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This is not something happy
Tears can burn so hot down the cheeks. And the way I wish... To end them all ; end all ways my face should burn with pain, hurt, anger.
There's a roar in my ears as well. A reminder of the hindrance rushing through my veins. Maybe it needs a new place to flow.
There's nothing left of me at all
Bottom of the spiral and if I look up
I see my every wrong step in life
Everywhere I should have chosen the other path
Just a nic'
And the strength to cut it
apparently iām a millennial woman
I mean, yeah, valid! but but but I also want to add on the fact that lotr AGGRESSIVELY rejects the āgrimdarkā and āgrittyā settings that is so prevalent in fantasy (and also in general) right now, because I physically can not shut up about it
It is hope and love and compassion that saves each character individually, and because of that, the world. Frodo fails in the end, but his acts of compassion from earlier in the story save the day. And even as the world is saved, it is acknowledged that Frodo failedāwithout judgement, without blame. He fails, and he is still loved.
And like what can happen in the real world, he is still irrevocably changed by his trauma. But there is still hopeāhe has to leave, but he leaves with the promise of healing, and the promise that his ever-faithful Sam will follow.
Aragorn, Boromir, Frodo, Sam; each and every one of the characters are driven by their love of the people around them and their hope for the future. They cling to that love and hope throughout their trials, and that bears them through.
Of course people are watching it for comfort!!!! Lotr is eternally consistent in its promise, which Sam articulates so clearly in The Two Towers: āEven darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines, itāll shine out the clearer.ā
Things are dark and awful and terrible, but it will not be that way forever. That is the promise of LOTR. A promise of hope, and the reminder that it is love and compassionāfor our friends, for our families, for the strangers weāve never even metāthat will save us in the end.
LOTR was the last time anyone in Hollywood was blisteringly, truly genuine. The good guys were good and kind and noble and the movie creators understood that this didnāt make them boring, it made them bonkers-ass compelling and wonderful. No one winked at the camera at any point.
Allison. Sheās alive. Sheās back.Ā
3.23Ā āInstatiableā (2014) | Teen Wolf: The Movie (2022)
this old pic i made is still making rounds so i decided to update it with some old and new faces for 2021. tag yourself
I am apparently a depressed thot.... And .... Well I guess?
wait wait waittttttttt can you post the links to your favorite jacob x bella fics??? (-teamjacobthot)
omg dee thee teamjacobthot asking me? iām so honored!Ā š„ŗā¤ļøĀ iām gonna hijack this ask & do a major linking of j/b fics here since i got a couple asks like this <3 iām not sure if i can provide yāall with much that you havenāt seen before, but Iāll give it my best!Ā
I feel like every team jacob ass bitch in the world knows/loves this fic but I really would be remiss not to mention it because itās iconic for a reason, so i will start with:
The Movement of the Earth: the j/b NM rewrite that could easily replace canonĀ
and itās full length sequel
The Fire of the SunĀ !!!Ā
jacob x bella enthusiasts should check out this authorās stuff in general (the first few on this list are by her) she has written all kinds of j/b stuff and sheās a very talented writerĀ
Postcards: the multi-chapter NM road trip fic of your dreams (angsty tho)
Advice: cute NM garage/bikes era oneshot
Undertow: i literally had this one saved from *livejournal* bye but this is a very short/angsty/hurt comfort-y drabble about jacobās perspective during bellaās nm depression
Pieces of the Memories: ok disclaimer iām not sure if i actually read this one bc i donāt remember it but everyone keeps saying that itās amazing so iām linking itĀ
Crave:Ā disclaimer:i have not read this one in years, but i loved it back in the day. full-length, dark, angsty jakebella/pack centric twist on twilight. fair warning: i do remember this one being pretty dark
Pulled From the Edge & Changing Tides: Ā (and her j/b headcanons brb gotta go read & reblog all those?!)Ā
PreciousĀ J/B ficlets: by @howlonghaveyoubeenseventeen (SO SWEET & GOOD)
Just Close Your Eyes: very sweet cuddly, sleepy little NM ficletĀ (light angst, mostly fluffy hurt/comfort)
Your Heart Remained The Same: this one is absolutely beautiful, but only if you wanna cry. bc you will. post-breaking dawn canon jacobxbella. this one hurts so you gotta be in the right space for it. </3
Fate: more post bd canon jacobxbella oneshot sadness
Run to You: bella makes the right choice after the battle in eclipse <3
Runaway Bride was Just a Movie: just what it sounds like! cute little oneshot
Frozen: another poignant little oneshot of the runaway bride variety
this adorable little fic:Ā by @littlespidermonkey with the pic & the music stop š
Epiphany: jake & bella get into a fight and she realizes how selfish she can be with him.(& they make up of course) ā¤ļødef some angst but poignant and fluffy too. also has some sweet stuff about sarah in it (NM era, edward doesnāt come back)
@ team jacob fam pls add on to this with your faves & also if you have written or ever write/post anything about them tag my ass PLS iām so serious i love anything about them & i would like to see it š¤(really tho)Ā š„ŗā¤ļø
Need this for later
I'm never going to get the help I need.
