Sarah's Horny Posting

[valas-illyn]

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Hi! I'm Sarah, .

this is my horny-posting blog. My main is @sarah-ankh, go check put my pin there for more info about me.

Pretty much anything even vaguely spicy should go here instead of my main blog.

I'm a 27yo pansexual transfemme submissive, and very kinky. I love BDSM, chastity, collars exhibitionism, Forcefem, free-use, and spanking. Among others, I like to experiment.

And actually just power dynamics in general.

I'm Always open to roleplay. I occasionally post erotica I've written, or share my kinky dreams and fantasies.

Occasionally I participate in #tgirl tummy Tuesday when I'm feeling good.

Valas is the name of an OC of mine. A gender fluid drow with most of my kinks and a few extra. As well as a deep-seated fear of women. I'm more than happy to drop into character on request if anyone wants to torment them. 😋\

My asks and DMs are open.

[valas-illyn]

Just tried and failed at penetrating my boyfriend and I have very mixed feelings about it... Not sure how to unpack this.

So, I have no strong urge to be the penetrator, but I'm not averse to the idea. That said, every time I have tried, I have been unable to become sufficiently hard, it just... Bends. Instead of going in.

Then the failure (and I guess some amount of shame?) kills my erection and ruins the mood for my boyfriend.

He gets so disappointed and starts having brain demons, and then I feel guilty.

Today during the aftercare I was trying not to cry, then I said "I guess it's simply not a penetrative tool anymore" and that gave me a massive shot of euphoria, which has been at war with the tears since.

I tried to talk to my boyfriend about this and now he's kicking himself for "pressuring me" into it.

But I'm not being pressured, I want to do it. I mostly want to do it because I know it would make him happy, but in my head that's no different than when I surprise him with a box of chocolates or a plushie. It makes me happy to see him happy, and I get sexual pleasure from satisfying him. Does that make sense?

When we first started dating he asked me if I get bottom dysphoria and I said no. At least not in the sense he meant. I don't get dysphoria from having my downstairs handled.

But I guess maybe I get some new kind of dysphoria from penetrating? I've only ever penetrated a girl once, when I was a teen. And I kinda of blocked out the memory of it. Like I blacked out or something. Like, I knew that it had happened, but even 10 minutes after I couldn't recall any part of the experience.

And now with my boyfriend, the handful of times I've tried, it's just kinda gone numb, like my brain is refusing input. Then it goes soft and I can't get it up again for like an hour.

I just, I don't really know how to process all of this, and I feel terrible for disappointing him because he doesn't want his first time to be a strap-on.

[hollowistheworld]

I really can and will blame the 9-5 for everything. "We're in a loneliness epidemic" well, we have to spend a third of our day interacting with people in a professional way that makes forming real friendships difficult and then we're peopled out by the time we're done. "People are eating more and more unhealthily" people have to spend more than a third of their day doing work related tasks and they don't want to spend their tiny amount of free time making food. "People aren't involved in their local communities" after spending more than a third of their day doing work related things people are tired and also all those community events take place during normal working hours. "People need to get more hobbies" after spending more than a third of their day working, people are TIRED and don't want to do anything that takes yet more energy. "Literacy is dying" to maintain your critical thinking skills you need to read/watch things that make you think and after spending more than a third of your day doing work related stuff you are TIRED and don't want to expend even more brainnpower. "People need to get outside more" People. Are. TIRED. Because they have to spend all of their time working or preparing for work or recovering from work or doing all the chores they couldn't stay on top of because of work. I can blame fucking anything on having to work, it is truly the root of all fucking evil.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

What do you call an order of lesbian knights?

A polyarmory

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

They have a sworded romance.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

A future where the big four mech manufacturers are Hitachi, Google, Nintendo, and Ferrari

[hylandude]

Hitachi pilots are always girls who swear by the special equipment in the crotch area of the seat. The feedback when you shoot/get damaged (depending on the settings) is essential!

Google pilots rely on AI for everything. The machine is mostly autonomous but relies on a human to keep someone accountable.

Nintendo pilots come from a pro-gamer background. They wear AR headsets that make the battlefield look like an FPS.

Ferrari pilots value looks and speed over anything else. Its very easy to spot them, usually that's the last thing you see as they are so fast.

[lo1bits]

Can’t decide if I wanna be a Nintendo pilot or hitachi based on that, like I’m a gamer, I have thousands of hours in games and play competitively, but I’m also a lesbian pervert.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

So… an illegally modified Nintendo mech using Hitachi hardware?

[valas-illyn]

Want

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I have been ordered to masturbate by one of my girlfriends as apparently I deserve pleasure and shouldn’t deny myself choice and pleasure like some monk or something.

Being a girl in her 20s is a lot… I was raised to just be a shell of a man. This is some glorious and amazing bullshit.

I love my girlfriend and I guess I’m gonna go jerk off about it.

I am gay and have so many issues.

[lo1bits]

You ok girliepop?

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Yeah the magic wand was pretty great, fell asleep right after.

[lo1bits]

Do vibrators work on amab genitalia? I’ve tried it and just got bored, it was pretransition but still

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

It’s a lot better on estrogen in my personal experience… changes how the bits deal with sensation. It’s basically just a big clit.

