tired, useless boy

25+ transmasc • aroace [vent/cope blog]

[possessable]

it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

[veryluckyclovers]

[t-s-n-deactivated20250205]

they were so funny for this

[brumpojumpo]

MARK THE DAMN DATE

[thedisasterbi]

happy valentines day

[donutdrawsthings]

my most sick and twisted fantasy

[starii-lins]

quick doodle i made as a reminder to myself bcs my eczema flare up is kicking my ass

[alleesaur]

"Why even bother"

[lustcannibalism]

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!

[lustcannibalism]

[transbpdshinji]

Make a checklist before you kill yourself yo try and gind reasons not to and see how many boxes you check fun game

[transbpdshinji]

I dont know what else to do to escape it the pain the trauma the feeling s my body remembers but I dont im so scared I cant sleep I cant think im so scared

[transbpdshinji]

Im so tired though

[transbpdshinji]

I can't kill myself close to a holiday I can't kill myself close to a holiday I can't kill myself close to a holiday

[ostolero]

[virgomoon]

you can never go back. this is your one life. you had a bad childhood and that's it. you lost your teen years to mental illness and that's it. you're miserable in your 20s and that's it. you just go forward

[sentientsky]

[grinderhash-deactivated20231003]

no i havent seen that critically acclaimed movie with significant relevance to culture. no yeah, still working through bad stuff from other decades

[hiveswap]

You're not immune to being the bully btw. You're not immune to being in the wrong

[hiveswap]

"But i'm-" there is no identity or state of being that makes you immune to hurting someone. You can be convinced that you are in the right for doing so. You can be convinced that you're defending someone by doing so. You have always got to examine if you're taking pleasure in hurting someone or if you're actually doing something good.

[nirtonic]

[Image text: there's actually no political label or identity that absolves you of doing harm.]

[lambergeier]

the real danger of spending too much time with friends is you stumble out of ten days of happiness and good food like oh my god THAT was real life. my job means NOTHING

[lambergeier]

yeah it makes life worthwhile. i hope you get to hang out with a bunch of people you really like for several days in a row some time soon!

[squishyproductions]

Leaving anime conventions was like this. You spend days hanging out with wildly fun people only to go back to the drudgery of your job. Spending all day with co-workers who you have absolutely nothing in common with and you're pretty sure they'd think you're a freak if they learned the first thing about you.

The depression lasts about the same amount of time ya spent at the con.

My friend group called it Con Crash.