fleur de lune

ella/misa | 25 | she/they

[cwote]

please maintain your sanity during finals :))

[positiveautistic-deactivated202]

Repeat after me:

I will be okay

I’m not worthless

I deserve the best

I’m not going to be sad forever

This will pass

I need to hold on

There is hope, even for me.

[luminous-studiess]

100 days of productivity: day 1

setting up my new workspace! i still have a lot to do (buy organizers, tack things to my wall, actually study… ) but it’s a good start. the moon lamp looks cooler when the room is actually dark. and also, i’m forcing myself to work on my thesis. help. 

[tincek-marincek]

💎 G L A M O R 💎

Did I say how much I love painting fabric? No? Well, find the answer in this process video… (I can finally record videos again YAS). I didn’t draw my child Leia for a while, nor fancy fabric, so this painting was a must. I drew this in Photoshop CC with Wacom Cintiq 27QHD in 5 hours. Enjoy the video!

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[ai-em-maes]

Schmendrick came forward, his face cold and wet, but his voice level. “I turned you into a human being to save you from the Red Bull. There was nothing else I could do. I will turn you to yourself again, as soon as I can.”

The girl began to touch her face timidly, recoiling from the feel of her own features. Her curled fingers brushed the mark on her forehead, and she closed her eyes and gave a thin, stabbing howl of loss and weariness and utter despair.

“What have you done to me?” she cried. “I will die here!” She tore at the smooth body, and blood followed her fingers. “I will die here! I will die!” Yet there was no fear in her face, though it ramped in her voice, in her hands and feet, in the white hair that fell down over her new body. Her face remained quiet and untroubled.

[starxapple]

what she says: im fine

what she means:

the scene in the last unicorn where the lady amalthea falls in love with the prince is literally the saddest scene in any animated film ever because the prince 100% believes that he is the good guy and he is saving this woman but the reality is she isnt crying because she is in love shes crying because she is losing the innocence of being a unicorn and the crushing weight of her new found mortality and humanity is making her so lonely the only way she can live is to succumb to the mortal love that she didn’t want in the first place. hes killing her and shes accepting as a form of self suicide and mourning her own death and the song is played out as a twisted take on fairytale romance and people sit on this movie like its not one of the most amazing stories of all time and did i mention it was animated in the early 80s and it still looks better than most animated films today

[sailormoonedit]

[space-pics]

Saturn floating in space (composited from Cassini images) [OC]

[whitepeopletwitter]

[mothurs]

friend: you look stressed me: haha yeah it’s the stress

[a-hurricane-thundercloud]

To those of you that fear recovery because you’ve become so comfortable with your suffering:

You don’t notice it leave. It goes away slowly and you don’t even notice it’s gone until youre happy and content.

You won’t miss it. It won’t hurt. You won’t be empty. I promise it will be so much better than your head tells you.

[onfirewhenifoundit]

To those who worry you won’t be “you” anymore: You’ll be different, yes, but it’s a process of growing into the best version of yourself. You’ll stumble sometimes simply because some habit you developed to cope is now out of place, but you’ll be so much more able to pick yourself up again. And you will be who you were meant to be, without the distortion caused by illness. Be prepared for some grief for your old life, but don’t let that make you afraid to embrace the new one.

[sorion]

That voice that’s telling you to not get help, not take meds, to keep to yourself or it might change you? That’s a symptom. The depression doesn’t want you to get rid of it, and it’s lying to you to stop you from doing it.

Don’t listen.

[ryebreadgf]

let me tell you a secret – sometimes i think this might all be a bad dream. every now and then, when the world is quiet enough, when the yellow light hits the ceiling just right, i feel like a child again. sometimes i wish i could find the spot where time is the weakest, touch it, tear it apart, and wake up on the sofa, behind my parents’ backs where i’ve crawled after some nightmare. from the tv, a laugh track. i’m pretending to sleep. it’s summer. see, the balcony door is ajar. see, there’s a mosquito trying to get in. see, my heart isn’t aching. see?

[anniespositivity]

You pour and pour into other people’s cups. You give your all in order to be there for others and make them feel good, happy and loved. But you feel like no one is there for you. I know how that feels, my love. I know how harsh this world can be. I know that you always listen and give advice to other people but if you want to talk, no one seems to listen. I hear you. I can see how much you are hurting. Please remember that even though you feel that way, you are not alone. Somebody always cares. You matter so damn much. People tend to be so caught up in their own lives, with their own struggles, that they forget that you are hurting, too. That does not mean that you are not important. You are. Your struggles are valid and you do not have to conquer them alone. I am always here for you and I want you to know that I care. I love you very much. 

[butt-berry]

I thought my twenties would be a lot more exciting than me legitimately considering whether 4:30PM is too early to go to bed

[fromjordyn]

By the time I actually experience mutual love/romance it’s going to send me into shock and fucking kill me

[roadkillandcrows]

[petapeta]