content included: nsfw18+, oral, semi-public sex, crybabyreader, higuruma crying kink, choking, dark themes, angst, degradationkink, masochism, creampie, biting.
jjk characters may be a bit ooc!
this will be broken up into parts, this is the first part!
plot: you're an aggressive and known prosecutor, you believe in giving the innocent their justice while delivering the sentences to those who deserve it on a platter.
hiromi higuruma is the defense attorney for someone you believe is guilty despite trying not to let bias get in the way of work. passion and tension collide as the two of you take on this new case on opposite sides. as someone who also believes in justice for the innocent, higuruma won't back down easily, even if it is the losing side.
as feelings blossom, the case becomes increasingly more difficult. but you can't help but wonder if feelings emerge only because one of you wants to weaken the other, will these feelings get in the way of the trial?
total word count: 7735 words
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there was probably no one else you despised working against more than hiromi higuruma, a lethal powerhouse of an attorney. as a prosecutor it was important for you to remain neutral, not letting your own opinion affect a case.
"and how do you plead?" the judge asked.
"the defendant pleads innocent," higuruma spoke, he knew his defendant was guilty, it was clear as day, but he was obligated to do his best.
sitting so close to the judge had its perks, for instance, just now he glanced at you. it was fleeting and quick, but you caught it. you knew no one wanted to be more done with this trial than him. you kept a stoic face but chewed on the inside of your cheek, a habit created from an immense amount of stress and anxiety. after the jury spoke amongst one another, the trial slowly approached its end.
this is going nowhere, he's clearly guilty, you thought, zoning out.
higurumas voice droned on and on, great, was he on another one of his tangents?
"we propose the defendant serves probation for a year instead of jail, 68 hours of community service, and join a rehabilitation program."
"objection!" you exclaimed, fists hitting your table.
"you may proceed," the judge motioned for you to continue.
"your honor, the defendant is here today due to the fact they drove under the influence, resulting in vehicular homicide of five victims, two of which were only three years old. how will the defendant pay back the damages caused by their impaired driving? how can you be so sure, probation will be enough to make up for his crimes?" your eyes sharpened, glancing towards the jury, then at the defendant.
the defendant trembled, eyes wide in horror, tears beginning to pool in his eyes.
"i-i plead guilty!" the defendant cried out, lunging onto the table, "i'll serve time, i'll do anything!" he screamed, saliva launching everywhere. you faced him, a disgusted expression making way to your face, as you basically served his sentence to him on a platter, slamming it down onto the table and shoving his face in it.
higuruma sighed, massaging his temples, wondering why he they even bothered to hire him.
the air around you grew thick, growing dim, dark, terrifying.
the defendant continued to stare at you in horror.
"the defendant is hereby guilty under charges including impaired driving resulting in death, you will serve a minimum of two years where you'll then be enrolled into a rehabilitation program, afterwards you will commit to 68 hours of community service, case dismissed" the judge stated, pounding his gavel.
as people began to shuffle out of the court, you watched as they led the defendant away, and glanced at higuruma who was walked towards you, already looking back at you.
"have you reviewed your next case involving the homicide at shibuya?" he asked.
"of course," you answered, lowering your gaze.
"good, i'm working as the defense attorney again, i will not lose" his voice deepened, sending a shiver down your spine. this was a side of him you've seen one too many times, it never failed to short circuit your system.
"with all due respect, mr higuruma, i think you're letting your personal feelings get in the way of properly handling this case," you gave him a half-assed smile. before he could say anything, the family of the victims called you over. "excuse me," you apologized to higuruma before walking over to them.
the woman was already sobbing as she tried pulling you in for a hug, your body went stiff, memories from your past washing over you like a blanket of chains. her lawyer quickly realized and pulled her back, asking her to try to calm down.
"i'm sorry i just-" she sniffed, wiping her nose into a tissue, "i'm glad that man is behind bars, my brother and his family got their justice thanks to you."
your eyes sparkled, "o-oh it's also thanks to the jury and the judge themselves but-"
"i still wanted to thank you!" she exclaimed, stepping towards you again but you stumbled back, hands clenched at your side. her eyes widened slightly, "oh i'm sorry!"
"it's not your fault ma'am i just-" your eyes shut for a brief second, memories from your childhood replaying, "i'm just doing my job," you smiled.
higuruma watched closely, noticing how you avoided physical contact, to others it might've seemed like professionalism, but he had a hunch it was more than that, and he wanted to break that chest of secrets open.
you reminded him of someone from his distant memories, a girl, just like you. she cried often. her parents had gotten into a brutal car accident, he witnessed it, watching as the girl crawled out sobbing and clutching onto a stuffed animal. without thinking, he ran to her and comforted her until the cops came. for days after that, he continued to spend every second with you until his family moved away. but you were not that girl, you were fierce, guarded, and unpleasant to be around in court.
when the woman left, you turned back to higuruma, the two of you being the last ones here. you held onto your book bag tightly and he noticed how you appeared more tense than before.
