Wednesday, Thursday, Friday
so yesterday (tuesday) was whatever. i had class.
There's this guy i saw on the like second day of welcome week at the class picture, and he looks JUST like this dude i know from high school but way cuter and taller. this boys name is sam so i dubbed mystery boy sam.
and at a party i think i drunkenly like asked him if he knew sam stone because my mind was like OMYGOD YOU HAVE TO TALK TO HIM. so yeah. and i see him around and minorly stalk him and know he's in Ormsby (a dorm) and i want him to be part of my life hes so sweet and cute and omygod i think he plays guitar.
we had a lecture for freshman studies (basically english. its super annoying) and he sat RIGHT IN FRONT OF US UGH HE WAS SO CLOSE.
but i had no in and am a pussychicken so i didnt say jack shit
i helped harrison and jack move the furniture in their room around. i love jack so much. i also hung out with my friend molly.
i showed jack childish, he likes his newer stuff the best. he really liked the sweatpants music vid. his music taste is amazing.
then that night i went to kyle's (gay junior, dating sean; freshman precussion major) with a bunch of others. all his roommates were gone except amelia sidenote: kyles room and his roommates is SUCH a sitcom i cant even tell you
we took shots (fireball and coconut rum) it was fun and vouter got a hold of my hair (i sent you snaps)
we went to this one girls birthday party in sinkofa house but it was like meh so we left and went to ORC (one of the houses)
ORC (this other house mostly focused on outdoors and that night was the ultimate frisbee party) was bumpin
i hung out with a ton of ppl including this really hot grunge guy named finn who might be flirting with me but idk. i really cant with guys but i feel like i flirted a lot that night.
i met so many ppl and talked to daniel (cashmere cat guy) turns out hes the ultimate frisbee captain and invited me to come to practice. every thing was super fun and i ended hanging out with a bunch of these freshman i knew. two of them were alex and harrison ( both live on the first floor of plantz, my dorm.) and the other was etta. this chick. shes really cool and has hella blonde hair and sweet glasses. and we like sat in the grass nd smoked and did a shotgun train and alex kept making out with etta but i had thought that she and harrison would end up fucking. but then i was kinda right because the four of us kept walking around and they were being really touchy and would like kinda kiss and im just there like holy shit just have a threesome already. but its fine cuz im not into either of them.
etta and i went to the bathroom while the guys went to a smoke hut and while up there etta was like "im gonna really regret making out with alex so much. i actually thought he wasnt into girls" and i thought it was hilarious. then etta went to the bathroom and i met this guy geoffrey who i talked to for a while. hes REALLY cute. idk how but we started talking about his sexuality and he asked if i got a gay vibe and i was like "nah. but i could see you like trying dick" and he was like "yeah. but i just love women to much. like all your curves and just damn. like YOU wow you are just gorgeous... (and then talked about how he would want to be a renaissance painter because curvy naked women all day)" and did the like outline with hands thing and i was so intensely flattered. i like played it off and did a joking like hairflip white girl thing and he thought it was funny but i still couldnt get over it. then i peed and etta and i left.
alex like stole some beers from the house and we hung out in one of the smoking huts. they kept like burning themselves and eachother. i dont understand white people.
oh also the reason jack cant drink is cuz HE HAS TUBERCULOSIS TOO. except hes taking the pills. but they are hella bad for you.
we wanted to go to the park but etta needed a jacket so we stopped by harrisons room and we woke jack up and like talked to him and we were being so loud but it was fine jack thought it was funny af. and he kept like grabbing at his sheets so i thought he was having a nightmare or something.
we ended up going to the park and alex like told me about how he feels about etta and i was like yeah duh obviously. then we went into the fountain and thats how i dropped my phone. we hung out more then walked etta to her dorm and walked back to plantz and alex like confessed to both me and harrison and i was just like AH AH AH OOPS. and then me and harrison tried to give him advice and i was basically like "well dont get too bummed if things dont work out. its the second week." (because they wont)
then we all went to bed and i watched an episode of criminal minds and ate beef jerky i got from the vending machines.
