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[hollanovarchive]

Thank you for all that you do! Do you have any fics where either Shane or Ilya has to safeword out of a scene and aftercare ensues?

Oooh lets see what I can find! Also check out my Dom/Sub list. Currently working on a part 2!!

Safewords & Aftercare

🏒 put the lime in the coconut, then you feel better (safeword) | <1k

Shane uses their safeword and Ilya worries

🏒The Secrets that Keep Us | 2.3k

 Ilya accidentally triggers Shane to remember an encounter he never told Ilya about that wasn't consensual. And Ilya comforts Shane as he has to tell him about the one guy he never told Ilya about.

🏒Distance Between Us | 2.3k

While trying something new in the bedroom, Shane uses his safeword and goes into subdrop.

🏒You Are Nothing Like Your Father | 2.4k

Shane finally gets out the fact that he has a kink, and wants to be hit in bed. They go through with this later in the day, Ilya not realizing what he is getting himself into. He gets reminded of his childhood trauma, and panics, so he uses his safeword. And fluff ensues.

🏒coming apart at the seams | 3.1k

Shane knows what dropping feels like. He just never expected Ilya to experience it.

🏒Let Me Worship The Ground You Walk On | 3.5k

Shane and Ilya try something new in the bedroom, it doesn't go very well. So much fluff ensues.

🏒gifts ungiven | 3.5k

Now that they're settling down, Shane and Ilya know they should really be more responsible about the kink they both enjoy. So they set up a safeword. Shane really doesn't like having one.

🏒Swallow what you bite off | 3.8k

Shane wants to try something new. Despite the discussions, things go wrong.

🏒take me, don’t hesitate | 3.8k

Shane says no in the middle of sex, and then gets confused about why Ilya has stopped.

🏒Freezer Burnt | 4.5k

Shane comes to the realization that cold things and sex don't mix well for him. He and Ilya freak out about it.

🏒Backcheck | 4.5k

Shane gets his first real punishment and experiences sub-drop. Ilya cares for him, and necessary conversations follow, including the establishment of a safeword.

🏒win a losing game | 5.0k

When a scene goes wrong, Shane finds it easy to forgive Ilya. It’s not so easy for Ilya to forgive himself.

🏒 Damage Control | 5.6k

Shane gets hurt during a game and lies about it. Ilya finds out, of course. Shane runs away from his problems (aka the dentist) and his pain, but Ilya is there to find him

🏒 ten minutes for deliberate injury | 5.6k

Shane safewords out of an intense scene, and aftercare ensues.

🏒 handle with care | 5.7k

So he’s there in the hotel room, and Ilya Rozanov has him pushed up against the door, and he’s saying all sorts of filthy things that should send Shane running and instead very much make him want to drop to his knees, which is also a relatively new feeling—and he won’t quit grabbing Shane’s face.

🏒 baby, kiss it better | 6.2k

Shane just needs to be taken out of his head for a while. It doesn't go exactly as planned, but they make it work

🏒 tie me up (be nice to me please) | 7.2k

While the whole "tying Shane up" thing sounds fun at first, it is not so fun anymore when Shane has a panic attack when trying it.

🏒 you can ebb and I can flow (and we'll take it slow) | 10.0k

🔒 Shane uses a safeword in the middle of an argument

🏒you’re so pretty when you take control | 12.0k

if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.

🏒The Boston Year | 63.6k

A look at the year that Ilya still played for Boston, except they explicitly state their dom/sub relationship, and explore that dynamic (and kink) together.

🏒Denial | WIP

 five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.

🏒Unholy Days | WIP

5 times Shane and Ilya participate in free use, and 1 time Shane tells him no

Feel free to add in comments or reblogs and I'll add it to the list!