"well, interesting trial today, i'll be going home now, goodnight mr higuruma" you waved, pulling your sleeves down, revealing a bracelet.
it looked familiar to him.
"let me walk you to your car" he rushed, speaking without thinking.
"that's alright, i don't drive, i take the train" you faked a smile, "better hurry so i don't miss it." you continued to walk away but he followed behind, once the two of you got outside, it was pitch black.
"it's very dark out, i insist," he pushed, "besides i'm going to the train station too."
"just what are you trying to achieve here?" you asked, somewhat out of anger but mostly out of confusion.
"an alliance, i want an alliance," he spoke so professionally it bothered you.
"no! no way, " you said in disbelief, "an alliance between you and i would only anger us both, as a prosecutor you're almost always on the side i don't agree on."
"now look at who's letting her feelings fuel her decisions," he pushed, "i want a re-trial." you grimaced at him.
"mr higuruma, we already decided on the verdict, your client was guilty beyond reasonable doub-" he cut you off before you could finish.
"you know that wasn't what i was referring to, ms y/n." the way he said your name made your chest squeeze.
"are you referring to us?" you asked, you hated how it sounded coming out of your mouth, he nodded and moved to walk beside you. you sighed, seriously, what was up with him?
you remember when you first started out, trying so hard to make your coworkers like you, but no matter what, they always seemed to resent you. all of them except higuruma, he just didn't seem to care or mind your presence. you tried to bring him coffee, tea, and snacks, just to make a good impression but you noticed how the drinks grew cold and the snacks remained untouched, eventually getting thrown away.
as good looking as he was, and yes even you admitted to that, you didn't know how to connect with him and he didn't have an interest in connecting either.
"you're trying too hard, it's infuriating, you're only making everyone's job harder," he told you once, not a single shred of emotion behind his eyes. it stung it really did, that's when you realized why your desk was always messy, piled with paperwork that was supposed to be done by your co-workers, why your transcripts were thrown into the trash, and why you were never invited to team parties.
"so... because i'm prosecutor no one even wants to respect me? but they respect the other prosecutor working here" you asked.
"no, no one respects you because you're a prosecutor who's damn good at her job," his eyes ripped your soul apart until you were just a shell of a person.
your eyes began to tear up, no matter how old you got you were still the same pathetic crybaby. but you wouldn't let anyone see you cry, not anymore.
you never did notice how higurumas eyes lit up with life at the sight of your tears.
from that day on you decided it would be better to be feared than loved, making it your mission to challenge every single case no matter how difficult they were. trials became longer, every claim was objected, and you decided from then on, no one would ever be safe from their fates. especially if you played the role of harbinger to perfection.
you buried yourself in work, protecting the innocent. no one spoke up against you again after that. co-workers that used to bully you began to ask for forgiveness. it was already hard enough to get in contact with a good prosecutor, you made that process even harder. putting your whole soul into trials. not everyone liked you, but they didn't have to. some respected you and adored you from a distance.
"i have to ask," higurumas voice cut through your memories, "where did you get your bracelet?"
"why," you got defensive, saying it before realizing.
you'd received the bracelet when you were a child, from someone who meant a lot to you, but he moved away and never returned.
"where did you get it" he gritted out, this time it wasn't a question, he was ordering you to tell him.
you fidgeted with your bracelet, a habit, playing with each charm as you thought of a response.
"my friend gave it to me, it's stupid but it's a friendship bracelet, he didn't have a bracelet though he had a um-"
"a ring" you both spoke at the same time, as your body froze.
"how did you know that?" you asked.
"i know who gave it to you." he stated, keeping his hands in his pockets. you stopped walking, your eyes glossing over with tears as you grabbed the front of his suit.
"where is he now? how's he doing? is he okay? how do you even know him?!" you lost your composure, overwhelmed with emotion, your hands now gripping the front of his suit. the words of the past, words higuruma himself told you, rang through your mind they don't respect you. slowly you let go of his suit, allowing tears to flow down mindlessly.
"im... sorry," you turned, walking ahead of him quietly.
so she's still a crybaby, he thought to himself, continuing to fall behind you. the train station was still a distance away, but you could hear the sound of trains moving against the railroad.
you sniffled as quietly as you could, vision blurry, wiping away tears that fell as best as you could.
