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I am grateful for everything

I’m the one and only one who can protect me

It’s the same all over again - when you need the most care from society they just want to destroy you, put hate in you and don’t care

Well I should be protected by afraid to talk with a monster , but I don’t anymore , because I’m protected

Remember that they only want to destroy you so you need to have something on your side for protection.

Only you responsible for this

And this is more important that anything

It’s more important than they

Tell them that you didn’t feel well

They are no one

Please let me go

Please let them fire you

I want to be bigger than this, bigger than my fears , bigger than evil that control me against me , but i can’t

I can’t

What should I do

I can’t move, I paralysed with fear

Theres something I afraid. When I see even the shade of it. It makes me afraid like crazy. It’s when something that has string power over me - are trying to destroy me. Thus fear is strong. It does not matter what I do - I can’t live with it. Because I can’t protect myself from it

I can’t do anything with it. This fear is strong. And it changes my thoughts, and I don’t know what’s better for me anymore. I’m loosing myself and there’s no one to protect

Im loosing myself and there’s no one to protect i see monsters who can destroy me by telling me what to do and there’s no one there to protect me

And I’m afraid .

I can’t do that

I can’t

And if I can’t I should not

But I don’t know what to do

I don’t

I need someone to tell me what to do

Please send me protection

Thoughts, continued thoughts about yourself as small/does not matter (for others, work, organization, people around), being a burden, not qualified, not good enough, or not deserve…being wrong, stupid, that just should not be there, mistake…those thoughts are poisonous, destructive for mind and body. Those thoughts tell you to erase yourself, to hide yourself as much as possible

I don’t have an answer how to free from it, as reality put there and what to do? Deny it? How to heal yourself from this environment?

I don’t know

The only thing I know that those thoughts are very bad for me, and I need to change them. I don’t know how in this reality. I only know I should

I searched for real connections where parties see each other as truth and hoping build my life to have that, but I didn’t found it. No one could see or tried to lean to the same . So I stopped and then I forgot until I saw the dream about a women who get bread out to share and then cried

No one will show you the path to the world it’s an individual journey.

Truth are not here indeed, here only surface the real world of energy is beyond, deeper

I believe in fusion and future of fusion

In those times while relocation is on hold we need to acknowledge the danger but not be crushed by it ( as crushing with own inside energies that communities with a strong fear energy projecting by sick world) but it is crucial to create a simple light energy protective sphere around where one can breath be clean and communicate with higher lighter spaces, being free from heavy fear push-downs of the sick world.

And it takes time and good mental intentions to build the sphere. But you can if you want to . You need it till the time we’ll leave

Everything is given

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