TW: VENTING,EDS, JUST...stay away @uhmidkman - Tumblr Blog

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uhmidkman

I've gotten so many compliments from strangers at my new job its genuinely amazing

#not used to it #i like it

professionallyunstable-deactiva

deleting the paragraph i typed because talking about my feelings will just leave me in tears and i'll be the one apologizing.

baddogmari

i just want to stop feeling like a bad person for literally everything

bpdworld

dispiritedfae

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

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professionallyunstable-deactiva

i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

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itsemobunny

Being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything and knowing me i never will but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now.

sickfrr

Spent the last 2 months thinking I was a needy, selfish POS who should die. Thinkin my gf didnt like me now Im on T, starting antidepressants because my own sexdrivr was too high for her and now shes like

"btw this was my fault. Sorry."

Girlfriends apologised for being so out of it the last like. 3 months. Dunno how to feel. Angry. Upset. I felt like running away fom hr this entire time and now shes just actin likenormal again idk man

How much longer does it go on for? Living is so exhausting, and Im so tired. I am so tired. Mom I dont want to be alive anymore. I know how hard you struggled to bring me here, I know how hard you struggled to keep me but your chains are so heavy and cold. I don't feel the warmth I once did anymore. My eyes burn from the exhaustion. My shoulders hang so low. I want to sleep. I want to sleep.

#tw blog #tw self harm #im going to do it #i cant right now #but im selfish and I might

boytraining

the teething stage is the hardest part

cowboyleather

#yeah #my doctor scared me #but I dont care. i dont care if Im a fat man. ill be a fat man. ill be a big fucking bear.#and I'll post myself and my face and my big fat body all over the place so other men like me know they can take up space

Partner shuts down on me and says "Im fine its fine I shouldn't even be bothering it its fine" whenever shes upset over something

My partner wonders why I dont view her as someone I can turn to when I'm emotionally vulnerable

#what is this love language called #the one where you dont even let me Attempt to comfort you #what the fuck #relationship problems #everyone needs therapy #and I need to he left the fuck alone #sometimes I regret being in a stable relationship because it means I cant just leave and I have to try and be emotionally regulated #but then no one else is emotionally regulated either #so im stuck being the voice of reason or trying to be #and im like #well this is fucked #i could go ape shit right now #be toxic as fuck and scream and manipulate #but I wont because thats the healthy choice to make #everyone else doesnt know how to make that fucking choice

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TW: VENTING,EDS, JUST...stay away