ava.

slubberdegullion af.

[booksandcows]

[outcastsuggestion]

i’m sorry i’m sad a lot it just gets really hard to be alive all the time

[i-simply-wanna-die]

I can feel the self-destruction about to happen

[i-simply-wanna-die]

Again…

[breakingxdown]

“You want to kill the pain ? But the pain is part of you. You end up destroying yourself”

— @breakingxdown (via breakingxdown)

[thepersonalquotes]

[pennym00]

X_X

[redurm]

Stuck between overemotional and emotionless at the same time

[diphyllia-grayi]

there is a point in your depression where you just give up on getting better but you still won’t kill yourself. you just float around in this state of nothingness and don’t notice anything around you because you’re just so numb and you just don’t want to anything about it anymore

[redurm]

Stuck between overemotional and emotionless at the same time

[0nly-an-illusi0n]

[unrulyshitty]

why don't they just come out? them fucking tears. i fucking wanna cry.

[unrulyshitty]

this heart fucking aches but ain't stop beating.

[unrulyshitty]

day whatever of quarantine:

i'm still the stupid, miserable piece of shit and so not dead.

[sacrificialle-deactivated202111]

*gets addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact i exist*

[unrulyshitty]

why the fuck would i not kill a man! (read:me) who has caused me and those around me so much pain?

why am i such a fucking coward?

[unrulyshitty]

been there

still there

[unrulyshitty]

just hold me for a second

and let it be alright.

if a second is all we have...