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You know, I just don’t understand. Why do that? Why? And then why act like that? Why are you always a jerk to me? Why can’t you just be caring and nice about it? And I don’t understand what my fucking problem is. He clearly doesn’t give a fuck so why do you? He doesn’t care how you feel. He doesn’t care if you’re crying. He doesn’t care if he hurt you. He just doesn’t care. And it shows. Cause he doesmt fo anything about it. I’ll get a “sorry" but what does that really mean? It’s not thoughtful or really meant in the first place. It’s just said so I can shut up about it. But why? do you really not feel any sort of remorse? And hurt that you’re being a horrible horrible person ? Do you not feel anything at all? How can you be so mean? Where’d the boy go who cared about my little things. Cared when I was stressing over tiny things. Where’d he go? He used to care. He used to make sure I was okay. He took the time and effort to make sure I felt cared for and appreciated. He never once made me feel like I didn’t matter. He used to love me. He was beautiful. He was wonderful. He was the one I fell in love with. Not you. I don’t know who you are anymore. You just don’t take the time to care about anything about me. I don’t know where he got lost. I miss him, not you. I hate you. You’re a horrible person. You just don’t care. And I don't know how many times I have to tell you to stop doing this. Stop showing up. Stop telling me you miss me. Stop it all. If you really miss me then do something about it. Show me you miss me. Prove it! Words mean nothing when your actions don't match up. Your anger gets in the way of everything. I'm tired. I'm so worn out emotionally. I really just can't do this anymore. I don't want to play games. I don't want to make you yearn. I don't want anything anymore. I just want to stop crying. That's it. I want to stop hurting.

#boys #exboyfriend #hurt #love #why #questions #frustrated #life #fuckit #crying #hurting #tired

Oceans and Puddles.

Sometimes we do the most for those who wouldn't do the same. Instead they do it for others and you just think and wonder “how come you didn’t do that for me?". Makes me wonder “you can be that caring? Cause you weren’t with me. In fact you’re never there when I need you most".

These people aren’t worth it. Neither do they deserve our support or our presence whenever they feel like they need it. Because they're never there for us when he need them. It’s a two way relationship, but for some reason these people think it can work one way. Well it doesn’t!

I can be happy without you. I'm not going to make you my source of happiness. It’s going to be me. I’ll decide what makes me happy and who. I don’t need you to be happy.

#life #support #ocean #puddle #alwaysthere

hi hey hello

oh hi,

remember me? remember my presence? remember working it out?

yeah well you forgot, like you always do.

always forgetting, always!

but uh, hey whatever right?

#inconsiderate #always disappearing #gaaahhhhh

esp3on

unknowngiirl

Haunted house that takes people’s picture as they’re walking through.

melancholy-olly-oxenfree

Fuck you, you fuck face.

unknowngiirl

HAHAHA so relevant.

Why I like tumblr?

Cause no one except for one special person knows me here. so I could talk about ducks taking a shit and it wouldn't matter. In fact, I could let you all know if I was taking a shit. My gosh that sounds vulgar: shit. Ugh anyways, you know those super long texts you randomly get? Yeah those happy ones? The ones that make you smile? Yeah well I want one. Cause the truth is, I miss them. Long texts show effort cause it takes effort to write them out. I want effort!!! Sigh, reading romantic novels makes you want someone to be romantic with you. I'm such a hopeless romantic. Too bad no ones taking advantage of it.

#romamce #romantic novels #long texts #tumblr #ducks

Umm

So uh, there are a million things going on in my mind. One is you.

#love #thoughts #mind

sc0rpiobaddie-deactivated202312

I like "clingy" people.

unknowngiirl

I love it when people are affectionate with me. I like when they always invite me places, or text me, or call me, I wouldn’t even mind if they blew up my fb wall with hearts and what not. I would rather have that person than someone who makes me text them first all the time and replies back like 10 hours later.

AMEN!!!