Make sure to check out other fic rec request here -> Requested Lists

Smutty -> Accidental Voyeurism | Ass Play Ilya | BDSM/TPE AU | Bottom Ilya | Collared Shane | Dom/Sub Dynamics Pt. 1 | Dom/Sub Dynamics Pt. 2 | Exhibitionist Hollanov | Freak4Freak Pt.1 | Freak4Freak Pt. 2 | Needy Shane | Premature Ejaculation | Puppy Play | Safewords & Aftercare | Sexual/Non Sexual Submission | Sex Ban | Sex Toys | Size Kink | Soft Dom Ilya | Subdrop Shane | Submissive Ilya | Submissive Shane | Subspace Shane | Team Submissive

[kiksterekficrecs]

March Fic Rec

Shup Up and Kiss Me by In_Over_My_Head  - (Rating: T, Words: 2,522)

Stiles’ eyes shot up as the bell above the door jingled, his magic letting him know that the people coming through were not human. They were a gorgeous pair, both tall with dark hair, perfect bone structure, and the graceful gait that all werewolves seemed to have. The female of the pair had dark eyes and a lean build, muscular but without the bulk the male carried. His eyes were light and impossible to look away from. He couldn’t tell the color from the distance, but he didn’t care. He could stare into them for hours.

He jumped, giving his dad a sharp look when he was kicked in the shin under the table. “What the hell was that for?”

“Staring is rude. I know I taught you that a long time ago.”

“Shh, Jesus, Dad, they can hear you.” Glancing back toward the pair, Stiles sucked air through his teeth as their eyes met again. “Who are they?”

“Care to join us, deputies?” the sheriff asked, glancing between Stiles and his new recruits. “It seems my son is curious about you two.”

Groaning in embarrassment, Stiles buried his face in his hands. Of course, these two gorgeous people were his father's new deputies. That’s just how his life went.

Five Times Derek Failed To Tell Stiles How He Feels (+1 Time Stiles Knew Anyway) byWhoNatural - (Rating: T, Words: 3,338)

Stiles grins, impish and proud, and scrabbles at another piece of his notebook. Derek is determined to ignore it - he really is, but Stiles’ legs are longer than they might seem and his reach includes the front leg of Derek’s chair.

He sighs, put-upon, and unfolds the note,

Wanna go steady w/ me? Y[ ] or Y[ ]

big light by stilinskisparkles - (Rating: T, Words: 4,703)

Stiles brandishes a bunch of daisies at Derek, “Saw these and thought of you.”

Derek looks down at the gas station flowers, lifts his eyebrows, “Because they’re dried out and a little wilted?”

five times Derek and Stiles weren't actually boyfriends (and one time they were) byHalfFizzbin  - (Rating: T, Words: 2,862)

In which Derek and Stiles are essentially a married couple. Except they're not actually dating.

What's Held on Our Shoulders by chameleonoverhere - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 8,458)

Derek drops Stiles off at school, and this attracts the unwanted attention and harassment of some kid. He exploits Stiles' greatest insecurity, has him asking questions about his relationship with Derek that he never had before.

to forever by EvanesDust - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 3,673)

Supernatural lore had always described the mate bond as a sacred union of two destined souls, a concept Derek had dismissed as mere myth.

Until he was struck by an intoxicating scent that evoked memories of home. It could only mean one thing.

Mate.

Right Back at You, Husband by Arver7 - (Rating: Mature, Words: 212)

Derek’s happy and smiling the morning after the first night at their honeymoon destination.

Rumpled sheets, smoke-tinged kisses, and sea salted lightning by quackquackcey - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 13,765)

FBI agent Stiles and mafia boss Derek pair up to take down an elusive killer targeting both humans and supernaturals, but will they make it through the storm unscathed?~ 🚬⚡️

The Plan for Healthy Eating in the Stilinski-Hale Household by inhystereks - (Rating: G, Words: 8,100)

Melanie burst into tears, screaming about how she didn’t want their daddy to die while Greg tried to comfort her, sending his own anxious glances Stiles’ way. Elena grilled Addie and Clary about whether they knew for sure. The twins started listing examples from their textbook. Ian turned to Derek asking if food could really hurt humans while Kevin turned to Stiles and begged him not to kill himself by eating too many curly fries.