"y/n," his voiced called to you, but you couldn't hear it, too embarrassed and engrossed in your own thoughts. higuruma walked closer to you, yanking your arm back, "y/n!" he yelled.
your head snapped up, eyes still glossy, "huh?"
"you almost walked into the road."
you turned your head, one foot still in the road, stepping back slowly until you felt your arm being tugged. higuruma pulled your body into his, head on his chest, hand securing the back of it.
a truck zoomed by as you looked into his eyes, normal, average, nothing special, but for some reason they drew you in further. he looked back at you, not saying a single word, the only noise around you was the crosswalk beeping.
"you're still a pathetic crybaby, when are you going to toughen up," his statement was harsh, reigniting the tears.
your lip quivered, eyes pooling with tears waiting to be released, his thumb glided over your cheek, his head tilting down slightly.
"no, no, let it out, cry. do what you're good at," he ordered, grabbing your chin with force.
his words fueled something in you, despite how harsh they were, it felt like it was lighting up a fire inside you. tears spilled onto your face as you gazed at him, speechless. you reached to wipe them away only for him to smack your hand away.
"there you go that's it, cry for me."
you nodded, hands reaching for his collar, your head tilted up slightly while his met you halfway. his grip on your hair tightened slightly, strengthening his hold on your waist, as he pulled you in for a kiss.
it was passionate. fierce. adrenaline entering your veins.
he felt his dick getting harder the more you moaned against his lips, the taste of your chapstick mixing with the saltiness of your tears. he bit down on your bottom lip, roughly. your core tightened, everything he did, fueled you.
you pulled away, lips red and swollen, higurumas eyes looked alive for once. like you'd accidentally awoken something in him that he'd never be able to put back to sleep.
the train ride home was silent, the both of you refusing to look at one another. your face was dusted with pink, trying your best to keep every impure thought away. the mind was a magnificent thing and right now, it was betraying you. the walls you held up so high were beginning to crumble.
your stop finally came, you didn't bother saying goodbye, just giving him a small nod.
the walk home was spent reliving what just happened and what didn't happen. did you want it to happen? did you want more? your thighs squeezed together as you walked home, the need to be in your bed increasing by the minute.
you loved analyzing memories, remembering every little detail. you loved watching the way a persons body reacted to certain words, the way you could tell if they felt guilty or not, and the way their breaths become rigid when they'd been caught.
you used the large brick walls to support you from stumbling, your legs trembling with need, heart racing. your hand touched your lips, wincing at the tender parts higuruma bit down on. you enjoyed the pain, your eyes glowing with excitement in the dark.
alone in your room you breathed against your hand while the other hand was shoved between your thighs. massaging your clit in circles as you relived the memory.
you nodded subconsciously, obeying him, your hips pushing up against your hand. you brought your arm up, trying to bite down onto your forearm. your pussy growing wetter and wetter before eventually something clicked.
like someone pulling a pin off a grenade, you climaxed, riding out the wave. you brought your hand up, spreading your fingers apart, watching your cum slowly glide down your fingers and onto your wrist.
you cleaned yourself up, laying in bed in silence, what would he have done if he was here?
the next morning you found yourself running a bit late, which was unusual for you, today you couldn't seem to get out of bed on time. speed walking out of the train station, you heard a car screech before slowly pulling up to the curb beside you.
"hey y/n need a ride?" your co-worker asked, head popping out of the window a bit.
"sure, thanks eren!" you smiled, rushing to get inside the car. the drive was full of conversation. eren was one of the few people who tried to talk to you. you saw the large building approaching and reached for your book bag. "so you're working on the shibuya case too?" you asked, unbuckling your seatbelt and getting out.
he nodded, grabbing his badge and clipping it to his pocket, "yeah, heard you're getting involved too, just remember to go easy on the defense team," he joked, you laughed shooting him a glare.
"it's my job to bring justice to-"
"to whoever deserves it, girl, i've heard the same speech over and over don't play," he laughed, scratching his neck.
you rolled your eyes, "i can't believe you memorized it, that's embarrassing."
"well i've been watching you work for a while, and you already know i have a lot of respect for you, i look up to you since you're my senior!" he smiled, that was true. eren started as an intern before becoming one of the youngest lawyers at the firm, incredibly gifted.
he was clumsy, often forgetting to do his paperwork, since you were in charge of showing him the ropes, you got close, not to mention he also spilt coffee all over your desk. but since then you've kept in touch, growing closer, and even becoming friends with his fiance.
