INTRO POST
my old account confessionsofaflopaholic got termed, so i'm starting a new one
hello, lovely folks of edblr! i'm rat 21 h/him amab and have had a horrendous relationship with f*od and p*rents since i was like, 4. That being said, this blog is about Ed but not Sheeran, and my plan is to use this as an ana diary more regularly. i've reached a new HW recently, and got depressed about it. So, i have a renewed interest in updating this account!
Deets: 21, Male, gay, 170 cm/ 5 foot 7 inches, 87 kg as of 9th March.
HW 89 kg | 197 lb
CW 87 kg | 191 lb
🔒 GW1: 82 kg | 180 lb
🔒 GW2: 75 kg | 165 lb
🔒 GW3: 70 kg | 154 lb
🔒 GW4: 65 kg | 143 lb
🔒🔒🔒 UGW: 60 kg | 132 lb
its gonna be a long and painful process, but this is a safe space for all of us who suffer from issues similar to what i face. on this blog, discussions about f*od, parents, medical gaslighting, chronic pain, inflammation, bone deformities and more. i'm also starting a series called medical mondays, where i discuss one of my medical issues in length- how it affected me, how my parents made it worse, and how doctors withheld help from me until it got too late. stay tuned for the blog!











