szybko bo trzeźwieje

like seriously who let the mentally ill on the internet we just spread mischief and gay nonbinary, big time queer with depression, bulimia, bpd, sh addiction and anxiety - I'm the whole package

[tw-stupidity]

I no longer accept calls, shout my name three times standing knee deep in the ocean during a full moon drenched in the blood of your enemies and then we'll talk

[fawnnbmbi]

Let’s be honest here

Obviously being hungry sucks but the absolute soul crushing disappointment after eating feels much worse

[tw-stupidity]

rip molière, you would've loved tumblr

[catchymemes]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Can’t relate jan 1st I’m going to delve into insanity at levels previously unobserved throughout history

[tw-stupidity]

can't relate, going tk a psych ward in february

[nemosopenletters-blog]

I just want to be important, too.

[tw-stupidity]

rel

[alconoholic2]

My cw is entirely my fault🥰🔫

[noir-v3nt]

In the most positive way, I think I've lived for too long—seen too much, felt too deeply, and now, everything feels unbearably heavy, like I was never meant to last this long and carry all of this.

[tw-stupidity]

rel

[satvrnretvrns]

lowkey i truly think all bodies are so beautiful but i literally cannot stand my own.... I'm the most body positive bitch to walk this earth until i am faced with a mirror

[myrarexia]

i always felt my fattest at my lowest weight i hate that i crave it back so much

[tw-stupidity]

not the jumpscare of looking at thinspo and then your internet dies so you see the reflection of yourself on your now black phone screen

[lightndainty]

[baddogmari]

i am genuinely so over myself and how i act and what i do. it makes me sick

[rararahp]

gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed

[animentality]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[boldandburnt]

I worked so hard to destroy myself, why would I get better?

[bulimicb1tch]

I keep trying to lose weight in “healthier ways,” but I just need to st4rve apparently

[tw-stupidity]

literally had a fight with my roommates about that

I get it, they also used to have an ed, recovered, they also suffered, I'm so glad they're not harming themselves anymore

but they came the other way still skinny, still pretty, they can't understand what I'm going through

I've been on every diet since I was 7 years old

I've been exercising, running, going to the gym, eating healthy

but I physically C A N' T seem to lose weight that way

if I ever want to feel pretty again I NEED to starve myself

is it going to ruin everything I've worked for mental health wise? yes

will it probably ruin my physical health? sure

but honestly that hope, that one day I'll finally be pretty that's what's keeping me alive, that's why I haven't killed myself just yet

so hihi, fingers crossed