If youāre not ready to fight an alligator over your best friend dont even think about coming to Florida
Apex predators
Yooooo
Florida culture is living in a real life Jurassic park yet being more scared of the local people
TBF, you would be too if youād ever met Florida Man
Hopefully this doesnāt burst anybodyās bubbles, but the videoās fake (https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/did-man-save-friend-from-reptilian-attack/)
Now, by fake I mean: the alligator wasnāt real, it was put there as a prank by some Youtubers, to record peopleās reactions. So the guy a) survived, and b) reacted as he would (AKA: fought a fucking alligator to save his friend) had it been real, because neither of them knew it wasnāt.
To quote Snopes:Ā It appears that the āelbow dropā move was actually a real, good-faith, and quite courageous response to an uncomfortably realistic and relatively low-effort prank
Ok but likeā¦. that still doesnāt change the fact that this absolute legend genuinely thought an alligator was about to eat his friend and he ELBOW DROPPED the fucking thing to save him!!!! Thatās some true ass friendship right there
No people or animals got hurt, guy got to try and elbow drop an alligator, and his friend got to find out just how ride or die his friend is. As far as Iām concerned this makes the whole thing better.
.... And we're not going to talk about how this prank is very 'florida teen'... I swear we're a whole different breed of human here in Florida
Iām a total sucker for Bucky being able to carry all 6ā²3 of tall archer without any issue. Especially when Clint likes it too. Manhandle him to your hearts content, Bucky!
Please do not repost! Re-blogging is very much welcomed. <3
Why don't people give a shit about me?
I'm bleeding heavily in ways fucking doctors can't explain
I'm not sleeping
I'm over stressed
I'm SERIOUSLY suicidal
Instead it's still 'give me more of yourself until you die'
And at this point ... I will
I once heard someone call it "second hand suicide"
How the stigma of suicide stops the depressed person from going through with it. But that person wishes some outside force to kill them; natural disasters, illness, accident
That's where I am
Second hand suicide
I'm typing this while crying, with only maybe 30% of my vision because of the black spots from the bloodloss
I'm so weak
I'm so done
Breathing hurts
My heart beating in my chest hurts
Living
It hurts
There's not a single person who would put me first
Instead I'm always expected to put them first
So I do
Even when my body wants to breakdown and die
Everyone comes first
So why can't I do it for once
Just put myself first
So I can finally end my pain
And by end it
I mean with a razorblade and a long fall
Something that breaks my heart
People who say they failed me
Like when they know the shit I grew up with but they were powerless to do anything.
As though they could know how... How they could be rushed to look good for cps just enough so I wouldn't be taken
Because they could have don't xyz to save me but didn't
You didn't fail me.
I was dealt a shit hand for life, and I'm still trying to figure out of it's worth it.
But you don't fail me
āI cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.ā
ā Franz Kafka
Oh but I can try and you'll still leave me, even after I've exposed my soul in the best ways I can with only words.
The Scooby-Doo Project (1999)
fun fact this special scared so many kids so fucking badly (b/c the blair witch aspect was played weirdly straight) that CN never aired it againĀ
As a kid. The Blair Witch Project did not scare me at all.
But the Scooby one SCARED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME
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patient: so the symptoms I've been having areā
doctor:
God I wish that were me. Literally every single person in my family has a thyroid disease and my doctor still claims my symptoms are "just anxiety" and refuses to test me
turns out doctors will test your thyroid if you have literally anything except a thyroid problem
You guys know you can switch doctors or demand that they indicate in your chart that they are refusing to test you, right?
I spent my entire adolescence going around to over 30 different absolutely clueless specialists more than half of whom insisted on testing my thyroid function despite being able to see in my records that it had already been tested a dozen times but thanks I guess
"Just switch doctors and make demands "??? In this economy???
