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lup taaco from the adventure zone affiliated with isolaradiale / icon by mariorsomething

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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Put ¥ in my ask and my muse will rate your muse on:

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Looks: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 Personality: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 Attraction: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 Would they date them: yes | no Favorite thing about them:  Least favorite thing about them: 

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hey just like, a heads up because my activity's been spotty (i said this on twitter too but just for y'all that don't follow me), my laptop's sorta... shot to hell a little bit. i'm constantly nervous it's gonna break down and some of the keys barely work so i don't really have the motivation to get on it and gamble whether or not things'll work. so i'm gonna start trying to draft things on mobile and edit/post on desktop! so i'm sorry for sporadic activity i'll try and get that back up soon

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@championofgold

it was incredibly easy to get lup to join in on the festivities, both because it was fairly difficult to ignore and the fact she was lup. if there was a party near her and she wasn't there, then something terrible had happened to her. it was the only thing that would explain her absence.

she made her way down to the beach, after hearing about the races that were taking place. participation wasn't really what she was looking for, though. it was more, hope some poor saps wipe out, or some dope saps do some sick stunts. either way, she'd be content to watch.

she plops herself down onto a stool in front of a bar stall, a good ways away from the water but still with a clear view. with her back leaning against the counter, elbows keeping her steady, she comes to the realization that they actually need to take the time to reset things between matches. her head falls back and she lets out a groan.

(if the bartender had a problem with the way she was treating their stall, they didn't bring it up. they probably had worse customers, after all.)

she picked her head up and lazily scanned the beach for something to do in the meantime. spotting a vacant table, she had an idea-- she just needed someone to go along with it. another quick sweep looked for someone she thought looked sufficiently cool; at least, enough that they'd be up to playing with her.

            " hey, man, you got like, a couple spares of those red cups? " she had let her head fall backward again, deigning to speak to the bartender that way as opposed to turning around. they sighed, figuring what she planned, and started totaling her payment then. she grinned and hopped off the stool.

finally picking out someone who she thought could use a time waster, she tapped them lightly on the arm with the back of her hand. she smiled lazily at the other woman, and pointed over to where the bartender was preparing.

            " you up for a game? "

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artificist·:

⚙️ - It was a surprise when this mystery elf just randomly too one of her macarons, the artificer looking up from what seemed to be a possible nap (since hell knows she doesn’t sleep well) in slight confusion.

“… It’s better than nothing though. Only so much people can achieve with limited resources…”

            “ there’s a lot you can do with limited resources, kid. don’t just settle! macaron time should be worth it. ” with this, she slid in next to the younger girl, momentarily looking the box over to get a store name or something off of it. seemingly sated afterwards, she rested her head in her hand with her elbow propped up on the table.

            “ so what’s up with this place anyway? there’s not uh... a light that’s dropped from the sky, is there? ” she was fairly certain that whole mess was completely over, but it was better safe than sorry. suddenly, she jolted up in place like she just realized something, and then held out her hand. “ lup, by the way. ”

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lapis lazuli / opal?

send me a crystal and i’ll tell…

lapis lazuli: where ‘home’ is to my muse

            when she was younger, there was none. for a century after leaving the world she was originally on, her home was the starblaster. with the crew members she spent that time with; her family. both literally and metaphorically, the astral plane is her home currently (aside from these island shenanigans). she’s comfortable where she is.

opal: how creative my muse is

            very. not quite as creative as taako (though let’s be honest, he’s hard to beat in that respect) but she’s still pretty damn creative. she was the creator of both the umbra staff and the phoenix fire gauntlet, after all, as well as the self-replicating fifteen dollar bill. plus, someone with no creativity wouldn’t dress like her. she’s got that on lock down

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ulexite and quartz!

send me a crystal and i’ll tell…

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

            baller as hell. i mean, it’s what she is, how she looks and her personality, and she knows it, so of course other people know it. there is absolutely NOTHING you can do to convince her otherwise.

ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is

            she’s very empathetic all-around. she doesn’t like to just abandon a situation if she can help someone else. on the other hand, she definitely has a strong sense of self-preservation. although it’s difficult for her to detach herself from someone else’s situation, she knows when she can no longer help, in case it comes at a detriment to her or her friends’ lives.

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itstaako-fromtv·:

@umbrastaved· “Ooof-” Taako spent almost exactly two seconds being irritated at whoever it was that’d decided they were friendly enough with him to go man-handling his delicate person.  The third second the ‘stranger’ spoke and Taako’s long ears shot up so fast one caught beneath her chin almost comically.  The elf turned quickly, rocking back on his heels at the same time as he reached out and set his hand firmly on Lup’s shoulder. She was warm and for one of the few times in his life he didn’t have a fast quip on his lips ready to zing back because he was throwing both of his arms around Lup’s shoulders and hugging her like he thought he’d never get the chance to again.  Like he hadn’t been able to for 12 years. His voice is thick and muffled by her shoulder.  “You goofus, what took you so long to get here?!”  Taako spares one hand to swat her shoulder briefly.

she could practically feel the irritation grow in him, and she resisted the urge to laugh. she didn’t have much time to, as she was smacked with an ear before he turned and hugged her. she was surprised briefly before hugging back, letting the laugh out.

she’s spoken to him a few times through the stones of far speech while under the raven queen’s, but it really didn’t compare to seeing him in person. and from she could tell, he felt the same. she loved the reaper squad, but sibling time was severely lacking, and despite the weird situation she was glad to see him here.

the swat was weak, barely there considering they were still glued together. if she didn’t know him better than she knew herself, she probably wouldn’t be able to understand what he was saying– but she could, so she laughed again.

            “ sorry, i didn’t get the memo to get transported to another plane without my knowledge this time. ” the sarcasm was betrayed by her soft tone, and the final squeeze into the hug before she gently pried him off of her. “ ...it’s good to see you, bro. ”

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send me a crystal and i'll tell...

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

aegerine: my muse's opinion of the supernatural

agate: how my muse calms down

blue lace agate: my muse's favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)

fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly

moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself

amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonest

amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into

ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is

angel aura quartz: my muse's opinion of LGBT+ issues

apache tears: a sadness headcanon

apatite: a headcanon about my muse's intuition

apophyllite: my muse's religious/spiritual beliefs

aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed

biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing with

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

calcite: my muse's social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)

carnelian: an art-related headcanon

celestite: how my muse deals with anxiety

chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships

charoite: who my muse looks up to

chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon

copper: how I think my muse will end up when they're older

coral: how my muse views the natural world

diamond: a sex headcanon

dolomite: a sleep headcanon

emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words

fluorite: what my muse's room looks like

fossil: what my muse's dream job is

galena: what it's like to be in a relationship with my muse

garnet: what my muse's perfect partner would be

gold: my muse's financial situation

hematite: how squeamish my muse is

hiddenite: how much of an "inner child" my muse has

iolite: my muse's drinking habits

jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

kyanite: an anger headcanon

lapis lazuli: where 'home' is to my muse

lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse

malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up

mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

moonstone: my muse's opinions on outer space

mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down

nebula stone: how good my muse's memory is

obsidian: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be

opal: how creative my muse is

pearl: a mental health headcanon

petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street

pyrite: a physical health headcanon

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

rhodonite: if my muse prefers elegance or convenience

rubellite: if my muse has any 'triggers' that inspire painful memories

ruby: a happiness headcanon

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]

silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate

ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is

unakite: what my muse's ideal pet would be

verdite: my muse's ethnicity/family history

zebra stone: what gets my muse excited

zoisite: does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?

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@whxrlwxnd

it was...awful. the worst. she was in hell. she was dead (again), in hell, and faced with something so atrocious she couldn’t even decide what to do about seeing it. she could’ve just walked away, ignored it. but the shock was so real, her first instinct was to use one of her precious spell slots to set that awful man on fire. 

which, she quickly realized, probably wasn’t a great decision. last minute, before the spell went off (because now she had to use it or she’d just be a liar), she angled it to his side, just barely missing him. luckily, there wasn’t anyone else around, or anything to actually catch fire, so it didn’t do much damage. aside from scorch marks on the ground, of course. hopefully, the man had been cold.

