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Val | 23 | idk I don't do much here | 18+ blog

[valckenaux]

I'm such a slut for pretty boys goddammit

[valckenaux]

Pin of shame

[nervmaup]

[valckenaux]

Ooohhh I’m obsessed

[shamebats]

[valckenaux]

Why are all of these actually life changing

[valckenaux]

Getting into performance arts as an adult is such a weird experience. It’s something I’m so passionate about but as a 22 year old (I know… oh woe is me I’m sooooo old 🙄 like come on girl you’re only 22) I feel so late to the game. I’m trying to just frame these as hobbies so I don’t get too attached, but also they’re such huge passions of mine and I feel like I could find success in performance arts. Don’t yall ever have that feeling like you could do or be something great? Like it’s actually gnawing at me from the inside.

I recently started writing music and learning to sing and scream with virtually no background, and I want to start learning how to produce. It’s so funny and weird to me to be in such a beginner space again, but it’s very fun. I also have been looking into casting calls to get into acting- this isn’t totally out of left field but it’s so fun.

It just sucks growing up in a small community with less ambitious parents, because I had no opportunity or guidance to get into these things. It always feels too late for me, like I won’t find success, which I know is so not true. I’m just very excited to be getting out there and learning new things.

This was just a thought-piece I wanted to get off my brain.

Also why is learning to scream lowkey so hard?!?! Growling is easy but breath control, screaming and singing are lowkenuinely hard for me??!!?$ like I’m 22 why am I struggling LMAO

[catchymemes]

[willoryn]

Okay but mid sex Lucifer getting a little overwhelmed by just how much he loves you and adores you and he's just hugging you close to him, nuzzling against your chest and neck and just saying how much he loves you over and over again before plowing you into the mattress

Oh I do love emotional sex 😭😭😭

He buries his face in your neck so you can't see the tears in his eyes. Even though they are tears of joy, he doesn't want you to think something is wrong.

Well, something is wrong, he supposed. You taught an ancient, broken thing like him to love again. You, this perfect creature beneath him in his bed who looks upon him with a softness and a warmth he never thought he'd feel again.

This wasn't supposed to happen. Not to someone like him...

And he's just supposed to be okay with that.

Or rather, he tries to be. But his voice and trembling shoulders give him away in an instant. His heavy breathing becomes broken and shaky, and he's holding you just a little too tight. His thrusts slow to a steady roll... like he's just savoring the feeling of you.

"Lucifer, what's wrong?" You reach up and rest a hand on the back of his head to get his attention. In response, you get a nervous laugh against your shoulder before he sits up and meets your gaze with his own misty one.

"I'm fine, honey," you don't know what you've done to me "just give me a second..." You have no idea how much I love you "just got a little overwhelmed, is all..." I don't deserve you...

"If you say so..." You say, unsure, but decide to trust in him. Then, you offer him that same soft, blissful smile that made him fall so madly in love with you in the first place. One that always takes his breath away. One he would fight armies of angels to protect.

...I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy. Anything within my power is yours. For as long as you'll have me. As long as you-

"I love you, Lucifer."

Suddenly, it's like a dam breaks and tears are pouring down his face.

But you don't get to utter another word. He doesn't know if he could take it anyway. His lips crash into yours and slams his cock so deep inside you you swear you can see the gates of heaven.

And like a piston, his hips pick up speed and slam into yours over and over at a feverish pace, filling you to capacity over and over. Holding you so close it's like hes trying to mould his body to the shape of yours. And he doesnt stop. He cant. Not until he's poured all of himself into you. Until you and him literally become one.

Until the walls are forever humming from the sounds of his 'I love you's and your cries of pleasure.

[themidnightmoth]

nothing says foreplay quite like smiling with a mouth full of blood

[baekcirrvs]

commission for my friend on twitter

[wittyjasontodd]

Two fictional men with the same haircut and same voice actors need them both equally

I have no shame they’re both so fine if u know u know

[localravenclaw]

Kingfisher is my new religion

[saerisfisher]

This kingfisher portrait by Gonzalom.art has me on my knees

[smart-macademia]

home library so I never have to leave the house 📚

[cator99]

[scratchygoddess]

[roguesquirrel]

@the-acid-pear

[valckenaux]

I’m just a child who wants to frolic but has been given unnecessary burdens and responsibilities bro let me back in the FIELDS I crave FLOWERS and SUNLIGHT and WONDER AND MERRIMENT

[heartseeker]

“kill them with kindness” Wrong. CURSE OF RA 𓀀 𓀁 𓀂 𓀃 𓀄 𓀅 𓀆 𓀇 𓀈 𓀉 𓀊 𓀋 𓀌 𓀍 𓀎 𓀏 𓀐 𓀑 𓀒 𓀓 𓀔 𓀕 𓀖 𓀗 𓀘 𓀙 𓀚 𓀛 𓀜 𓀝 𓀞 𓀟 𓀠 𓀡 𓀢 𓀣 𓀤 𓀥 𓀦 𓀧 𓀨 𓀩 𓀪 𓀫 𓀬 𓀭 𓀮 𓀯 𓀰 𓀱 𓀲 𓀳 𓀴 𓀵 𓀶 𓀷 𓀸 𓀹 𓀺 𓀻 𓀼 𓀽 𓀾 𓀿 𓁀 𓁁 𓁂 𓁃 𓁄 𓁅 𓁆 𓁇 𓁈 𓁉 𓁊 𓁋 𓁌 𓁍 𓁎 𓁏 𓁐 𓁑 𓀄 𓀅 𓀆

[what-even-is-thiss]

This is just Gardiner's sign list of Egyptian Hieroglyphics A1-B2 with a couple of repeats thrown in at the end. You've thrown a vocabulary list at us.

[magical-bear-dubin]

"Kill them with kindness" Wrong. CURSE OF CEASAR

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z S P Q R

[valckenaux]

I’m so sick of people making Y/N so soft in soooo many fics LOL like I get it I like being soft sometimes too but be fr if someone said “mind your business” to a simple question in passing I’m not acting all “aw I’m sorry 😣” and packing my stuff to move rooms I’m going “ppfff okay 😀 weird” and ignoring them like why are yall acting like you’re just rolling over and showing your bellies at every moment of the day. And like I LIKE being soft like that sometimes but every damn fic at every waking moment they’re acting all sad n defenseless n boneless like girl stand up ✋ aren’t we an avenger or warrior or whatever you are in whatever universe we’re indulging in rn aksjksjsksk

This really isn’t a big deal I was just annoyed but after typing it out it’s lowkey kinda funny bahahahaha

[american-boyboss]

[pangeasoftware]