just a lil guy

vee | 22 | aries

[veeraine]

thoughts are being thunk ……

[veeraine]

at the end of the day it’s all n*il g*imans fault and all my anger is aimed towards him for being a massive loser w no respect for anyone but himself. peace and love to anyone else involved in the show.

[veeraine]

okay i’ve given it time and whilst there were some really truly beautiful moments in the finale, i just am not happy abt the whole being humans and finding eachother thing. it’s not them. it never will be them. fanfics allow us to have these scenarios where they are humans and they do find each other and live in the south downs and hear nightingales. they didn’t even get a big goodbye?? it was just okay so we’re gonna do this that’s it see ya later. poof dust. they spent their WHOLE existences doing stuff to help others, to save others, i know that’s what they did here too, but for the love of god let them be happy together ????? ims o angry???? i really thought there would be a moment where god was like ahha got you this was the plan ALL along and you did the right things teehee now i’ll restore everything and you can live happily ever after! but nooooooo. im angry

[veeraine]

got diagnosed with fibromyalgia, watched the downfall of my fav show & the erasure of my fav characters all in one day. happy wednesday i guess!

[veeraine]

no one fucking talk to me about the good omens ending. i’m not impressed i will never get over this betrayal. they did NOT get their happy ending together. they didn’t even really get the chance to say what they wanted to or to even be together for two seconds without feeling the pain and worry of the universe on their shoulders. i do NOT gaf that ‘they’ found each other as humans because it’s NOT them. there was no happy ever after for them after centuries of pain and friendship and rescues and secrets and lies and laughter and love. fuck that show and fuck everybody tbh i’m going to crawl into a hole.

[veeraine]

im lowkey terrified to watch the new gomens episode. what if it doesn’t go exactly as i imagined it too i am too vulnerable for this rn. literally anxious thinking abt watching it but im going to. wish me luck.

[veeraine]

so how is everyone feeling abt good omens finale being out next week because me personally i feel sick to my stomach x

how will i explain to my irls that im going to be taking a period of mourning for the show. my boyfriend thinks im normal brained how will he discover that in fact my life revolves around a gay demon and angel. ive loved gomens for maybe 3 years now and even though im more mentally stable now (in some ways), they’re always in the dark corner of my brain trying to escape their prisons. im being so for real if the ending is NOT them being happily in love satisfied in every single possible way with no harm done at all, then i will be a threat to myself and others.

[veeraine]

hey so asking for a friend DEFINITELY but has anyone got any good alec hardy fics (smut or not) x reader preferred bc i am mentally unwell🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[veeraine]

dan and phil finally coming out and confirming that it’s always been gay was like my 9/11. i started watching them when i was like,, 8? i am now 22 years old and i STILL felt giddy and proud when i saw their video. i spent the majority of my life watching them and thinking about how they just have to be boyfriends, because otherwise how the hell do you explain it? they practically raised me and i will forever hold a space for them in my heart, although i wont ever forgive them for allowing 11 year old me to think going outside with cat whiskers on my face was socially acceptable. count your days boys. (plus v day vid mention in the great 2025 really rocked my life, that was insanity).

[veeraine]

my first comfort character was mr bean and i think that says a LOT about me as a child. bro was absolutely useless and misunderstood, never really knowing how the world worked and how he could fit into it. he never knew how to communicate his feelings or needs to anybody, barely even himself. and plus he had a severe attachment to teddy and that was SO me. i think most people would be embarrassed to admit any of this but i really don’t care because he was my favourite character and i resonated with him so much, which i obviously didn’t understand as a wee child, but now i am so fond when i think back to that time. plus he’s funny as fuck and yes i did cry when he finally got to the beach in mr beans holiday, and what.

also maybe i fancied him a bit ,,, just maybe. and maybe i still fancy rowan atkinson. maybe i do. maybe i dont. but if you watch black adder and see him in that frilly blouse then you’d get it too. don’t judge me x

[veeraine]

thomas thorne is such a special character to me because he has so much fluidity with his personality. he’s obsessive and dramatic and stroppy and sometimes rather creepy in his love for alison, but he’s also SO loving and dedicated and artistic and kind. he’s lonely and sad and just wishes to be loved in the way that he loves. imagine spending your life AND death loving so strongly, so furiously, and not ever getting that reciprocated. watching people experience the happiness you so desperately crave, realising your death left you alone and unloved, where even the ghosts around you find you too strange and irritating to provide you with that connection you so deeply desire. i think about the episode where pat gives thomas a half assed hug and thomas clings to him so desperately, just wanting to feel the connection and comfort from his friend, only for pat to then shrug him off and reject any further love thomas could have felt. yes he goes too far sometimes, yes he disrespects boundaries and makes people uncomfortable, but all he does is yearn to be loved, to be seen and appreciated for who he is. me personally i’d sit and listen to thomas recite shitty poems all day long whilst he lays his head in my lap and i play with his curls, because that’s what he deserves!!!!!!

[veeraine]

haven’t posted anything here for sooo long but i must say i have moved onto another babygirl and this time its ,,, alex karev???? i started watching greys anatomy as a way to pass time and now i am infatuated with him. does he beat the shit outta ppl? yeah<3 but is he still babygirl? also yeah<3

[thetardigrape]

This exchange is very telling.

Aziraphale, despite having helped Crowley or let Crowley help him as part of their Arrangement dozens of times, is terrified. But not for himself. He's not at all worried about what Heaven might do to him. He's terrified for Crowley.

Aziraphale lives in a constant state of fear, not that he'll be punished, but that Crowley will. From the moment they met, Crowley was in danger, and then the worst possible fate befell him.

So here, he's not doing this because he trusts Heaven and wants their rewards. He's doing this because he's afraid of what will happen to Crowley if he doesn't do what Heaven tells him.

All he's ever wanted is for Crowley to be safe.

[veeraine]

my babygirl is an ethereal being and that’s ok

[emmaharwoods]

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[veeraine]

aziracrow moodboard 💫🌌

inspo goes to @wdapteo , their d&p one slays!!

[emmaharwoods]

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[veeraine]

rip thomas thorne you would’ve loved hozier