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Me, whenever my Selective Mutism kicks in:

#yup that's right #selective mutism

i want to go home

everyone around me is growing into themselves; somehow i got lost along the way

if one more person tries to figure out how to “fix” my mutism when its none of their business, i’m gonna fuckin’ scream

you know

metaphorically

#selective mutism #actuallymute #why are people like this #my existence is not a problem for you to solve

going to therapy is fucking wild because because oh wow everything’s starting to make sense but also

yikes

there’s a lot to unpack here

#therapy #anxiety #trauma #personal blog #pls don't reblog

i wonder if you think of me half as much as i think of you, or whether i’m just another part of the past you left behind. i’ll always understand the decision. but still, i miss you.

i’m scared

#it's probably nothing

i’m forgetting what it felt like when i used to speak.

#progressive mutism #actuallymute #what if i never speak again?

it’s a strange feeling, missing things you never thought you’d have

me: *going about my life, minding my own damn business*

my brain: ...

my brain: no

me: what?

my brain: i said NO

me: ?????

my brain: ;)

#actuallyanxious #actuallyocd #anxiety #ocd #i hate when this happens like shut up brain nobody asked for your opinion #but now i'm Anxious and it's All Your Fault

selectivemutismthings

do you ever feel like you can physically feel your selective mutism? in theory i know it’s all psychological, but i can really feel the lock in my throat, it feels like that’s where it is

#oh yes #throat feels like it's totally locked shut

aaaaaaaaaaaaand now my voice is 100% gone

...

hm

don’t know what to do about this

#selective mutism #actuallymute #progressive mutism #?

i haven’t spoken above a whisper in six days

#selective mutism #actuallymute #and considering the only place i even speak is at home #?#hmm

i have no idea who the fuck i am

people assume i’m deaf all the time, but special shout-out to the person today who asked me about hearing aids despite the fact that a) i don’t wear hearing aids b) i don’t need to wear hearing aids c) i wouldn’t have known how to answer such an uncalled-for question from a stranger even if i did

#selective mutism #actuallymute #it's none of your buisness ma'am

i just love paranoia,,, nothing more fun than a tiny coincidence becoming some huge life or death ‘situation’ because of Fucky Brain Chemistry,,,

#sarcasm #actuallyocd #paranoia #@myself please chill

Hey i feel you too, abt the whole giving up situation. It'll be so much more easier that way,,, but sometimes if you still wanna try and not give up however, im also with you, cuz i believe in you! Stay strong☆

thank you, anon <3

you stay strong as well, okay?

#really #thank you #Anonymous

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