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My hands

My skin

My air

Time has cemented me deep down

My body tuned into roots

In places where there’s no water or air

I have deeply learned to preserve it

Nothing can kill this fire

That keeps my heart beating

This entire time

And they told me to hold on

As if I’m a tree , to live a thousands of years

Witness wins and loses

And some smiles and some tears

And if someone sets the forest on fire

My roots will keep me holding on

For thousands of years

Cemented into this time

Patience has held my hand and forced me into submitting my cries

For no other has the power over time

And even if it holds my hand

The life lessons are hard to pass by

No fire scares me

I’ve taken on this path alone at many times

At many times I kept the fire close to my own heart

No world can dictate my moves

For I have not depended on anyone nor anything , long long ago

And no move can wreck my goal

For I don’t use the classic tiles , haven’t all along

And next time you are wrecked

Lying in the ashes of it all

I had dreams , of where to go all along

Shame part 2

Loaded guns

We speak our truth

No point of blocking it out

For it will find you

In places where millions speak

The small bubble can beat one

But it can’t beat one’s truth

For shame will find you

In the reflection of your own imperfect life

That you try to hide so much between feeds of the curated lies

Hunger for approval, destroyed by what you hated about your own life

The shame will find you

For in times you shamed others

That hit will come right back to you

The emptiness left after wont give you refuge

For you have not know how to accept the radical truth

#shameless #no shame #thoughts #short poem

Shame

Was a weapon of control

Engraved on walls and hallways

Where we felt safety of our home

Shame , written on our faces

In our words

Where everyone has a set of instructions

To stay down low

Shame, you asked me if it wrapped around my bold call

But your eyes screamed for freedom

They say it’s Poison

But maybe it’s just an aftermath

Of truth

for in places where shame grows

Truth has bounds to behold

#shameless #shameful #poem

I want to not only see you

But see why behind the each truth of you

I want to see

So I can understand

I want to understand so I can accept

And I can love every part of you that needs to be loved

No part of you is scary

No truth is ever too much

For the truth sets us free

To the full capacity and power of love

- Nadia

#love notes #love and acceptance #thoughts #relatable quotes

For you

If someday I see you and you wonder why I left

I had two choices: to stay where I was and continue betraying myself, day after day.

Or to accept how I felt, which means leaving anything behind that was controlling who I was and how I felt deep inside.

I decided to go on this journey, one where I learned to listen to how I feel, be brave, express who I am to the world, and stay committed to my dreams.

I missed you, you did cross my mind, and the moment inspired me to take a hard look at what I actually wanted in my life but dared not say out loud.

Perhaps the butterflies in my stomach at that point did. There's one thing I know for sure now: I am deeply sorry for the mistakes I made. And I have learned from the parts of me that did make those mistakes. As well as leaving behind anything that has a controlling effect on how I express myself to those whom I care about, to those who inspire me.

The day I let go of that environment was the day I was free to be who I was always meant to be.

#love notes #for the day i see him #thoughts #secret

It was never about swords

Or the longest quests to take on

Or wanting to prove all wrong

It was never about right or wrong

And it was never about strategies that

Sharpen knifes to take on another home

It was never about what’s better and what’s worse

It was about love

And only love

And that can never compete

There’s no need in a place

Where all is accepted and forgiven

In place where no time as weapon can se used to fight

And I lay down my weapons, I won’t need them no longer

For too many hearts bled

And not one is still healed

For all I needed was my voice

I wanted it back

And my voice, it’s all mine

I miss you

I have no way to talk to you

And a way to see you

But it's not the right time yet

For what can I bring to you besides utter and total destruction

How can I be ready to bear responsibility for what I'd to us, to you

Without first bearing responsibility for what I have to do for myself

I wish I could give you this privilege

The privilege of ending it for us, right there and right then

Even if you tell me no

I'll be happy

For I have finally found a place where both of us are free from faces, from control.

We are free to love

Free to reject the love

We are finally free

Even If only for a brief moment

#hellneverseethis #confession #someday #somemoment #somefeeling

A letter to the past self…

I’m so glad she didn’t give up

And I’m so glad she kept searching

And I’m so glad she cut out all the noise

And happy she chose herself

Even when in doubt, with all doors shut

For her bravery led her to something so special

It led her to today’s version of me, a version that never gives up

A version that always finds the answer

A version that no noise can affect

A version that knows what is hers

And a version that never doubts, for any closed door, she’s going to carve that key

Even from the tiniest scratch

miamlsunshine

wndesordenado

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Little by little

We take it little by little

Daily destruction

Daily deduction

Time is ticking

Love that’s frickle

Little by little

We take it little by little

Daily reminder

Daily writing

We get stronger little by little

Time is ticking

Till the day

The day

We win

If you can’t afford to lose battles in this life, don’t be a fool.

But if you can, recognize it’s a privilege. So please lose as much as you can, and write it down. If you fall, and you fall on a trampoline, fall as much as you can. It’s the best thing you can do for yourself. Stop being compliant with life; play hard, lose hard. Resilience can only be achieved by having the freedom to fight, and wisdom from the loss of one battle could win you an entire war.

#motivation #keep going