having an episode and waiting for my gf to leave me bc I'm ruining our date*

gf: hey, it's okay I'm here. what can i do for you, can i hold you?

one day, you all will have that person who won't leave no matter how hard shit gets. that person who will not blame you for your emotions and reactions. that person who will listen to you and understand you.

because you deserve it

you deserve someone who will take time for you

sooner or later, someone will love you I promise <3