i am SO fucking upset about teruki hanazawa look at me. tiny 9 year old teru alone in a big empty house. waking up ALONE and making himself breakfast and lunch and having to make sure by himself that his bag is packed. teeny tot walking by himself on the street and when he gets home nobody is there to make him snackies or help him with his homework or anything. playing soccer afterschool but no one shows up to his games and earning trophies to fill the shelves but no one is there to be proud of him. maybe sometimes he goes into his parents’ bedroom and looks at the bed that no one sleeps in, that no one’s touched in a long while. maybe one time he had a nightmare and went to their room and crawled under the sheets and pretended it was warm and familiar and smelled like home but it just smells like dust and laundry done a long time ago and he never does it again. the years go by and teru is so lonely in his empty house that used to have people in it and he gets so tired of seeing doors to bedrooms that arent his, a constant reminder that once upon a time he had people at home. he is so so tired that he calls the people he hasnt seen in years and then he’s really, truly alone in his own tiny apartment but at least there aren’t any signs that someone used to be here then left. now he can pretend that maybe, nobody left, that he chose to be alone. Look at me are you hearing me you need to pay attention
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