Data Collecting by amatorial - (Rating: Explicit, Words: 4,714)

He always thought he was the only one watching. The only one holding on to every little thing. But maybe Derek had been paying attention too. Maybe he’d seen more than he ever let on.

—

He woke up this morning with too much on his mind, thoughts racing nonstop. It felt like he was running a marathon in his head until the afternoon, when a knock sounded at his door. He sighed, rolled out of bed, and padded over to the door, surprised to find Derek standing there with a cake in his hands.

“Um,” the werewolf said, eyes fixed on the ceiling, burning holes into it, while he lifted the ice cream cake toward him. “I know you like the chocolate fudge in the middle of the cake, so I got this for you,” he explained, his eye twitching as Stiles stepped forward.

“How do you know that?” Stiles asked suspiciously, taking the cake from Derek’s hands and blowing out the single candle in the middle.

[thegrrrl2002]

Steve and his great big hands. Which need to be wrapped around Danny’s wrists a little more often, please.

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

The public library is my favorite place. I take my kids there every week. The librarians have given us so many book recommendations. We see families getting access to tutors and social workers here. There are games and scavenger hunts and computers, internet and study rooms. There are movies and read aloud books we can check out and we can put books on hold to check out later. There are mommy and me story times, kid craft days, teen activities, adult literacy and English learner classes. Anyone who wants to defund the public library obviously needs to visit one and get some education.

[spruce-goose9]

Chapters: 2/6 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan “Buck” Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan “Buck” Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Henrietta “Hen” Wilson, Howie “Chimney” Han, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Maddie Buckley, Athena Grant, Carla Price, Lena Bosko, Shannon Diaz Additional Tags: Evan “Buck” Buckley Needs A Hug, POV Evan “Buck” Buckley, Evan “Buck” Buckley Whump, Evan “Buck” Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, POV Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Hurt Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz Needs a Hug (9-1-1 TV), Hurt Evan “Buck” Buckley, Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV), Evan “Buck” Buckley’s Lawsuit Against the City of LA, Evan “Buck” Buckley and Eddie Diaz’s Fight in the Grocery Store, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Everyone Needs A Hug, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Everyone Has Issues, Evan “Buck” Buckley Has Chronic Pain, POV Alternating, Don’t Copy and Paste This, I Own This Work Summary:

Deep down, he knows he bears some responsibility. He knows the lawsuit was a step too far, but he didn’t know what else he was supposed to do. Bobby refused to let him back or at least hear him out, and no one else was willing to listen. His medical bills and rent were beginning to stack up, and his department disability pay had stopped when they declared him fit for active duty.

He needed his job, his family.

Now, he has neither.

He has an empty, cold apartment with sparse furniture, rusty, leaky pipes, and a singular window that struggles to keep out the cool night air. His neighbors blare music at all hours of the day. The cold aggravates his leg, the muscles tense beneath his skin, and the music stops him from sleeping — so do the nightmares. Buck’s fridge has been empty for days.

Despite the music that pulses through his apartment, the walls shaking, the silence all but swallows him. It consumes him, chokes him, and he lets it.

****

OR, The fight at the grocery store has unintended consequences for both Buck and Eddie.

[diaz911]

No he's not.

9-1-1 2x18 "This Life We Choose" / 9-1-1 9x13 "Mother's Boy"

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

That’s her first baby.

[thatonekimgirl]

Heated Rivalry || the full 'first time' sex scene without music

[erisenyo]

Finished my TLG re-read and I've been seeing posts circulating coming to Shane's defense in that central conflict, and I am finding them interesting because there's often this tactic agreement in them that anyone else would have picked up that Ilya is going through it, but Shane doesn't because of [insert valid reason I usually agree with].

But...I actually don't think Shane is missing it. I think Ilya has built a pattern of lying about anything that isn't absolutely perfect about his life or interior state, from something as small as not sleeping well to as major as how much he would mind Shane sleeping with other people.

Shane in-text is aware that something is off with Ilya. It's very present in his thoughts that he's missing something, that something is going on with Ilya, that Ilya is withholding things and picking little fights but not saying what the issue is:

And what I think Shane doesn't get credit for is that he asks Ilya about it.