"mikasa is a lucky girl you better treat her right, i can't believe you're getting married soon," you piped up, wiping a fake tear as you walked up the stairs to the building.
"yeah me neither, time flew by fast," he sighed, holding the door open for you, "oh, she gave me a gift she made for you, here," he held out a scarf.
you took it out of his hands gently, "it's so beautiful tell her i said thank you!"
someone ahead cleared their throat. higuruma stood tall, his hands in his pockets, he looked almost angry. eren apologized quickly, running up to explain himself.
"i don't want an explanation, you are late, go." his tone was harsh, you flinched as he turned his attention to you. his eyes focused on the scarf in your hands, jaw clenching.
"good morning, mr higuruma," you nodded before moving to walk past him, you caught him glance around before his arm reached for yours. he pulled you close to him, watching you stumble towards him, your eyes wide with surprise.
his eyes flickered to your lips before a small grin made its way to his face. "perfect," he breathed, spinning you around and giving you a small push, "now get in there you're late too, oh- and give me this, i'll hold onto it." you nodded thoughtlessly, handing over the scarf.
the briefing was nearing its end after around two hours, stacks of paper scattered around the table, empty coffee cups scattered around the room.
"alright guys, that's lunch," you stated, standing up to leave the room.
"oh- y/n wait!" eren exclaimed, picking his things up, the scene piqued higurumas interest, watching as eren whispered something to you. you smiled back at eren, nodding your head.
higuruma continued to watch you and eren, eren walking ahead but you lingered, turning around you shot higuruma a small smile.
when you walked away he smiled to himself, your lips were cherry red, swollen. he leaned back in his chair clearly satisfied, as long as that was there, the brat would back off a bit.
eren looked back as he waited for you to catch up, catching a glimpse of higurumas trained gaze, fixated on you. it felt almost primal, sending a shiver down his spine, he locked eyes with higuruma, shooting him a smile.
inside the staff lounge, eren leaned towards you, "hey i had a question," he started, you nodded pouring coffee into your cup, "are you and mr higuruma seeing each other?"
it was quiet enough and you knew no one would hear but your body jumped, the hot coffee scalding your hand, in a panic you dropped the pot, glass shattering.
"shit!" you yelled, reaching down to at least pick up the handle, slightly cutting your finger on a shard, "oh fuck me," you cursed. eren quickly ran and grabbed paper towels, running them under cold water, apologizing over and over.
"are you okay?!" he asked, wrapping your hand in the cooled paper towels. you smiled beginning to answer, "yeah i'm ok-"
a tall shadow loomed over the two of you, you turned around slightly,
"i-"
"not you, you." he pointed towards eren, the boy jumped a bit.
"i dropped the pot on accident that's all mr higuruma, i promise i'll pay for a new one, i'm going to the storage room to get an ice pack and bandaid." you finished, standing up.
eren looked at you in concern before cowering away when higuruma shot him a look. "y/n i'll clean this up! don't worry about it."
you nodded, smiling, but higuruma was already dragging you out.
the storage room was a bit far out, residing in an isolated area of the building. no one but the janitor came over here, the walls weren't even remodeled like the rest of the building.
"just so you know, i'm capable of taking myself there," you spoke softly, never being this clumsy at work before.
a few co-workers passed by, concern washing over their faces, "they probably got into a physical fight this time, did you see how aggressive she was the other day during trial? freaks me out how good she is," one girl stated.
"i know, it's frustrating and probably tiresome for mr higuruma, ah, he's so patient." her friend responded.
"right? that's why we love him!"
their voices faded into the distance, you sighed as you finally reached the storage room, opening the door. "i'm fine to be on my own, i'll go find the first aid kit," walking in, you searched through the metal shelves using your phone flashlight. there wasn't any light inside. higuruma stood by the doorway, waiting for you, watching you squirm in the awkward silence.
"isn't it kind of creepy? how the storage room is so isolated from the main part of the building, it feels haunted over here," you joked, trying to lighten the mood.
might as well lose your tough girl act, he's already seen you at your worst, can't get any worse from here.
turning, you saw him walking towards you slowly, your heart beginning to race.
okay it was getting worse.
"it's not a burden for me," he started, "i enjoy arguing with you."
you shot him a look of annoyance before nodding.
"it's fine i get it," you smirked, "not everyone can defeat me, like you." his eyes widened like the fire inside him was being lit ablaze. he continued walking closer to you, you stood frozen. his thumb grazed over the red and tender spot on your lip, you could taste the blood when he pulled his thumb away.