Learning to advocate for yourself at the doctor is one of the biggest hurdles of early chronic illness. Here are some things someone could practice saying (practice with family, friends, or other safe people who will play this out with you):
āmy thyroid function was checked recently. That information should be accessible to you in my chart. If it isnāt, please let me know so that I can get you those results. In the meantime, what else might be causing my symptoms?ā
āIve explored that avenue with other physicians. what else might be causing my symptoms?ā
āIād like to test ____. Can you order that one?ā [if they say no] āPlease note in my records that I requested that test and you declined to order it. Iāll wait here while you do that.ā [then, ask the nurse for an after-visit summary that includes the doctorās notes to check that they did it]
When in doubt- bring a friend!! Thereās no reason why doctors appointments have to be solitary, and a friend can help you remember stuff you wanted to say, remember stuff the doctor said back, be brave and advocate for yourself, and if necessary, advocate for you.
Iāve recently had to explain āI have been suffering from anxiety/panic attacks for more than 20 years, so I know what those feel like. This is new.ā
It worked, though.
Write things down before and during. Bring notes on what you need to talk about. Take notes on what the doctor is telling you.
If you request your records they have 30 days to comply or itās a HIPPA violation. They can charge up to 10 cents per page for printing cost.
It can also be difficult to self-advocate if you have mental health problems on record. I know Iāve had doctors who pointed to my diagnosed anxiety disorder to claim I was just a hypochondriac when I was so sick it was hard to WALK.
One thing that seriously helps:
If you are having physical problems misconstrued as mental illness and have a good therapist or psychiatrist, ask them to vouch for you in writing.
My psychiatrist writing me a note that said, āactually my professional opinion is that this personās anxiety is well-controlled, please take that into account and FUCKING BELIEVE HER PLEASEā, and he was listened to more than I was.
If you can get other professionals on your side it really is helpful.
Is it deeply fucked up that some doctors wonāt trust that you know your own body? Yes. But in the moment, trying to find other ways to get yourself heard can be a necessary sacrifice. Do that first and lodge any complaints later ā ESPECIALLY if you think youāve been discriminated against or dismissed base on race/age/gender because that happens a ton.
And ALWAYS keep a paper trail.
EDIT: Even if youāre not dealing with illness actually Iād love if people would rb to spread it. Self-advocacy is hard and working needlessly difficult systems to get vital help all alone can be a deeply demoralizing experience.
The growing presence of racists in American Pagan communities threatens to tear the faith apart.
This is not news, but it is an important read, especially for people who were previously unaware of the trend of neo-Nazis stealing pagan symbols for their own.
If you are an anti-racist, anti-fascist pagan, keep doing what you are doing, you are keeping the fight alive
If you are an anti-racist, anti-fascist person who is not a pagan, help us spread the word of this, stand in solidarity with us as we kick the fascists out of our communities
If you are a fascist pagan, fuck off, this faith is a peaceful one
No platforms for fascists.
~ Max
ā¦and right here is why you see me starting to wear non-viking garb in the SCA. Because Iām really REALLY white and really REALLY not a racist, and I hate that these people have found their way into my weekend nerdery.
I would posit that if you feel comfortable doing it, and if you feel supported, you should definitely still wear viking garb and not let fascist nazi bastards appropriate it for their own purpose without opposition. š¤
Please, for the love of fuck, do NOT give up on either your religious paraphernalia *or* your hobbyist Viking swag because of this.Ā Yāknow what you ought to do instead?Ā Be vocally and openly anti-racist.Ā Make it known that all this bonehead bullshit is not what we stand for.
And how do you make something known?Ā Well, a man by his speech is known to men.
Make fascists afraid to be vocal. Run them out and counteract their evil with overwhelming good. Make donations to charities that help people of colour under the public name and honour of Odin and Freya and Frigg and Thor. Shout louder than they do. I see a lot of fascism and disgusting vitriol in the comments section on videos from wardruna or heidlung - and something Iād like to do is reupload those videos with the express intent of curating the comments section heavily to keep that shit out. Most accounts wonāt do that and they donāt notice how much hate is in their fan base. so I get really angry about these people taking music and culture that is expressly open and for everyone to pollute it in this way. If you know anyone personally that uploads videos to YouTube please remind them to curate that shit, report the bastards. Make statements that itās not okay. Even one small platform is too one too many.
@dovewithscales
This witch curses fascists. I will not stand idly by while fascists, nazis, and bigots are, well, alive.
They are not welcomed in my church, my religion, my country, or my planet. All fascists should live in fear.
Reblog to send another fascist crawling back into the cesspool they came from.
for anyone else who was curious, according to @megasupernova888, the words areĀ äøęē (fukanshyoo, āsexual frigidityā) and č±ē²ē (kafunshyoo, āhay feverā)
1) I am rebageling with more context
2) OP, your accent is splendid, your delivery perfect, I hope your 2020 is less terrible than the rest of ours