Shane doesn't just ruminate, or barrel on as if nothing is wrong. He tries to engage, he tries to do things to cheer Ilya up and plan things he knows Ilya enjoys. And when that doesn't work he asks, outright and directly, and Ilya shuts the conversation down, repeatedly.

Ilya is deflecting and avoiding the discussion through feigning ignorance, snark, purposefully misunderstanding Shane's words, trying to turn it into a fight, and outright telling Shane not to worry and that he's fine. And to Shane's thought there at the end, how is Shane supposed to force the issue, if Ilya doesn't want to talk about it? What does support in that moment look like, when Ilya won't share what's wrong?

And Ilya is actively aware that he's dodging conversation and withholding the information from Shane. He acknowledges it in both his internal monologue and out loud:

And it's clearly a deep-rooted habit of avoidance.

Ilya recognizes the specific face Shane makes when Ilya us using snark to deflect a serious conversation, aka, it happens so often that there's a recognizable and specific response it elicits. Shane yanks back that bid for connection and understanding the second Ilya doesn't meet it. It's such a habit that even after the plane incident, Ilya can't acknowledge that he might not be okay, when it would be wild to expect him to be okay in that situation (and when Shane clearly doesn't expect him to be).

Even in the Big Fight itself, we see the pattern playing out in how it starts. Ilya snarks and digs instead of saying why he's upset. Shane asks five (5!!) times for some type of help in understanding what is going on with Ilya. And Ilya rebuffs him with passive aggressiveness, snark, purposeful misunderstanding, and bad-faith interpretations of his words.

Ilya is trying to pick a fight to avoid the actual conversation about his emotional states and wants and needs, and he's resenting Shane for not understanding something that Ilya not only never told him about but worked to actively hide from him (something Ilya's own therapist points out isn't reasonable for him to expect of Shane, which. Many people seem to forget in their recollections of the book...)

And how does Shane respond when he learns the shape of what Ilya is upset about?

He feels terrible for not knowing Ilya's emotional state and that he'd been unhappy in their status quo, though he sets aside his own feelings in the name of supporting Ilya in the immediate moment.

And he arrows in on Ilya's self-sacrifice in the name of Shane's happiness as a problem that needs to be addressed, even with others in Shane's life don't seem to recognize it as a problem. Their relationship is foundationally one between equals. Shane doesn't want Ilya giving unequally into it. Ilya lashing out frames it as a balance of 'who has given more', but Shane doesn't want either of them to 'win' the who-can-sacrifice more-for-the-other-competition. He wants neither of them to be engaging in that competition in the first place!

The other piece I think that gets forgotten is that Shane is the one who initially introduces the idea of changing things. They have a plan together (that Ilya actively participated in making!), but Shane floats the idea that they could have another plan:

Ilya doesn't take him up on it, which is fair. But that's a sign for Ilya that Shane is ready to have that conversation (and the reader sees Shane's narration is full of chafing at hiding), one that Ilya misses in his assumption that Shane is perfectly happy in the status quo because Ilya hasn't actually asked:

And importantly, Ilya's stakes have changed. At the end of Heated Rivalry, he communicates that the consequences of being outed are fairly dire in terms of being an openly queer, famous Russian. Ilya through therapy is acknowledging (or coming to realize) that the stakes are different for him now.

But Ilya never tells Shane, who is still operating on 'dire impacts' assumptions in his drive to protect their relationship and keep it a secret. And so Shane doesn't tell Ilya that he is frustrated with aspects of needing to hide their relationship in turn, because that frustration feels like a small price to pay against Ilya's stakes.

They both proceed forward with incorrect understanding of each other, born out of trying to protect the other from their own unhappiness. And it's great, organic, character-driven setup for them both to learn and grow, individually and together within the space of their relationship, and come out the other end stronger.

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

Yes!

[emziess]

It seemed like you needed it. 9-1-1, S09E05

[peftasteria-ao3]

The way my love for Ravi SKYROCKETED this episode

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

Ravi is such a cutie patootie! But tell me why Ravi is being a better friend to Buck than literally anyone else?!?!!!?!