i didnt have my phone all day and believed it to be broken. i told mama james that i dropped it down the stairs.
i hung out with ba ne a lot and were friends now and she lives in ormsby so i described sam to her and his real name is ALEC TRICKETT. and i saw him in the common room when we were leaving and he was playing piano and omygod he plays beautifully and ba ne like went in and said something so he would notice ppl there, and theyve met so she was like hi and he said hi but then turned back to practice so i didnt say anything and we left -_-
we went to ultimate frisbee practice with sean and wouter. it was really intense and fun and im still sore but it was such good exercise. i need to exercise. also geoffrey is on the team and he was shirtless the whole time and W O W he is gorgeous. and his butt is soooooo nice. michelle. SO nice. i just need to make out with him.
then we got back and had dinner and it was getting cold and we werent wearing anything but our athletic clothes which my ass looks great in. and I SAW ALEC LIKE GETTING TEA so i steeled myself and got up and went over AND THEN RIGHT BEFORE I COULD BE LIKE "oh hey, were you the guy playing piano in ormsby earlier?" HIS STUPID FRIEND CAME OVER AND LIKE SLID RIGHT IN BETWEEN US AND STARTED TALKING AND OMYGOD. so i just started pretend making tea in case the guy would leave and then they both went to the ice cream station and i threw my tea out and went back to my table mad as hell and just stewed and i was just a grump. then i went back to plantz and told wouter we could meet at warch later to do hw.
so im back in my room after my shower and im just lotioning and whatever when the door starts opening (cuz my door is never locked) and i thought it was teresa so im just like "one sec! im super naked!" but then i hear GUY voices so im like "WTF WHO IS THAT???" and its wouter and tylor so i force them back and make them wait until i have my pants and bra on. then they come in and make themselves comfortable while i get dressed (i looked super cute casual comfy you cant believe. i shoulda taken a picture.) and we went to warch for a hw session! (also malcom joins us)
so we're doing hw and then tylor and i go downstairs to the cafe to get coffee and alec is in there!!! so tylor and i are by the counter waiting for our orders and alec is standing like a few feet from us so tylor turns and asked "hey you live in orsmby right?" (cuz tylor lives in ormsby) and actually they are neighbors. so imma spend a lot more time in tylors room now. and so tylor introduces me and himself and now im in!
omg he has such a nice voice and hes so cute and beardy and i asked him about piano and told him he plays beautifully. he like mostly improvs. hes a physics major, and plays on the soccer team as well. god hes soo cool and well rounded. he was pleased that i asked his position on the soccer team and asked him about the game and i was so charming and asked a lot of questions and smiled and he quietly laughed at one of my jokes and michelle holy shit his smile is so cute and bright.
then we left and i was the happiest girl in the world and im literally in love with tylor he is such a perfect human being.
then we went back upstairs and recounted they events and i really didnt get much work done. like i dont even know this guy but since i saw him at class photo ive been like enamored. this is such a strange feeling. like i havent actually liked a dude in years. but this still feels different. its like painful. so painful. i was just in a druggy lovey daze for like half and hour. it was ridiculous. i wanna like go on picnics with him. fuck.
then i asked the guys what my next move should be so i was told wait 24 hrs then send a fb friend request. so that.
then malcolm leaves and so does tylor cuz he isnt working. so i get some food from the cafe cuz its hella late and we still have work to do and wouter and i go back to sage (where he lives, right next to warch) so that he can get his power adapter converter and we do hw in his floors' lounge. he finishes before i do and goes to bed and i finish then walk back to my dorm. walking through an empty campus at 1 am is weird but tranquil. then i put my leftovers in the fridge and dream of alec.
was fine. like class and i did the other half of my french hw. french is my hardest class, i have homework ALL the time and its always SO much.
