So I’ve been going over in my head how to make this post or if I even should, but I feel like I owe an explanation to the few cool people on here that I’ve met, and I also want to burn bridges with the assholes who have unfortunately been the majority of my encounters on this platform. Buckle in; this is a long one. I used this blog for two main reasons: to make people laugh and build connections and community with other queer people. But ever since October 7th, I’ve realized most of you are massive hypocrites and horrible people. You claim that your reason for acting like Nazis is because you’re against genocide, and then you call for genocide against Jews and Israelis or for actions that will obviously lead to that (like the destruction of Israel). Even though I’m actively trying to avoid antisemitism, I still see it almost every day. I’ve seen people supporting the rape and murder of Jews, call for our death more times than I can count, spread Nazi-era hate and stereotypes, and I’ve been personally targeted for speaking out against this. And that’s just the tip of the iceberg. I’ve realized that not only do I not want to build a community with most of you, but that I’d rather be completely on my own than have anything to do with you. And the more of you I encounter, the more being on my own actually sounds like a huge relief. I hope someday you have to pay for what you’ve done. I hope it destroys your life. I don’t have any mercy or empathy left for you. You don’t deserve it. These last couple of years have fundamentally changed who I am, and I’ve decided to work on building my own independence and focus on working on my health, as it’s been getting worse. I’ve sworn off this blog before but came back because I wanted to go back to the time when I believed that there were more decent people in the world and I could make people laugh and build connections. I know better now. If I can find a way or a platform that allows me to effectively censor antisemitism and antisemites, then maybe I’ll make a new blog or account and post the link here, but I tried creating a Jews and allies-only blog before, and antisemites still infiltrated it and have inserted themselves into just about every Jewish space to harass us, so that seems unlikely at this time. I truly appreciate the few people who stood by me; I hope you know who you are. But I’ve hit a breaking point, and my goal is not to come back to this blog. To the rest of you, I want you to know that your actions are unforgivable, and I hope you never know peace. You don’t deserve peace after destroying it for so many Jews.