[gayeddies]

4x14 / 9x04

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

This was the only thought I had when I saw this scene. The parallels. Athena and Buck are similar in so many ways.

[bufferingplswait]

okay but… I’ve clearly been on tumblr way too long because I genuinely thought ep 5 was titled “Díaz de los Muertos” instead of “Día de los Muertos” and I was like “wow they were so clever with the naming…”. Until… today. 💀

ANYWAY — the speculation about who Eddie is looking at in that one still?? The one where he looks like a literal telenovela heartthrob holding a flower, all suave in black leather with the slut strand loose? sir PLEASE. 😮‍💨🔥

As much as my heart wants it to be Buck (because hope and delusion are free), it could be Shannon?? Like maybe he’s finally letting her go?? We love Shannon, but also… how long is she going to haunt the narrative? (said with love and zero disrespect, don’t smite me, ghost queen)

BUT. Plot twist: what if Eddie thinks he’s looking at Shannon… and it turns out to be Kim??

Imagine the emotional whiplash. It would be traumatic, yes, but also: closure.

That collision of memory vs. reality?? The shock of realising you’ve been chasing a ghost of an idea, not a person?

The moment when the past stops being an anchor and becomes a lesson? That’s growth. painful, maybe brutal — but necessary.

because sooner or later, he has to stop living in echoes of what he lost.

and look up at what — and who — is right in front of him, alive and real and waiting.

And side note: can we discuss how outrageous Eddie would look giving that same soft-but-smouldering look if he still had the pornstache?? Imagine him doing all this emotional awakening with the pornstache is sending me — like a soap-opera angel of grief and thirst

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

Idk if anyone has considered this, but my theory is that Eddie sees his own Abuelo, his namesake, and he looks just like Eddie.

Even though I would sell my own kidney for him to be giving that soft look to Buck. 🤷🏻‍♀️

[emziess]

Buck & May siblingism 9-1-1

[saphaerie]

Bobby has some explaining to do

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

I don’t think anyone understands the chokehold the image of Buck wearing those brown slacks and black T-shirt has on me. 🥵😍

[stablefuse]

keep you close and won’t let go

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

My personal head canon is that Buck loves to be the little spoon

[uwut-txd]

Wouldn't it be hilarious if we find out that Buck actually owns his new little hous3. It would be hilarious because how the fuck did Buck manage to become a house owner with his terrible credit score??

[hedwig221b]

Hellooo, I know you have already made an amazing list for Pack Mom Stiles, but I was wondering if you maybe have some more fics up your sleeve? Thank you so much!!

Here's the link to part one. Here are more, hope you like them!

running home to you by graveltotempo

After the Nogitsune, Stiles leaves Beacon Hills. Derek follows.

Not the Mama by DaisyBeats 

Prompt: Toddler!Erica, Issac and Boyd (magic or something) immediately latch onto Stiles as "Mama!" For some reason (pre relationship maybe?) and Derek just. Can't keep his wolf at bay after that?

Mutual Devotion by Takara_Phoenix

After Gerard, Stiles needs a bit of distance from Scott. So while Scott spends the summer studying, Stiles spends his time with Derek's pack. Somehow, he ends up helping Derek become a better Alpha. They rebuild the Hale house and the Hale Pack together. And along the way, they fall in love with each other.

Quantum Superposition by sdlucly

They are trying to make it work, in a way. They need this to work. They aren't pack yet, but Stiles thinks, maybe, in time, they can at least find middle ground.

it runs in the family by MythicalCypressWater

Different pieces of time that outsiders have seen the pack scenting Stiles

Center of Gravity by soaring_bubblegum

Stiles coordinates Isaac's medication appointments, talks Erica through panic attacks at 2 AM, and ensures Derek remembers to eat between alpha crises. The pack calls him mom as a joke—except Derek's fingers linger when he hands Stiles coffee, and territorial displays now include standing close enough that Stiles can count his eyelashes. When a rogue omega tests their boundaries, Stiles realizes he's been building a life around taking care of Derek's pack without questioning why Derek's touch feels like coming home. Some dynamics are easier to recognize from the outside.