            “ that was your fault, you know. ”

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@fullmetalmoonsault

she opened her mouth-- then closed it. it took her another try before she crossed her arms and hummed impatiently, like the words she was trying to say were taking two business days to arrive. there were the obvious things she could point out; just because it’s comfortable doesn’t mean that other people should have to look at it, or that faded jeans don’t work on just anybody. the kid wasn’t bad looking, but he was nothing special. 

she didn’t like seeing that so often. introductions were something she deemed unnecessary for the far more pressing issue at hand:

            “ first of all, the hair. it’s not the worst i’ve ever seen, but would it kill you to fluff it out a little bit? also, do you really need that many layers? i know it’s probably pretty ridiculous coming from me, but more isn’t always better. ”

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@wildberryoras

            “ well that’s...certainly a look. not a bad one, but it’s... a look. ” one hand on her hip and the other on her chin, lup appraises the person-- no, definitely not a person, but she lacked a better word-- before her. there were a few more moments of scrutinizing, and then she simply nodded. “ you know what? i like it. it takes a lot of courage to rock a loincloth. if it works, it works! ”

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@artificist

having the best chef for a brother really made things difficult for lup sometimes. namely, when she went out to eat, she always regretted it-- she was no taako, but even she could do better than most of the places she went to. so, while looking to stir up some trouble, she found that all too common occurrence. taking a macaron out of the box laid before its buyer, she popped it into her mouth.

             “..hmm... ” a contemplative hum resounded as she rested her arm on top of the girl’s head. “ you got ripped off. you don’t need to tell me the price-- whatever you paid, it was way too much. ”

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@shamelessmage

            " now THAT is style! "

the 'style' lup was referring to wasn't immediately recognizable-- mainly because there was quite a bit of distance in between her and the recipient of her exclamation. naturally, it didn't stay that way for long. she picked up her pace and gestured to the woman before her.

            " absolutely into the sexy badass mage look you've got going on. i mean, i'd wear it and i'm a sexy badass mage, so that's only natural. " she shrugged with a dramatic sigh. " everyone here looks so boring. at least i know someone here knows how to dress. "

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@itstaako-fromtv​

being thrust into a strange new world was nothing new to lup. she spent nearly a century doing just that, after all. but this time, she didn't have a ship or her family-- just a giant hole and a strange wagon with a weird person telling her to get in. she did, of course; she was never one to shy away from new experiences, and despite having a generic wand and feeling as though she's not quite as magically powerful as normal, she knew she could still take most people on in a fight if necessary.

after taking a cursory glance around her 'accommodations', lup immediately runs out the door for an exploration. there was a lot to take in, and she planned on finding everything she could, including a way out. mostly because, honestly, she didn't think barry could last in a room alone with the raven queen and kravitz without her.

finding herself at the edge of the cotes ward, indicated by the soft blossoms falling (some of which she had to shake out of her hair), she saw a familiar figure-- both because she recognized him and because there was little difference from herself. a large grin formed on her face as she sprinted to him, slinging an arm around his shoulders as soon as she got there, nearly knocking them both over in the process. when she looked at him, the grin softened into a more fond smile.

            " fancy seeing you here, stranger. sightseeing? "

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before i work on starters i wanted to do a mun intro! i’d just use my lime one but i’m too lazy to revise my twitter since i changed the handle so! 

my name’s rey! i’m 20 years old aaaand i use they/them pronouns strictly! my twitter’s over at @.starbiaster and i also am lime @hexbfff00 here. i only recently relistened to taz after like years. aside from that i’m into witches heart (duh), tokusatsu (kamen rider/super sentai), tales of, ffxiv, and gbf mainly. my discord is available on request! o/

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aaand now an ad. go ahead and like this for a (probably short) starter. it's uncapped so go wild; if you wanna plot hmu in asks or ims, whichever you're more comfortable with!