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@trisgetsfit
Okay, so itās been a little while. I figured Iād update anyone who cares why thatās the case.
Believe me when I say I have STRUGGLED with this whole lockdown thing. Iām in Wales which still has some of the strictest lockdown restrictions in the UK. Donāt get me wrong - Iām grateful theyāre doing it right here. The āRā and number of cases is showing that they are. But itās not easy.
My job is about 70% travel. I spend more time on planes than I do in my car, and Iām used to sleeping in hotel rooms more than my own. And I love that. It shouldnāt be hard to be at home, but it really has been. I feel so claustrophobic I canāt even explain and this whole āyou canāt drive more than 5 miles from your homeā thing just amplifies that. I miss my family - I havenāt seen my dad since we were in the US in December, I havenāt seen my mum or brother since March, and I feel super alone here. I see my flatmate, thatās it. I donāt feel like my life is here - kinda realising that In spending so much time away, Iāve kind of forgotten to build a real life at home. I plan on fixing that.
Workās been crazy. Iām lucky to still have a job, but Iām the only one left in the team so Iām working a billion hours 6 days a week and I am TIRED. And stressed. And just overwhelmed really. But Iāve been getting better.
Todayās a good day and Iām focussing on the good - Iāve lost 18lbs in the last 90 days and I feel amazing for that. Iām started using Huel a few weeks ago (check out the tee!) and feel really good for it - Iām not snacking, I know my intake is balanced and just feel healthier in general. Iām not one for selfies but figured Iād go for it today.
Also, I just cut my own hair (yeah) and didnāt entirely screw it up. So... small victories.
Anyway, if anyone needs it, Iām here to talk. Itās rough and it fucking sucks but weāll get through all of this and come out stronger šŖ and in the meantime... I promise not to disappear again!
Stay safe, peace.
I weighed myself today and so far have dropped 4lb since the start of the lockdown. BOOM. Iām amazed because I was convinced Iād have gained, but Iām at the lightest Iāve been in a long time. So feeling awesome.
On top of that, at the age of 27 years old, I have finally cooked rice (that doesnāt come out of a microwave packet) successfully for the first time. Donāt ask.
Celebrate every tiny victory and stay safe!
You may water othersā roots, but donāt forget to water your own as well. You deserve to bloom just as much as anyone else.
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Rules: Answer 20 questions and then tag 20 people you want to get to know better
I was tagged by @punkinelle-fitness
1. Name - Tristan
2. Nicknames - Tris
3. Zodiac - Libra āļø
4. Height - 6ā²2
5. Languages - English, French (ish), learning Italian!
6. Nationality - British š¬š§
7. Favourite season - Autumn š
8. Favourite flower - I actually donāt know many flower names š¬
9. Favourite scent - Fresh coffee āļø
10. Favourite colour - Orange!
11. Favourite animal - Pigs š·
12. Favourite fictional character(s): Elio and Oliver. If you know you know š
13. Coffee, tea or hot chocolate - Coffee
14. Average sleep - When Iām home 7, at work... maybe 5? š«
15. Dog or cat person - Doggos š
16. Number of blankets - Good with one!
17. Dream trip - Philippines šāļø
18. Blog established - Maybe....2 years go?
19. Number of followers - 1,887
20. Random fact - I once climbed Mount Kilimanjaro and Iād do anything to do it again!
I tag @lauragetsfit20, @gymthyme, @jules-versus-fitness, @sarahmakesthechange, @jacksonrunningnz, @peacelovesquats, @rachgetsfitt, @dorsetrunning and @foodietofit! (I know this isnāt 20, sue me)
Nothing worse than a crap run. Got 2k in and suddenly felt like my heart was about to explode out of my chest? Wtf. Decided to walk for a bit then pick the pace back up but it happened again almost immediately. Not really sure whatās going on with that so decided to play it safe and stop.
Headed out for 5k minimum today so really disappointed that I had to cut it short after just 2.4k. UGH.
Me, you & a lit 90s playlist
Iām struggling.
This whole coronavirus thing is really hard. Like, I donāt mind staying in - weāre still allowed out to exercise, so Iāve started running again as the gyms are closed. But Iām hundreds of miles from my family, and concerned about them. My job isnāt exactly safe right now. And with all of our events cancelled, it looks like Iām home until September. For the last 4 years, Iāve been used to spending every other week flying between different cities and seeing different people and thatās my lifestyle. Itās what Iāve gotten used to. And now Iām in one place, and itās only been a few weeks but Iām struggling. Too much is uncertain, and I donāt even feel like I know how to just be in one place. As stupid as that sounds. My lifestyle has completely changed and Iām not adapting well to it.
I just need something solid right now. I know Iāll be fine, but everythingās just kind of a lot. This isnāt a cry for help, I donāt even really want to talk about anything. Just wanted to get it out somewhere and this is as good a place as any.