I have a confession to make (or maybe itâs not a confession because Iâm not super subtle about it), I read Jane Austen and her associated works for romance; sue me! This semester I feel as if Iâve been very focused on class dynamics, stylistic choices, and historical accuracy, but somewhere in there I lost the reason why I even picked up Jane Austen in the first place: the love stories. Sitting in class today while listening to myself analyze why itâs socially acceptable for a servant to kiss someone instead of talking about why I think itâs really exciting that they were kissing, I came to this realization that I had completely lost some of the simple joy in Austen while analyzing it. Reading Longbourn has been really fun for me, and while the cool and smart reason would be because of the interesting ways in which different worlds (the world of the rich and the world of the servants) are created and traversed by different characters, the real reason is because I NEED to know if James and Sarah are going to end up together. Reading Longbourn has reminded me that, yes, romance can exist in the bounds of Jane Austen, and itâs okay if I spend most of the book living for the slowburn of James and Sarah because theyâre really cute together and Iâm always a sucker for a grumpy-sunshine trope.
As such, I decided to create a meme really going back to my roots. Itâs based on the sad hamster memes where first someone states something and then the sad hamster is supposed to be your disappointed reaction to it. I decided to create this meme where someone, perhaps a real historical accuracy Jane-ite, is saying that romance canât exist within the bounds of Jane Austen, and then Iâm reacting to it in front of Pemberley because itâs THE place for me in Austen, holding Longbourn because itâs the book that fills my romance-loving soul and reminded me of my Austen roots, Ao3 because itâs the place to really get the mushy gushy romance content for Austen that I want, a tote bag with the hand flex and âyou have bewitched me body and soulâ quote to represent my favorite movie of all time which gives both the Austen content and mushy romance content (I love the US ending and will die on that hill), and a letter that has the first proposal from Darcy to represent that romance does exist in Austen and itâs legal to like those parts of the book best. Donât get me wrong, I do love a good analysis, but I think sometimes itâs okay to enjoy a piece of fiction and not tear the romance to shreds for the sake of historical accuracy or making a point about Austenâs motivations which I have definitely been guilty of.Â
On that note, I have a confession to make about a discussion we had in class like a month ago and brought up again in class today as a fact that we agreed on, but I actually have disagreed with it this whole time and I need to put it out there. I do not agree that Elizabeth fell in love with Darcy because of his owning Pemberley. I think Elizabeth fell in love with Darcy because of the Darcy he is at Pemberley. When she arrives at Pemberley she makes some comments about how lovely it all is, but she still doesnât want to see him. She starts to feel a bit more amiable towards him only after the housekeeper tells stories of him, but up until she runs into Darcy, sheâs reflecting on how glad she is that heâs not coming back until the following day. Itâs easy to attribute her love of him to Pemberley, but itâs more complicated than that. After the visit with Georgiana, we get this quote: âAs for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening more than the last; and the evening, though as it passed it seemed long, was not long enough to determine her feelings towards one in that mansion; and she lay awake two whole hours, endeavouring to make them outâ. Her thoughts were not âofâ Pemberley, they were âatâ Pemberley which I think is a really important distinction because the paragraph would still function with âof Pemberleyâ, but Austen specifically doesnât write that here. Also, the rest of the passage goes on to list off his qualities that sheâs beginning to fall for and not once does she mention his riches, even in a like, âWhat a good bonus!â way.
Iâm going to plug the musical below here again (itâs really good), so if you start at 1:24:04 and watch to 1:28:13 thereâs a song called âThatâs Not the Man That I Knowâ that I think really captures this whole idea. The tone of the song starts very combative, like Lizzie is battling with the idea of the Darcy she knows and that of the Darcy sheâs hearing about. She softens a bit for a second where we get the âoh he has a nice houseâ but she goes right back to the combative tone upon seeing him. If it had truly been the house, she would have completely softened to him the moment she recognized that Pemberley is quite nice. However, the tone doesnât soften to a real affectionate tone until heâs conversed with her aunt and uncle and invited her to dine with Georgina, real evidence that Darcy at Pemberley really isnât the man she *thinks* she knows and this to me shows that the real Pemberley effect is that of Darcy at Pemberley, NOT the riches which Pemberley represents.