"did i bite too hard?" he stared at his thumb, you blushed, reaching for the first aid kit, pulling it open. your eyes flickered, meeting his for a brief second, you slammed the kit back onto the shelf causing a handful of bandaids to fly out onto the ground.
"god what's up with me today?" you complained, going to bend down until higuruma stopped you.
"i'll get it for you," he knelt down, picking each one up except for one, "give me your hand."
holding your hand out you watched as he carefully unwrapped the paper towel and placed the bandaid on the cut. his hand lingered on yours and he looked up at you.
"is it alright if i kiss you again?"
your lips parted, "yes" without a second to spare, he stood up, crashing his lips onto yours. "w-wait!" you exclaimed, he began to step back pulling you with him while holding the kiss. his hand reached for the doorknob, shutting the door and locking it. your eyes widening before fluttering shut.
puling away for a second, he whispered quietly, "no one comes to this area but me, no one will hear us," his voice growing desperate, like he need you more than life.
"before i do anything are you okay with me-"
your memories of last night flashed in your mind, how you gasped for air, pretending your hand was his.
"yes," you said quickly, the excitement from last night crawling back. his lips pushed against yours again, harsh breaths warming your skin. you pushed yourself against a metal shelf leaning against the wall, your bracelet creating a small noise as it hit against the metal. higurumas hands roamed your body, one hand running through his usually neatly done hair.
silently, you thanked the darkness, he wouldn't be able to see just how red your face was. your desperate little breaths against his lips only encouraged higuruma.
he opened his eyes briefly, even in the dark he could see your face, dewy from sweat, cheeks flushed, and he enjoyed the sight of your free hand gripping onto the shelf. he felt his cock throbbing, his pants beginning to tighten. groaning, he broke away from the kiss, kneeling down once more.
today of all days you wore a long pencil skirt, defining your body, his hand trailed down from your waist to your thighs. pulling your skirt up until it bunched up at your waist, revealing your lace panties.
"did you wear these for me?" he questioned, index finger going between your thighs, feeling the heat, feeling how soaked you already were, "did you?"
you nodded slowly, a whimper almost making its way out of your mouth.
you suddenly felt his teeth dragging up to your waistband, biting down, and dragging your panties down until he let them fall to your ankles. your body trembled, waiting for him, getting soaked at the thought of his touch.
"is this okay?" he asked, voice deep with desire, as soon as you nodded or said yes it'd be endgame, there wouldn't be any coming back from this. you couldn't go back to the way things were, ignoring each other, competitive instinct fueling your need to do better. nonetheless, you nodded, and that was all he needed.
he propped your legs up onto his shoulders, forcing you to brace yourself on the shelf. he pulled your folds apart, revealing just how wet, and red you were with need. your hand reached up to cover your mouth, heart beating out of your chest.
his tongue dipping into your pussy, your eyes immediately closing at the feeling. he coated his thumb in your juices, spreading your lips further apart, rubbing his thumb against your clit. your thighs shook, moans leaving from your mouth.
"there it is," his voice was rough, he switched, his mouth moving to suck on your clit, a new sensation for you, while he index found the opening of your pussy, slamming his finger in while his tongue created swirl patterns. you continued to whimper into your hand.
"m-mm- mr higarum-" your eyes rolled into the back of your head as he nibbled down on your clit.
"finish that sentence, brat" your face grew hot.
"it feels good," you breathed out, feeling him slip a second, then third finger in, your pussy growing sloppy the wetter it got.
"it feels good what baby?' he looked up at you, nose pushed into you.
"it feels good mr higuruma," you moaned, head dipping back, "p-please give me more."
"more?" he teased, "do you deserve more? being so clumsy, wearing lace panties just for me, and arguing with me every chance you get in court."
"b-but that's- mm! that's my-" his fingers gently hit your g-spot, noticing your body bucking up, he curled his fingers.
"yeah that's right baby, that's your job right?" your legs grew weaker, you were already close to cumming on his face, "you don't get to cum just yet y/n, i need to punish you for putting me through so much."
your eyes lit up, looking down at him, his eyes were practically glowing, your eyes began to fill with tears, the overwhelming feeling of pleasure getting to you, you loved it.
he bit the inside of your thigh, the pain sending spikes up your spine, "tell me what it is you want, we'll have a trial right here."
you moaned as he pumped his fingers in and out of your pussy, the sounds filling the room, "i-i,"
"y-your honor, the defendant-" you moved your body into his hands, begging for more, "wants you."
"tell me more," his eyes lazily looked up at you, using his thumb to roughly rub your clit.
"i want you to fuck me," you spat out, struggling to even breathe.
