Found a message I wrote John Green when I was 17 about the fault in our stars (that he most kindly answered) and just got such a whiplash reading it 🫠 looking back at myself I didn't realize I changed this much since being a teen, but its so obvious reading it... my English was so bad, my ability to express myself was very shallow, and I was so obviously a kid 🥹 I always considered myself a mature child but now I'm not sure how much of it was my adult brain distorting things
reading it made me suddenly really happy to grow older... Yes sometimes it stresses me out to think I'm getting older and older but knowing who I am now as a person, how I'm able to think with and process a lot more complexity than in the past, I honestly wouldn't want go back to being younger 🥹 (I mean this with all the kindness and endearment towards my younger self who wrote a very sweet, cringy message, of course 😂 she was doing her best)