i was on my way to get food or something when i ran into harrison and suzzie (this cool ass hispanic girl with green streaks in her hair and always wears blue mascara whos art as shit and i love) and so we were talking and then robert and alec came by. robert was riding on a skateboard and wearing like colorful socks so i was like "robert youre not cool" and he grinned and then alec turned to me and said "yea he is. hes super cool. take that back" so he passed and we looked at eachother and i said id think about it and he smiled and continued walking and fuck.
then i talked to them for a bit and my friend mira came over and i went along with my day.
after french tylor drove me, ba ne, maxx, wouter, and hritkarsh, to the mall and that was fun and great and we got wendys and i got 2 beanies, and earring, and a necklace. i only paid for the wine beanie. the necklace was by one get on free so wouter bought a necklace and i got a free one but i stole the other stuff... oops.
we went to dinner but before that we were all in tylors room waiting for sean to be ready to meet us and i went to the bathroom and ran into this group and they were already SO drunk. like it wasnt even 7. i met this girl cheyenne and she wasnt and she seems really cool but ryan was and gawen (or whatever) was HELLA drunk and kept being all over me nd hes really tall and like meh but apparently he like grossly came on to ba ne like about how hed never been with a black girl before (short version) so im already grossed out and like NAH towards him. but he has my number now but whatever, he probs wont remember he has it. i like ryan, hes really nice and ba ne is REALLY into him. but apparently hes in a thing with cheyenne and so i just broke the news to ba ne because im over it .
that night was activity fair and i signed up for a ton of clubs and then we went back to kyles again to pregame. (first we picked up tylor and alec was in the common room playing piano again so just kinda shouted hi alec! over at him and he said hey and continued playing.
i really like his roommate amelia. i love all his like suitemates. amelia was showering and we took shots. this started at like 8. so we just fucked around and the gays like discovered my tits and are OBSESSED with them. as is they sexually harass me daily, but this is a new level. sean likes to like juggle them to the tune of anaconda.
then sean like did an intricate braid thing with my hair and thats how i wore it for the rest of the night and everyone loved it and i wore the chain wouter bought from forever 21 and we all just played music and fucked around. this one girl ryn is SO cool and hilarious and ridiculous and shes literally my role model and she loves me too and thinks i should be a model becasue she really likes my face and we rapped all of gold digger together and earlier in the night i friended alec on fb and he accepted it like 5 min later and her route is really forward but she thinks i should like get to know him if i dont just wanna bang which i dont.
we went out. we went to a hockey party first in hiett (kyles building) it was like fine, a guy from my fresh studies class was there and i met ryns boyfriend. i talked to amelia a lot about boys because honestly im just so scared. like michelle ive never ever done anything concerning them. ive never had a bf or anything at all ever and i just have no clue what im doing and its absolutely terrifying because its like something i have absolutely no control over. and she was really comforting.
we like put on fun music and all danced and i also met this girl flo and malcom and molly came and it was great. then we left to meet kyle, but we lost tylor!!! so we went back to ormsby to find him and we couldnt. i checked him room and then the hall and back to the common room and i saw alec again and i actually talked to him because i asked if he had seen tylor and idk how but we just kept talking about it and its kinda fuzzy, like i was kind of worried tylor was sick somewhere but mostly i just wanted to talk to alec and they actually have a game today so he was staying in and yea. then i saw ba ne and for some reason she made me go back in which was dumb but whatever. then idk where she went but me wouter malcom and molly walked back to the cafe to meet sean and kyle and i sat down in the booth and just started CRYING like WTF?!??!?! it was so strange and intense and i was just bluthering and overwhelmed and it was the worst and godamnit. we went to two parties after that but they were lame so we just went back to hiett so i could get my back pack and then malcolm and i walked home. and hung out with maamie at the front desk with the RLA's on duty. then etta and a bunch of peeps passed so i went with them for a bit to harrisons room and we hung out. and i was jsut ready for bed so then i went to malcolms and got cold pizza and got in bed and watched an episode of criminal minds until i slept.
also there was badass heat lightning.