"case dismissed," he stated, you heard the sound of his belt buckle hit the ground, he moved your legs to his waist, putting his arms under yours and carrying you to the wall. you felt his cock rubbing against your stomach, the veins popping out, begging to be inside you.
"do you feel it?" he breathed, reaching down to pump his cock a few times, "do you feel how badly i want you?" placing his head in the crook between your neck and shoulder.
"yes," you breathed out, "i want to feel you, all of you, please, show me how badly you want me," tears ran down your face from the previous overstimulation, you wanted more.
his eyes widened, glowing with more desire than before, "fuck i love it when you cry for me," he grunted, probing your opening with the his tip. it felt warm, welcoming, inviting him in.
your hold around his shoulders tightened as he began to push himself in, the stretch tearing you apart, "f-fuck" you moaned.
his harsh breaths warmed your neck, grip on your ass tightening as he pushed his cock all the way in, filling you completely.
"you're my light," he started, speaking in between breaths, "my- my only proof of- true innocence in this world" he bit down on your shoulder, a string of moans leaving your mouth.
"fuck you feel better than i imagined- fuck."
he bit down harder trying not to cum, tears spilling down onto his cheek.
"cry for me y/n, more, please-" he gasped, your eyes closing the pleasure becoming too much, "i-i love this, fuck!" he exclaimed, holding you tighter as he thrust into you with more force, pushing against your cervix. the feeling caused your body to curl as you suddenly saw stars, your first orgasm crashing down on you.
"fuck- fuck hiromi yes, please fuck me harder." you begged quietly, it only motivated him, watching you with eyes half lidded. he groaned, feeling his cock pushing against the top of your vagina.
"i'm- i'm gonna cum- where do you want it?" he was whimpering at this point, while your moans came as whispers against your hand.
"i-i'll swallow it-" before you could even continue he pulled out, quickly lowering you to the floor, you sat up on your knees, hair messed up.
he gave his cock a few more pumps, the tip was plump, pre-cum oozing down the sides. you opened your mouth, tasting your juices as he pushed his cock down your throat.
you shut your eyes, gagging on his size.
higurumas face was flushed red as he watched you take it all in, nose barely touching his skin.
his eyes shut tightly as he felt the coil in his stomach release itself, shooting hot liquid down your throat. you gagged a bit but swallowed every last drop, but it just kept oozing out of him.
he covered his mouth with his hand moaning into it, "a-ah mm fuck."
when he finished cumming you kept his cock in your mouth, sucking him off, watching him try to fight his body from squirming until he slowly took his cock out of your mouth, saliva dripping from the tip.
you could barely speak as your eyes watered, higuruma pulled his underwear up, crouching down and using his phone flashlight to look at you. you huffed, trying to catch your breath, face red and hair sticking to your face.
"you're the most beautiful person i've ever seen," he stated, leaning his forehead against yours. he handed you a roll of paper towels from off the shelf and propped his phone up so he could help you clean up.
you fixed your hair making sure you looked as composed as possible, you turned towards higuruma, he looked like nothing had even happened.
"well lunch is going to be over soon," you cleared your throat, unlocking the door and opening it. your hand was still holding onto the door handle when higurumas left hand suddenly placed itself on top of your hand. and that was when you saw it, a ring shining slightly on his ring finger. you didn't give him time to explain before you blurted out a quiet, "you're- you're married?"
tears filled your eyes as regret filled your body, you yanked your hand away from his, rushing to get away from him.
"y/n wait!" he yelled, but you were already gone.
drying your eyes as you sped back to the main part of the building, joining the others in the briefing room.
sitting through another hour of briefing was hell, higuruma watched your every move, tempted to excuse everyone except you. you explained the premise of the investigation and assigned the others their roles.
"okay everyone, that's it, have a good night," you smiled weakly, eren had offered you a ride but you refused, wanting to walk home.
you and higuruma were the last to leave, as soon as you packed your stuff you bolted out of the building despite hearing him call your name. guilt ate away at you, had you ruined someones marriage? if anything it's his fault, how were you going to face anyone after this?
higuruma locked up the briefing room before bolting out of the building, he saw you walking a good distance away. "y/n!" he yelled, your head turned and that's when he saw the tears falling from your eyes, he slowed down for a brief second before running to you.
you stopped for a moment before you started sprinting to the train station. but it was no use, he continued to chase after you. "god i was so stupid," you bit down on your cheek, walking into the train car.
higuruma walked in after you, eyes meeting yours.
"higuruma go home," your voice was firm, you were already almost home, but he continued to follow you, asking you to talk to him.
you were right next to your house already, you could just open the gate and not talk to him.
