What I wouldn't give to be able to go though life without depression is small. I just want to not overthink someone's silence, to not have the need for constant reassurance, to not have to worry about my own thoughts and to keep myself from going into a downwards spiral because of them. I want to not be so alone in life, and to be able to make friends without fear of loss. I don't want to pretend all the time that I'm fine and fake being okay. That's all

















