grace

I'm 20

[underwateriswhereiam]

im gonna hurt myself

[underwateriswhereiam]

I've really been thinking about doing it. What's the point of anything? I am so fucking sick and tired of it. Nothing is okay ever, and I'm worthless. Deserving of nothing. I'm just fucking sitting and rotting here. I feel like nothing Is ever gonna be okay again. I hope I die. I am jus so scared of the pain.

[markeli]

Why does starving yourself feel so good…? Like idk the emptiness of your stomach just makes you feel pretty? 🤷🏻‍♀️🙃

[losing2anaagain]

please I just want to lose weight

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I feel like I’ve lost all my self control

I just want it back

[the-goldengirls]

[penis-hilton]

EVERYTIME I SEE THIS POST I’M AFRAID TO SCROLL TO THE END OF IT BECAUSE I ALWAYS THINK BETTY WHITE HAS DIED

[thedarkmatteralchemist]

Betty White, last of the jedi.

[sfreeborn]

Reblog Jedi Betty for good luck now and forever

[heartlessqueen]

i am ashamed of my own pain / i shouldn’t be hurting this much / everything feels unbearable 

(journaling pages from last week’s mental breakdown)

[crownmegod-deactivated20221027]

I’m going to be flexible, thin and strong!

✨manifesting✨

[i-wanna-die-soonish]

My mom : Are you on drugs ?

Me : *Sips Diet Coke* Yah lets go with that . 

[krakqen]

Me: oh gee this sure is a VERY MINOR inconvenience I’ve just encountered that can easily be fixed with a few simple tasks

My ed:

Me:

My ed:

Me:

My ed: you should starve yourself

Me: yeah okay I know

[cutpriceguignol-deactivated2022]

Any Inconvenience At All:

My Eating Disorder Brain: This wouldn't have happened if you were skinnier. just saying

[aro-m]

being obsessed with my weight is better than being obsessed with you.

[underwateriswhereiam]

god my body is literally so fucking disgusting. why must I live just to suffer. Fucking sus if you ask me.

I wish I could jus rip all the fat off 😇

I know I’ve gained weight. These past couple months I’ve been slacking. I need to get my shit together.

And my boyfriend left me on read. all night going back n forth between being manic and soooooooooooo triggered. This sucks ass.

[anxiouscowgirl]

[wadebooks]

Let’s go y’all! Let’s manifest this shit!!!

[rosy-feels]

do be like that all the time

[diet-pepsi-slutt]

*Me to my body when my chest starts hurting*

[exfattty]

I literally want to die but if I die I must die skinny