"higuruma go home, please, it's not right for you to be with me, this is wrong."
confusion washed over him, he adjusted his tie beginning to grow frustrated.
"y/n i'm not really sure what you're referring to, i know somethings bothering you but i'm just giving you your scarf back." he held out the scarf.
you sighed, really wanting to grab it, "it's alright, go home and give it to your wife as an apology gift, but that's not nearly enough to make up for cheating-"
his chuckle interrupted you, lips curving into a smile, "so is that what this is about?"
you began to grow angry, "is this a game to you? just leave!" you yelled, trying not to disturb your neighbors. you walked towards your gate, unlocking it, "you're dismissed now."
higuruma walked up, grabbing your wrist, you began to pull your arm away, but he held on tightly. his expression no longer consisted of any humor.
"y/n, do you not remember me? remember my ring?"
you shot him a confused look as he took the ring off, showing it to you, you refused to look.
"your wife picked a lovely ring, if you don't tell her i will tell her," you started, pushing the gate open.
"and what if she leaves me because of that?" he asked, "what if i have to go to court for a divorce?"
you glared at him, "then-"
"will you leave me?" he asked, pulling your hand up to his face, your bracelet pressing against his cheek.
your mind began to race, you reached for the ring, looking at it closely.
"it's you," you breathed out, "the boy from- back then?"
that's when it dawned on you, why he suddenly became interested after he asked about your bracelet.
"you've had it all this time? did you know it was me?"
"i knew it was you when you cried after i told you no one respected you, did you think no one heard you crying at your desk?" he asked, "of course, i waited until i could confirm it was you for sure, but i couldn't do that until yesterday."
you blinked, "so you waited three years just to confirm a superstition," you looked at him in disbelief, "but why didn't you tell me? i would've been happy."
"well, it's like when we were kids, remember when you gave me the ring? you tripped on a log i told you not to climb, but you did it anyway, i carried you to your grandmothers," he continued, slipping the ring back onto his finger, "you gave me a ring that didn't fit me, but you bought it and that meant everything to me,"
you flinched back, as he dropped your wrist and let his eyes bore into your soul.
"you told me, we should get married and i agreed, to you it might've meant nothing, but i waited all these years for you, i watched you spend days crying in the office, waiting for you to turn to me and cry into my arms again like you did back then."
you stood silently, your feet refused to move an inch, you remembered the day you gave him the ring. once your grandmother cleaned your wound, he showed up at the door with a bracelet for you.
the boy who unfortunately witnessed the car crash, the boy who didn't know you but held you tightly until the police came. the boy you spent your entire summer with and fell in love with.
"do you remember it all?" he asked.
"how i'd take your toys, waiting for you to beg for it back, i enjoyed watching you try to get them back, the way you'd bite the inside of your cheek, the same way you do now," he walked closer to you as you stepped inside past the gate, "i loved when you cried."
your chest began to tighten, heartbeat racing.
"there was never a day after i moved that i didn't think about you, i searched for you, you know." his gaze sharpened, looking almost predatorial.
"h-higuruma don't come near me!" you exclaimed, trying to ignore the heat coming from between your thighs, if he came closer, you'd lose yourself in him.
"i craved you every day, i wanted my angel back," your face blushed as he walked closer but you continued to back up, almost reaching your door, "my one, shred, of innocence in this dark, dark world." his eyes glowed in the dark. you were backed up against the door, his body pushing against yours.
"so, will you be mine again? will you save me from the dark again?" his voice was low.
to him, you were his gift from heaven, an angel sent down to save him from his sins. he's not proud of the things he's done, it felt better than he expected, but, his desire and longing for you felt better than any of that. he needed, he refused to let go, not now when he's so close. not when he's spent the past three years watching your every move.
you filled his thoughts, he thought of only you during long late nights where he'd fist himself until he couldn't breathe anymore.
"make me yours again, hiromi," your voice cut through his thoughts, bringing him back to his sweet reality. the way you said his name encouraged his unhealthy craving for you. you opened the door, not breaking eye contact with him.
moaning against his lips, you kicked the door shut, pulling away to toss your book bag down onto the ground. you reached for his tie, leading him down the hallway to your bedroom. as soon as you entered the room it was like his primal instincts came out, he was hungry, and you were on the menu for dinner and dessert.
you kicked off your heels crawling onto the bed, higuruma slipped his shoes off hastily, hand on the doorway as he began to take his blazer off.
the moonlight illuminated your entire room, it was then where you truly got to appreciate his build. his body looked lean and slender but once he took the blazer off, it was like the gods themselves sculpted him to perfection and sent him to you.
you laid down on your back, head just slightly pushing against the headboard. higuruma, with his tie loosened, shirt still buttoned, and pants that were growing tighter by the second, crawling onto the bed slowly making his way to you.
you felt your core clenching as you pulled your skirt down, throwing it somewhere in your room. his gaze stayed fixated on you, hands reaching to spread your legs apart, further than you thought you could spread them.
