vent art and recovery

🧦Ronnie•20•they/them•(co)csa recovery🧦 xxxxxxxxxxxxxvdrop downvxxxxxxxxxxxxx https://ronnie.carrd.co/# (co)csa= (child on) child sexual assault please no ddlg/cgl/kink interaction

[trauma-ghoul]

I keep getting tagged in the rayban glasses things by old followers.

On one hand, annoying

On the other hand, I'm glad they've moved on from this so long that their accounts got hacked lol

[holographography]

idk who needs to hear this but “depressing quotes” blogs and stuff like this may express how you’re feeling but seeing a constant stream of negativity and romanticised sadness is only going to make you feel worse. Even if you only unfollow one blog and follow a puppy blog instead, you’ll feel a little better

[resiliencewithin]

There is a fine line between acknowledging and accepting your feelings, and dwelling and living in them.

[routins-bye-deactivated20200724]

just got back from my therapist ^_^ she told me to make a "traumacore" blog and post pictures of sanrio characters with edgy quotes! she said that it will surely help me!! for the first one i will make hello kitty hold a knife

[trauma-ghoul]

Am I allowed to submit vent art to this blog? If yes are there any rules regarding it?

Idk how long ago you sent this oops, but no this is my personal blog and I don’t actually look at vent art for fun anymore

[trauma-ghoul]

https://greatist.com/live/divorcing-parent#bottom-line

I think I'm going to cut off my parents soon before they tear me down and eventually cut me out.

My dad hasn't talked to me since I left home in November (its xmas eve now). He said very hurtful things but what I think is the common denominator is, every aspect of my life he has something negative to say. He'll try to say oh I need someone to say those things to me, but I Don't deserve it and I don't need anyone making me feel bad for The people I love, The fact that I need mental assistance, Being me.

On all levels not just being trans my dad invalidates, insults, and makes me feel bad for everything. He doesn't believe I was actually raped, he doesn't believe I'm actually trans, and he doesn't believe my boyfriend is going to be my husband. He would tell me all the time that moving in was a mistake, that he isn't my future. But I'm so much better off with my boyfriend than i was living at home.

My mom also didn't believe I was raped bc I "didn't act any different" and "only brought it up years after the fact" like guys I was fuckinh nuts what are you talking about and I knew I needed help right after but no one would listen to me.

Id rather be poor and happy without them and try to build a new family than deal with their toxicity

[trauma-ghoul]

Here's a list of things my parents said to me when I came out to them as trans! :^)

Denied i was raped

Said ptsd is for soilders

Demanded i tell them details of my assualt to be believed

Said i was only trans for attention and ive always done things for attention

Called my boyfriend a piece of shit

Said i only surround myself with yes men

Said my therapist is shit and doesnt count bc she supports me

Said im clearly not doing real therapy if i feel this way

Said they would cut me off if i continue

Said how "heartbroken" they are about the fact that i cant "love myself" and that i clearly have self esteem issues

Agreed to me doing "less permanent damage"

Compared transitioning to ear gauging and that it was trendy

Said they were totally not transphobic

Since then my dad hasn't talked to me! And I'm doing really bad!

[trauma-ghoul]

What's tcc?

True crime community, specifically I don't like the ppl who obsess over columbine and other serial killers. If you just like those murder dramas on TV you're fine

[trauma-ghoul]

Hey fun fact I hate the tcc, ive seen a couple trickle in. Unfollow me I hate you

[trauma-ghoul]

Came out as trans and my dad managed to bring up my trauma! And he actually said that to me I wanted to yell fuck you so bad.

Also folks said if I "continue" they'll be cutting me off yeet

[trauma-ghoul]

Oops suicidal for the first time in a while and idk what to do about it! I'm stressed bc of school and money issues and so I've been possessed by the spirit of a 13yo

[trauma-ghoul]

Here's my johari/nohari windows

Yall should call me out.

[trauma-ghoul]

Thrift Store Brian Molko wannabe

xxxxxxRonnie•19•Scorpioxxxxxxxx dnfi:truscum/terf/trad/mogai

I just made a fashion blog! Have you ever been like gee I wonder how this horribly traumatized guy looks irl? here it is yall

Its more upbeat of a blog and it'll be a lot of trans positivity stuff

Send me some love!

[trauma-ghoul]

Oh Klahoma// Flipnote

Original animation meme! Song is Oh Klahoma by Jack Stauber Done with Flipnote 3D

I might die

My animation, a little thing from a few months ago. I also make amvs on my YouTube

[redemptived]

hey i wanna make a suggestion blog, it’ll primarily be focused on mental illness but obviously my own posts would be tailored towards my own illnesses. it’s gonna reflect a lot on paranoia (avpd) sensory overload (adhd), splitting (bpd) etc basically a vent suggestion type blog that people can submit to,

and i’ll allow pretty much any submission like violent intrusive thoughts and stuff but not stuff that is like..bigoted or promoting anything harmful yknow? i’ll also extensively tag to make sure all bases are covered!

does this sound like something you guys would follow/be interested in?

[trauma-ghoul]

Having an insomnia

[trauma-ghoul]

I am an angry clown in a jar of cotton balls

I am between a rock and a hard place

[trauma-ghoul]

A little vent drawing. I do especially bad at night. Therapy is really hard for me right now, I am very easy to trigger. I'm crying all the time