Cannot
The people in this city are all for trump and I can’t stop crying in private today.
I feel so helpless.
FUCK
Fuck donald trump. Fuck mitch mcconnell. Fuck bill barr. Fuck stephen miller. Fuck lindsay graham. Fuck rudy guilliani. I yearn for the day when my phone notifies me that they have died.
I want to hit someone. I want to strike them down. I have never felt hatred like this. It BURNS. It burns my chest. It burns my stomach. It burns my heart. I’m not even affected in any major way with this election. I’m white, approaching middle age, with resources I can draw on. Other people have so fucking much to overcome just to come to the port of entry.
I have always taught my students empathy and sometimes put them in situations that forced it. The past 5 years, it’s been rejected with vitrol and fox news talking points. Coming from 11 year olds!
I’ve asked them afterward, “it sucks to be someone else, doesn’t it? To be the immigrant. To be the person of color. To be the ‘them’? So what are you going to to about it?”
The answers I have gotten since 2016 have been cruel and frightening.




