"look at you, already wet," he cooed, ripping your lace panties off, his teeth sank down onto your thighs, leaving bite marks everywhere. you covered your mouth with your hands, pain mixing with pleasure.
your fingers interlocked with one another, his fingers pumping in and out of you again. the feeling of his love would never get old.
"fuck you're already so ready for me, do you miss it angel?"
you nodded, breathing heavily, "please let me have it, i want your cock inside me."
he curled his fingers and watched you buck up into his hands, just like earlier. he continued to abuse your g-spot, enjoying your loud moans and the sloppy sounds coming from your pussy.
"you both sound so beautiful." he hummed, licking stripes on your thighs. he removed his fingers quickly causing your body to shudder from the loss, moving back to unbuckle his belt. "don't worry baby, you'll be full again, i can't wait to feel you tightening- ah- against me," he pumped his cock, the tip already becoming red, spilling more pre-cum than before.
you nodded waiting for him.
he tossed his pants to the ground, "y/n turn around and get on your knees," he grunted out, you nodded, doing as he said, hands reaching to hold onto the headboard, sticking your ass out.
"fuck look at that," he groaned, positioning himself behind you, "oh and one more thing,"
curious you looked back at him as he teased your pussy with his tip, slowly dipping it in and out.
"y-yes?" you breathed out, quietly.
"brace yourself" he slammed his thick cock into you, your walls clenching on him making moan out "h-ahh- shit-"
he was hitting new spots, new angles, you felt his cock in your stomach, placing your hand on your abdomen to feel his length. "fuck you're in me so deep, harder- h- ohh-" you moaned, pushing your ass against him. it only made him want to fuck you rougher.
his hand snaked around your throat, pullilng your head back to look at him, his body leaning on yours as he whispered roughly into your ear, " y-you don't think i didn't notice you trying to hold your breath earlier? do you enjoy being choked?"
you nodded, eyes glossing over, lips parted moans turning into whines as his grip around your throat tightened, shortening your air.
everything felt more sensitive.
you whimpered as he choked you, pounding his length into you, filling every crevice of your canal.
his grip loosened as he striked your ass with his palm, leaving a light pink mark.
he slapped your ass again and again, making you cry out, thrusting your body forward only to be slammed back onto his cock. the sound of your ass hitting against his abdomen filling the room.
"do you need to cum angel?" he asked, it wasn't a question, he saw the way your legs trembled, the way your walls clenched around him begging for more while getting closer each time.
you nodded, losing the power to speak.
"use your words brat," he grunted out, pulling out and pounding into you, repeating that process until you were nothing but a crying mess.
"pl-please- ah- let me cum please," you begged, eyes opening just enough to catch his expression. his brows furrowed, eyes filled with desire, mouth slightly opened.
"where are your manners?" he breathed, this earned you a slap to the ass, where a red handprint had formed itself.
"please hiromi please," you cried out, face digging into the pillow.
"go ahead, cum on my dick," his hands found their way to your breasts as he caressed them, the front of his body leaning on your back.
he pounded your cervix as you felt your stomach explode, liquid rushing down against his thick cock. spraying and leaking out while he continued to hammer you, guiding you through your orgasm.
"fuck-" he groaned, head tilting back, while his hands pulled over his face and ran through his hair, "squirting all over it, you're so messy prosecutor."
you blushed, a sensitive feeling taking over but he continued to plow through it, your hands curled to fist the bed sheets.
"i-i" you started.
his eyes glanced down at you, head pushing against the pillows, small hands clutching onto your white sheets, hair becoming a tangled mess, while tears stained your cheeks, you were so beautiful.
"i want it inside!" you yelled, as he forcefully pounded against you, the feeling becoming so overwhelming. your legs trembled as you shut your eyes seeing stars while you squirted for the second time, feeling your juices flow down your leg.
higuruma groaned loudly, signaling he was close, his hands gripping your ass.
"you sure, my love?" he asked.
you nodded quickly, "yes, please just give it to m-me- ah-" you bit down on your lip.
he let out a loud moan, his thrusts becoming slower while you felt a hot liquid shooting against your walls. your eyes widened.
he pulled out slowly, chest heaving, his eyes sparkling at the sight.
i did it- i finally did it, i shattered your innocence.
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