:/

[fairycosmos]

hey idk how to articulate this part of being mentally ill but basically i feel like my life has been stolen from me in the most literal way and i can’t explain it without sounding like im making a million pathetic excuses

[unfinishedthoughts0210]

if you’re lucky, you get one parent that truly loves you for who you are.

if you’re unlucky, that parent dies early in your life.

[mmleepmlorp]

My five year plan is to just see what happens

[landmineblogging]

it renews every five years

[unfinishedthoughts0210]

march used to be my fav month

my birthday month

since i don’t have any family members born in march, close or extended, it was always my month

this year however, i’m missing the only person who ever made it feel special

i don’t want to turn a year older

i don’t want to do anything for my birthday this year, if i could i’d stay in bed the whole day reminiscing

i hate that you’ll never know me at 23

[unfinishedthoughts0210]

i replay that day over and over and over in my mind, and after months i realized no one told me that you died, no one said those exact words.

i walked through the gates of the hospital and i just knew.

i knew i was no longer daddy’s little girl

i knew that i’d grieve you for a lifetime

i knew that a part of me would be buried with you

i knew that you’ll forever know me as 22

i knew that you’d miss all the milestones i’ve yet to pass

i miss you a little more every day

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

In another universe I was happy

[unfinishedthoughts0210]

why not this one

[totheoneswhostayupallnight]

Seriously what have I done in my last life to end up like this