tyler

[unknowwwn]

Looking back at these posts is surreal I was such in bad place like I wasn’t even me anymore. I’m going to keep it up though so I can look back on this page to prove that things can get better.

[unknowwwn]

It’s really hard to not kill myself when I’m often home alone no one would find me until like a day or two I just been battling this life for most of it I’m doing everything therapy pills coping skills but there’s this overwhelming emptiness and sadness that’s just been growing for over a decade and I don’t think I would survive maybe this year or when I’m older. My trauma is just too much for me.

[unknowwwn]

Mood

[unknowwwn]

I can’t believe I almost —— myself to that 80’s song song, only you

[unknowwwn]

I coût myself for the first time in maybe a year I actually drew blood and I felt better I almost killed myself today and I don’t feel anyway about it. I’m going to try inpatient treatment. I think it’s unfortunate how coût-ing made me feel so much better almost instantly. I just want to be a better person so bad but there’s this sadness I can’t get rid of even with all treatment through these three years. I feel trapped by my body and that feeling and it makes me feel hopeless.

[unknowwwn]

I’m losing

[deathandmysticism]

St. Nicholas, 1873

[mass-4-shut-ins]

prints

[windflowerfairy]

The Waves by Virginia Woolf

[polkadotmotmot]

MacKenzie Thorpe - The Power of Love, 2021

[grupaok]

Nicole Eisenman, Sloppy Barroom Kiss, 2011

[mabellonghetti]

Angela Bassett photogaphed by Herb Ritts, 1996

[pre-raphaelisme]

Midsummer Eve by Edward Robert Hughes

[shihlun]

Tateishi Tetsuomi - Spring, 1973.

立石鐵臣「春」1973年

[illerafac]

[nevver]

Never alone, Alison Luntz (more)

[huariqueje]

Forget-Me-Nots  -    Karoliina Hellberg: , 2017

Finnish, b.1987-

Acrylic and oil on canvas, 27 x 27 cm