[valas-illyn]

Can confirm. Very different, very good.

I like to use a chastity cage with the wand too

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I’m the kind of dog girl who needs to be hugged every day

[workplacefire]

Femboys

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Sweat, body glitter, faded makeup, aching legs, and cold night air.

I love being a Bay Area disaster tgirl.

[valas-illyn]

Trying not to be envious

[crescentalice]

bpd girls give the best head

[clowngirlcreampie]

One time I was having a threesome and going down on my girlfriend at the time and she told me it was the best head she'd ever had. HER girlfriend was right next to me and started to look a little offended so I immediately start sucking her off instead and after a little bit she was like yeah okay I get it and everybody went to heaven

[valas-illyn]

I don't know if I'm more jealous of your skill, or of your partner getting to experience it ...

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I think Hitachi should make mechs in the future, for the bit.

And for the sexual pleasure of the tgirl pilots.

[discoursedrome]

they're always bringing experts or activists on the news to agitate about porn and there's a standard script for this that's like "I think sex education is important, I'm not anti-sex, but so much of this porn is violent and misogynistic if not outright illegal, and it's far too accessible to our children"

I want to see someone finally be brave enough to say that the government should just make its own porn for teenagers that accords with community values, so they don't have to go to these shady places to get it. I think the government porn would probably be pretty bad but I would be so eager to hear about the process of designing it. there would be so many stakeholders and consultations. in canada it would have to be bilingual

[dickgirlsdaily]

[quendergeer]

no-one would find it at all sexy at first but then in 20 years there'd be a thriving fetish scene where people develop elaborate codes and practices around culturally-embedded tropes from government porn

[quendergeer]

guy who can only get off when his dom pretends to be badly dubbed into quebecois french

[valas-illyn]

Oh gods, I dread to think what the UK would make...

The shittiest, blandest, most stilted interactions possible. They'd have one random-ass video with a gay man and a lesbian just staring at each other in confusion.

@lxladies can you imagine it? Starmer government-issue porn?

The only good thing to come out of Boris Johnson's tenure would be finally getting some mild tory-appropriate kink

You could probably write a dissertation on the enforcement of British gender roles in the porn. Which would of course trigger a response where a spate of new videos would be made that are even more stilted and awkward where the actors go out of their way to explain how they *don't* fit traditional gender roles, then do exactly the same thing anyway.

[discoursedrome]

they're always bringing experts or activists on the news to agitate about porn and there's a standard script for this that's like "I think sex education is important, I'm not anti-sex, but so much of this porn is violent and misogynistic if not outright illegal, and it's far too accessible to our children"

I want to see someone finally be brave enough to say that the government should just make its own porn for teenagers that accords with community values, so they don't have to go to these shady places to get it. I think the government porn would probably be pretty bad but I would be so eager to hear about the process of designing it. there would be so many stakeholders and consultations. in canada it would have to be bilingual

[dickgirlsdaily]

[quendergeer]

no-one would find it at all sexy at first but then in 20 years there'd be a thriving fetish scene where people develop elaborate codes and practices around culturally-embedded tropes from government porn

[quendergeer]

guy who can only get off when his dom pretends to be badly dubbed into quebecois french

[boringkate]

Sorry, but if you weren't born with a dick then you'll never be a real woman.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I need a girl to beat me up and fuck me until I can’t deny that I am a woman. Because fuck dysphoria and self doubt is a bitch.

[the-mostwholesome-princess]

I SPAT MY COFFEE OUT READING THIS

I can like bully you in VC if you want :> or be nice about you too!

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

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[the-mostwholesome-princess]

Yay! You free in an hour?

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

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[the-mostwholesome-princess]

Oki everyone in an hour knows ur being dommed over VC good job answering pubilcy like a good girl hehe

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

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[alexaloraetheris]

Being ace and hot is a nightmare sometimes, I met this guy in my neighborhood, we live literally 200m away from each other, he's funny and witty and a genuine delight to talk to, and YESTERDAY he makes it clear he's flirting so now I'm trying to figure out how to turn him down and also throw my single friends at him because he really is a great catch, but I don't eat fish so he's wasted on me.

So now I have to figure out how to say 'I think, based on your tastes, I have some girlfriends you might like and they'd love to take you home, doggy walking same time next week?' in human speak.

[alexaloraetheris]

Task failed abysmally, I'm having a threesome on Tuesday. My job is to look pretty and hand over the props.

[alexaloraetheris]

That was fun, amd I learned some things about myself! Namely that I would make an excellent scantly-clad servant bowing to a sadistic evil queen. 10/10 would do it again.

[alexaloraetheris]

Please stop reblogging this, if it ends up on Tiktok some teenybopper is gonna call me bad ace representation.

[b0tster]

'why do ur lesbian ocs need condoms?'

bsky replies: its not uncommon for some tops to put condoms on the strap because its still possible to transmit std's. also it could just be a joke and shes just doing it cuz shes bisexual or something and has them lying around maybe and its funny cuz they dont need them?

tumblr replies: 'because bia has a massive cock'

[b0tster]

just saw someone say 'well trans woman are infertile so they wouldnt need condoms' and that is so many layers of incorrect i had to sit down lol 💀