the enormity of my desire disgusts me

i have been in love with no one, and never shall, unless it should be with you

[lady-sapphyre]

[weltenwellen]

Wildness Before Something Sublime Leila Chatti

[havanaberry]

The L Word (2.09) Jennifer Beals as Bette Porter

[dreamstars]

[mothprincess]

A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953

[9e978e]

via

[givingdirt]

[lal-wine]

Lingling Kwong for Calvin Klein

[angel144k]

[treasuredplanet]

I think that when you're overstimulated you should appear kind of grayed out and no one should be able to interact with you like a locked character in a video game

[weltenwellen]

Wildness Before Something Sublime Leila Chatti

[weltenwellen]

Victoria Chang, from "Untitled #5, 1998", With My Back to the World

[astralquill]

Love them ❤️‍🔥

[stlamb]

[geryone]

Trace Evidence, Charif Shanahan

[toiich]

"The Bite" (1914) — Edvard Munch

[maeumsim]

@heavenlyyshecomes

[goreprofonde]

There is no one I can be, no role I can fill that will get me inside this house. I dreamed up scenarios. I went over them in my head. I broke him out of jail. He didn’t care. I saved him from a car crash. He was unmoved. I bought a drug plane. We smuggled drugs across the border. We did drugs all the time and flew back and forth, evading the law, but it didn’t matter. I imagined addictions and seductions, obligations, coercions, all manner of magic and threat. I was ulterior and predatory. I was gracious and charming. It didn’t work or it fell apart immediately. I couldn’t bend the story to my desire. There wasn’t a place he wanted to be, so it was impossible to maneuver him into one. I couldn’t get him to choose me. Even in my imagination, I couldn’t get his shirt off.

- Richard Siken, Drug Plane.