Update 2022. Thursday, 7th July 3:40pm
I know it’s been ages since i’ve been active & posting ,don’t know who will see this but i have been up and down since my mums passing. it really took a heavy turn for my family and i. Hearing that she had attempted to commit suicide and that she died, was the most heartbreaking thing i went through this year.
I’ve been trying to cope and processing it all, it’s been the absolute worst feeling to lose a mother my mind doesn’t want to believe it. So excuse me for i have been feeling plain dead inside, & have been offline for all reasons. I feel like when she died that day something died in me too. Constant feeling of numbness. I don’t remember the last time i cried, but finally i have posted something for an explanation for you all to read.. It was 21st March 2022.
The worst news you could possibly receive so now, i’m staying back with my grandma again, finally off from the streets and living with family again.. I feel more comfortable here and i want to spend as much time with my nan i can. Losing her ate me inside out, I’m scared to lose anyone else now. I’ve also quit smoking for my mum as well now i just vape, and i’ve moved on from my ex, but we still talk from time to time. Went through another boyfriend but i jus needed it to end because i didn’t feel like being in a relationship. the timing was terrible but we still talk i miss him but what i’m doing now is working on myself. it’s going to be a long journey from here on out ❤️🩹😕
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