Cause I Built A Home (For You, For Me) by nymphe

Erica is giggling somewhere in the background. “I think he’d like exactly what you’d like, mom.” Or, a 5 Times fic wherein Stiles doesn’t realize he’s been accidentally co-parenting a gang of furry teenagers/displaying Perfect Mate Characteristics, + the 1 Time Derek enlightens him.

Of Puppy Piles and Sugar Dreams by StarShineForMe

In which Isaac and Scott get de-aged, the pack must learn to bond and protect their own, and Derek ("Dewek!") and Stiles ("Sti-ewes!") are mates...even if it takes them forever and two toddlers to realize it.   “Oh, God.” Stiles buries his face in his hands, water dripping down his wrists. “What? What’s wrong? Are you okay?” Derek whips out a towel, wrapping it around Stiles’ forearms, pulling them away from Stiles’ body so he can look them over. “I’m fine,” Stiles says, a little blankly. Erica and Boyd have set Issac and Scott back onto the floor, tickling them both into fits of giggles. He huffs out a noise that’s not quite a whimper, not quite a laugh. “Just wondering when the hell I ended up in my very own episode of ‘Teen Mom’.”

Hen Mama by DaisyBeats

Stiles finds out the pack sees him as the mother hen.

Not Worth Saving by FinchInTheMines

After being repeatedly abandoned by Scott and his pack, Stiles is finally kicked out of the pack. With his bonds broken he takes a shot in the dark and calls Derek for help. Surprised when the alpha picks up and is willing to help him, he finally finds a place in a pack that actually cares about him. Scott is not to pleased about this.

I See Red (And You) by LostInTheAlibi

After the death of Erica and Boyd, Derek Hale disappears. When he returns, it’s not as a man, but as a wolf—silent, feral, broken. He hides away in the Hale house, letting no one near… except for Stiles. The one person he never expected.

Feels Like Belonging by nan

Stiles isn't sure why all these werewolves think they have access to his bed. The explanation is just. Weird.

Sacrifices by DemiraWatson (orphan_account)

…or the one where Stiles becomes Pack Mum accidently. Every decade the town of Beacon Hills drags a virgin out into the middle of woods to sacrifice to the local Werewolf pack. It was supposed to be Allison Argent but Stiles is a good friend…and has terrible luck.

Pack Night by amomentoflove 

Stiles doesn’t know when he took on the job of pack mom — maybe when he tried to protect Isaac and Erica from Jackson the Kanima or protecting Derek from Jackson the Kanima. Now that Stiles thinks about it, he’s protected a lot of people from Jackson the Kanima. He should get a medal. or the one where it's the full moon and Stiles has declared it a Pack Night. He might have an ulterior motive.

Outside Looking In by trulywicked

The never ending parade of deliciously hot people who came to see him were a fantastic source of entertainment for Stiles Stilinski's college roommates.

here is the deepest secret nobody knows by owlpostagain

“Derek,” Stiles groans. “You have me. You’ve always had me, you absolute moron, how many physically impossible feats of life-saving heroics do I have to perform before you get it?”

Derek Didn't Know What To Do But Maybe Stiles Did by tiedtogetherwithadagger

He let his head fall onto Stiles’ shoulder with a sigh of relief. He wasn't losing his pack, at least not tonight. Erica would be okay. “Thank you,” Derek exhaled into Stiles’ hoodie. “Always,” Stiles said.

[masterlist link]

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

Listen Tim Minear, when I said I was cool with the idea of you taking ideas from fanfiction for my wee woo show. I didn’t mean the crack fic section.

'9-1-1' Sends Athena & Hen to Space?! Watch Season 9 Trailer

Anirudh Pisharody did say that there were 'out of this world' episodes coming up.

[tsuki-no-lomelinde]

Have you ever gotten a comment on a fic you wrote from an amazing author? It’s like a celebrity encounter. 🤣 like omg! This author thought my fic was amazing!!!