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✿ This flower shop may contain : self - deprecating thoughts , mentions of sui & sa . Please do not scroll if you are sensitive to these ! Making you uncomfy is the last thing I want
I type with double spaces because I find it hard to read , however , you are welcome to not use them ! your comfort over my own :3
This is something personal , but I find it hard differentiating between platonic & romantic interactions , so I may say things that seem romantic that are purely platonic in intention ! So please assume all ints are /p only .
Pursuing me is okay , I will reciprocate if you do .
I am not a yandere . I choose not to be as I won't label myself as one unless I find someone attracted to me . ( I do not feel attraction first . ) I do not get obsessions first , either , but will reciprocate .
I love interacting with other people and may come off as too much . . . I apologize in advance if you find me annoying . . .
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Feel free to add me ! ( Please I like talking to people please please )
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꒰ ♡ ꒱ flowers in bloom - general
꒰ ♡ ꒱ fragrant aroma - rants
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they wilted... - vents
꒰ ♡ ꒱ warm companions - asks
꒰ ♡ ꒱ petals blown in - reblogs
꒰ ♡ ꒱ messy paper - ocs
⋆ ˚ .✦ ݁˖ looking up at the same moon - bestie OWN !
it makes me so mad that people act like personality disordered people will never be able to have healthy or stable relationships. It may be harder or different for them, but it’s completely ableist to go around saying stuff like “BPDs will never be able to fully love someone” or “NPDs only get into relationships to use people.” People w/pds are people too. We can do things everyone else can, even if it sometimes it is harder for us. We are not non-human. We are not demonic beings. We are equals with everyone else.
Yoon Ji-Gu theme - F2U with reblog + written credit !!
PSD credits 🎧
Kin / ME / ID / F/O tags ok !!
Reblogs are better than reposting !
Check DNI before INT !!
EN - This is technically a gift for my sister , since she wanted me to make this and has been begging for DAYS hehe . . . I’m really happy with this one , I can definitely see my work getting better and better with each theme , and your guys support makes me more motivated to continue so thank you <3 ( also this bl is called The Guild Member Next Door )
All questions & confessions based on in - game endings — each ask has two variations . Likes & reblogs very appreciated . Have fun !! ( Sorry the P-Chan ones are kinda boring . )
♡ There Are No Angels :
1. Are you happy with the amount of followers you have ? Just how much do numbers mean to you ?
2. Do you actively try to make yourself a memorable person within the space ?
♡ DARK ANGEL :
1. Does anything about jirai culture annoy you ? Or is there anything that you absolutely love about it ?
2. Does the amount of attention you get overwhelm you in a negative way ? How do you handle it ?
♡ Comment te dire adieu :
1. Did you start your blog entirely on your own , or did someone inspire you ?
2. Were you nervous when starting out on jiraiblr ? How about now ?
♡ Bomber Girl :
1. How explosive do you consider yourself as a jirai ?
2. Do you get set off easily , or do you explode after a lot of pressure ?
♡ Utopian Parody :
1. Are you your true self online , or are you putting on an entirely different persona so more people can like you ?
2. Do you wish your life was “ normal , ” or do you prefer things the way they are ?
♡ Internet Overdose :
1. Do you ever do vanity searches & see what people are saying about you ?
2. Have you been addicted to the internet for a long time , or is it more recent ?
♡ Needy Girl Overdose :
I want to be your P-Chan . Every day , I wish that I could be the one taking care of you and making you feel better .
♡ Do You Love Me ? :
I loooove love love you .
♡ Welcome to My Religion :
You're my angel , and I'd follow you to the ends of the Earth .
Jayden’s home life is pretty average for kids his age , nothing crazy really. His dad is gone , brothers graduated , mom’s working , nothing else to say. ( i fear this may be more backstory than home life but sh h just means i cooked )
His father only left because he couldn’t fit even half of what he needed to be for their family. Uncaring of his own health , setting a horrible example for his sons , causing unnecessary problems for his own wife. Jayden’s mom wanted to have faith in him so they could have a father , but it was between having a father or risking their safety. She send his out , divorcing him and moving away from the lingering memories of pain. She never wanted her boys to end up the same way he did.
While they taught him that , his mom taught him to do his best to understand others , even if he’s nothing like them , to love and care , be gentle with yourself and others , and most importantly : Stay on top of grades !!!! His mom wasn’t the best in school , rebelling and not giving a second thought to her grades , she would die before even letting him think about doing the same. She would unknowingly push him to his limit , constantly putting more weight on his shoulders , more fear in his head. With the sun pressed against his skin , she would expect him not to melt.
Years of a seemingly normal life would take a toll on his relationships. He would slowly watch his friendships crumble , whether it was his fault or theirs was unclear , but this was only the tip of the iceberg. Old friends turned into enemies , they would spread rumors about him and ruin any chances of redemption. He would start staying home more , which led to lower grades. He felt guilty ; and would start going back to school but the bullying got worse. He managed to get his grades back up by the end of the semester , but he would end up having to move.
He finally spoke to his mom about everything going on , she would comfort him best she could and get him into a new school as soon as possible , but would still unknowingly keep the pressure high. His mom was far from perfect but she was working to keep her two boys in a stable environment with stress of her own piling up. She wants to keep them safe , she wants them to be the best they can be , and Jayden understands that. He knows she means well , and he’ll never hold it against her , he just wishes she’d tone it down.
Despite that , he would finally join his new school , the sun is shining brightly on him.
weh skrry i wannna bother you m as much i can beffore you leave
Woah no one's asked me before . . . Hehe
I usually wake up at 9 AM , Then I spend time on my hygiene and eating , before I hop online at 10 AM . . . Though I woke up really early today and was able to be here earlier !
I spend around 3 hours here ! Up until 1 PM , where I disappear for the rest of the day . . . But I'm able to come back online at around 1 - 3 AM , another 3 hours . . . Then I sleep ! Very confusing and weird schedule but I've adapted to it . . .
Ummm If you want to track my time , Here's a website ! My timezone is GMT-4 . . .
I can't really go in - depth on my day to day activities . . . I'd like us to know each other for longer before I tell you about things like those . . . But yeah ! #Myschedule ദ്ദി ˉ꒳ˉ )
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