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Then Haleth held the people together, though they were without hope;
"mmh did you know that creator you like also posts 🔞 content? did you know that? don't you think that's weird? don't you think we should keep this space-"
no. i don't.
i booked a front row seat to the devil's sacrament and you're blocking the view
just go back to the 1660 new england hole you just crawled out of and eat barley for a week to atone for your sins or whatever
Finally finished this one of Aredhel
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Welp, @nailsinmywall and @skyeventide were chatting on twitter and woobiefied!Celegorm came up. And I’ve realized that I have two semi-elaborate Celegorm headcanon/interpretations spawned from attempts to make Celegorm less fucking tedious to me. I don’t think they quite make the cut for woobiefication, but they ARE marching in that direction. I think this at least qualified for meow-meowification.
Like all good headcanons, one revolves around Orome and one around Aredhel LOL. Honestly it’s all about motivation. Because bitches love to coddle a blorbo who does shitty things for “good” reasons.
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because @melestasflight tagged me to share some (thank you kindly), I am posting a piece of Knives, aka the story about the murder of the princes of Doriath. also tagging @balrogballs @polutrope @tobermoriansass @starshadeemilyart
The man that takes them to the woods has a knife, and it is long and dark and wicked sharp.
His gauntlets sting where he pinches them by the nape, the black steel is ever hungry for more blood to slick its joints; his hands are cold, his eyes are hard, his steps give no pause to the stumbling feet of children or the winter’s chill seeping through their gold-silk hose. He walks without looking down, and his fingers never once loosen.
The blackbirds are singing.
The man pushes them over the frozen bed of a creek. His hobnailed boots leave no footprints. It is almost night, and his knife gleams balefully in a colour that has no name in the languages of Beleriand, no equal in the frozen setpieces of midwinter -- neither where the steel glides noiselessly through the air, nor where elven blood seems to still live on its hilt cherry-red without drying, without dying, without becoming mere memory -- and no pause for the fact they have not yet lived through seven winters apiece and their ada said they were yet too young to hold swords of their own, and thus carried none save the kitchen knife which Eluréd had hidden in his shirt while they waited with bated breath in the pitch-black pantry and which did not save them.
The snow seems almost too bright in the dark; the white falcon on the man’s chest glitters, shadow-eyed and silver and silent, brightly but not like a star because stars gleam with grace and no matter its skill, the hand of the raptor’s maker knew nothing of such tender virtue.
They walk. The trees loom overhead, black and white and grey and strangely quiet. The man’s hand chills like death. They walk until there is no more blood on the ground, and then some.
“Where--” Elurín’s voice cracks like a whip before it breaks, tearing through the silence. He clears his throat. “Where are we going?”
He does not expect the man to answer, or even to notice -- he has been quiet until now -- yet, before the echo of his voice has been swallowed up by the snow, he feels a glance burrow into the back of his head so cruelly that he cannot help but flinch. It is itself a knife (Eluréd’s hand around his tightens, but he, too, is shivering), long and dark and wicked; the man’s eyes are green, but not like spring, they’re green like venom.
The blackbirds are singing.
“Why does it matter?” he asks. “You’re not going to come back.”
I don't get why Celegorm, the Fëanárion most implicated in various political and military decisions after Maedhros, gets so often stuck with the "wild himbo doesn't care about court or politics" stick by fandom. If anything, this ought to be the Ambarussa, who genuinely withdraw from executive function in Noldorin politics and their only mention related to decision-making among the SoF is in one draft related to the Third Kinslaying; Celegorm is active and intentionally so, even if his actions aren't always wise, and repeatedly mentioned in relation to military leadership. That man is obfuscating stupidity on specific occasions to avoid doing what he doesn't want to do at best.
well yeah but if celegorm were here he'd be driving the 'sexy reputable dumbass' rep harder than anyone like,, in some respects this is exactly what he would've wanted
Solidly disagree. Obfuscating stupidity in specific matters (eg refusing to deal with the legal aspect of trade disputes and delegating them to Curufin) =/= presenting himself as actually stupid, which would be contrary to the performance of military duties with trustworthiness. We're talking about feudal lords, not twitter personalities who can earn attention & support by acting 'so quirky haha dumb himbo' and evoking a sense of reliability; a general needs to be competent, not endearing or relatable. And a stake for leadership is something Celegorm is associated with repeatedly - leadership during the Dagor-nuin-Gilliath, Himlad as a separate fiefdom whose leadership is named vs areas like Maglor's gap that seem more suborned to Maedhros directly, staking out the throne of Nargothrond and military leadership during the Second Kinslaying. Neither military activity nor hunting was 'dumb' in the zeitgeist of the analogous era - these were, historically, in the middle ages Tolkien drew inspiration from activities of kings and princes and high nobility that were not just appropriate, but normative and desired for a king or prince to pursue and excel at, and it's disingenuous & inaccurate to analyse them according to their modern context of association with jocks or hicks, which seems to be the subconscious parallel and inspiration often taken wrt/ Celegorm. Militant, martial, aggressive political figures a la Friedrich Barbarossa or, in my opinion even more accurately, the Black Prince Edward of Wales (who IMO is a fairly good historical comparison for the leader-trope and the role Celegorm plays in the Silm) are a more accurate 'reference of judgment'. None of this points in any manner to a presumed public performance of stupidity/superficiality, if perhaps a one-track interest in certain matters is permissible, and it definitely goes directly against disengagement with the state & its apparatus, power, vestments, duties and privileges.
I don't get why Celegorm, the Fëanárion most implicated in various political and military decisions after Maedhros, gets so often stuck with the "wild himbo doesn't care about court or politics" stick by fandom. If anything, this ought to be the Ambarussa, who genuinely withdraw from executive function in Noldorin politics and their only mention related to decision-making among the SoF is in one draft related to the Third Kinslaying; Celegorm is active and intentionally so, even if his actions aren't always wise, and repeatedly mentioned in relation to military leadership. That man is obfuscating stupidity on specific occasions to avoid doing what he doesn't want to do at best.
don't talk to me or my son ever again
I am totally fine and normal, and not still up late at night thinking about how unfair Fingon's death was. How he embodies so much of the best of elves and yet had the most horrific end. Of all the characters in the Silmarillion how little he deserved such a thing. Thinking of the parallels between Fingon, Finrod and Gil-Galad and how their lives and reigns are not exactly the same, but similar enough in their theme, but their deaths all sting in quite different ways. How all were renowned kings in similar sorts of ways, known for their goodness, bravery, fairness. Finrod's, I think, says something about equality of the value of life for a great king to die for someone very much considered lesser (just look at how Thingol treat's Beren, though Beren is a lord of men by rights). Gil-Galad's speaks, I think, of how great sacrifice is needed to vanquish great evil, as he dies taking down Sauron. Both achieve something. But Fingon's? That is just pure devastation amid the worst defeat the Noldor will ever face. There is nothing gained. And I think Tolkien's point is that sometimes death (or other horrible things) are just tragic. Full stop. Fingon's death accomplishes nothing, there is no silver lining, there is no reason or justice in it, it is just tragic. I don't think I've yet spoken to anyone about it who wasn't horrified of devastated by his death. Among the many deaths and tragedies in the Silmarillion this one stands out to me. Perhaps because it is so abrupt. Perhaps because it comes after such hope (utúlie'n aure). Perhaps most because it feels starkly meaningless compared to other High Kings. Fingon has also done nothing that could be construed as deserving (not that anyone deserves to die horribly) or precipitating his death like other notable characters (like Thingol with the Nauglamir, or Celegorm agitating to sack Doriath). As devastating as it is, I appreciate Tolkien writing it this way. He's saying: horrible things happen to good people, there's no reason or blame to be laid on them. And this is important because people to whom horrible things happen are all too good at finding a reason to blame themselves for it when it's not their fault, and it can be very very hard to stop. Fingon's death, I think, serves as permission to let go of blame, without minimising the awfulness of what happened.
"Of all the children of Finwë he is justly most renowned: for his valour was as a fire and yet as steadfast as the hills of stone; wise he was and skilled in voice and hand; truth and justice he loved and bore good will to all, both Elves and Men, hating Morgoth only; he sought not his own, neither power nor glory, and death was his reward."
That Maedhros piece I did a while back was surprisingly popular. I fear it's because of the background. I currently have a bunch of wip's and most of them are supposed to at least have a simple background. This was not one of the wip's, no this one I made purely because I wanted to get Maedhros scars straight 😬.
Ósanwe being possible through affinity (i.e. kinship) paired with love and sympathy, and also through authority and urgency, all provided the receiving mind is open, and also regardless of distance genuinely makes me balls to the wall bonkers crazy.
Thinking about Maedhros in Angband, ordering Maglor not to come for him, ordering all his brothers not to come for him. Letting them perceive that he is alive but closing his mind otherwise to what is being done to him.
Thinking about Fingon and Maedhros at the Nirnaeth, Fingon knowing himself not abandoned but knowing that no help will come in time.
Thinking about Finrod in Tol-in-Gaurhoth, getting to say goodbye to Galadriel, telling her the time has come. Thinking about him not doing that, keeping his mind closed to spare her, and that too being a decision he made that she then has to live with.
Thinking about a closed mind being utterly impenetrable. Thinking about Celebrimbor post-Fall of Nargothrond, who has not spoken to his father and uncles in years but cannot let them keep believing he also died. Thinking of Celebrimbor not letting them know. Thinking of Celebrimbor as his body is taken apart methodically the way Morgoth would have taught his lieutenant, in his rage about impenetrable minds, and how yet, Celebrimbor would not open his mind.
I could keep going; what about Fingolfin on the Ice, and Finarfin back in Aman. About Fingolfin on the Ice throwing his mind against Fëanor's over and over and ever being repelled, the fact of it spurring him on. Principally, what about the distance between Beleriand and Aman. Does no distance matter. Do parents learn of their children's deaths because at last their distant minds gutter out. Do some scream out in agony and for help as they're dying and you just have to live with that knowledge, miles and miles and miles away. Like. Hello. HELLO. Can anybody hear me I'm going insane.