Painkiller

Tell Me Your Pain || Independant doctor oc || NSFW and TRIGGER heavy

[multi-purpose-cleaner]

[merliiin]

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[undesiredcrown]

"I licked it, so it's mine." <3

Send “I licked it, so it’s mine.” for your muse to say this after having done so to claim them.

@veniacorporalis / accepting 

Cheeks heating up immediately, eyes darting over to stare up into dark one’s; tangled limbs withdrawing to sit up straight; trying to even out their height with pushing Renji down so he could straddle the other’s lap. Despite trying to, the other was still taller, though Juu cared less about that; he simply loves Renji’s height - in many more ways. “W-Wh..” Stopping himself from continuing he scooted closer, fingers running along broad shoulders. “I-I’m already yours..?” Voice sounding almost desperate, face leaning in close to brush nose against jawline. “all yours.. and only yours..”

[veniacorporalis]

undesiredcrown:

He didn’t knew where the boldness came from, nor did he knew why he was so addicted to Renji. But every time the doctor touched him, even the slightest bit, there was this tingling feeling that caused Juu to crave more; more of those touches, kisses - more of Renji himself. 

Just like now, after that short but passionate kiss; body heating up even more, hips grinding quicker against the solid bulge in the taller’s pants; simply needing more of Renji but apparently there was no time to dig further into the feeling, at least not like they wanted to. 

Being the good boy he was, he slid down under the desk in between the doctor’s legs, fingers running along inner thighs while he leaned in closer, lips brushing along the outline of his cock, wetting the fabric of his trousers while doing so. Juu needed to make sure he wouldn’t make any sounds; instead Renji should have some hard time to control his voice. The shorter made quick work of the zipper, pulling his pants aside along with boxers just enough to free his erect cock; eyes darting briefly up before giving the tip a long, hard suck. This was just the beginning and Juu knew exactly what Renji liked, what would get him into real trouble. 

         Jet black hues followed each of the human’s movements closely; as if not wanting to miss a second of that sight; lids turning heavy and drooping over dark eyes as he let himself enjoy such a delightful view. Who’d have thought Juu would look so good on his knees like that? Cheeks flushed and needy, Renji could easily tell what raw desire Juu felt for him and it’d be a understatement to say the being himself didn’t feel the same. 

         Soon a hand dropped to tangle in between golden locks; right as their eyes met; before the head of his cock was taken into that warm and awaiting mouth, managing a satisfied sigh to leave past the doctor’s tiers. He couldn’t completely relish on the pleasure it gave him, however, the patient was coming and right before the door opened Renji had to straighten himself, roll his chair a little forward to both hide himself and encourage Juu to take more of him. A voice asked for him and in return he gave a welcoming smile, beckoning the person closer with the hand that was just in Juu’s hair. “Please, come on in. Have a seat.”

         Renji was up to the task to keep the activities under his desk a secret even if that came with some difficulty, he was at a disadvantage since Juu already knew exactly what he liked, but despite that he was managing to keep a pretty calm facade; subtly moving his hips sometimes while also moving a foot in between Juu’s legs, gently pressing against his crotch; whatever quiet grunt that managed to slip past his lips as he explained and informed his patient was covered with a clear of his throat, using as an excuse that quite possibly he might’ve caught a little cold himself, nothing they needed to worry about.

[freshchemicals]

[veniacorporalis]

minugahanax:

Being looked at like he was the crown jewels of a country foreign to those hands; the Doll was rather blue in the cheeks. Where blushing was commonly red for those with red blood cells, his artificial blood was pastel blue; thus any highlights in his skin was a shade darker. Almost looked like bruising if one didn’t know the cause of his current bashfulness. Ebony shades fluttered as head turned to grace the other with a momentary stare; the praise seemed to just never stop as fingers trailed over his bare torso. A lent doll; a trial period it was for the new Doctor who had yet to see such creation. Only the rich of the rich had them created and on their arm like the latest wrist watch.

Stripped to his underwear; the Doll with a tight build stared up at the other being; lashes long and butterfly wing light in blinks before lips curled into a smile. A promise of being explored internally too; made Icarus’s body throb in the core; those chemicals he knew so well in his system kickstarting. “Thank you, Doctor Renji.” His hands lowered to that of those trailing his skin, to ease them back up to his face; where mouth parted and a finger was taken into the wet maw. Feel the life-like cavity; tongue rougher than most humans; just only slight; more stimulant for organs to be entered; but more sensitive on the pallet as the Doll shuddered fully on fingers he made press into the roof of his lips. 

The other hand was directed to his stomach; flat and with a hand upon the back of Renji’s to encourage him to feel more over his taut stomach. Hurt me; explore, examine him thoroughly Doctor. 

         Ah, this must definitely be one of the best days he’s had in a very long time. Each day was precious, full of opportunity for knowledge and pursue to fulfill that never ending curiosity of his, and yet not every day could be had where such an interesting being was within reach of those more than eager hands; ready to touch and explore, tear and break and pull apart a more than willing sentient toy, a doll that was just awaiting it. Ah, so fascinating! At the sight of a blueish flush Renji’s mind couldn’t stop picturing how artistically beautiful it’d be for blue to be dripping down those pretty features of the doll instead, rolling down slowly until blue droplets would finally reach chin and fall... It piqued his curiosity to no end, even more than usual.

         It was the doctor’s turn to flush at the cheeks; his imitating humans and hence why the red-pinkish color, despite the lack of actual red blood cells in his own being; once own long and thin digits where inside a realistic human-like mouth, fingers immediately pushing in further, deeper; feeling and memorizing the inside of that warm and wet cavity. “It’s almost...so real...” He found himself mumbling; reaching further, curling fingers into the back of the doll’s throat and feeling delighted with the spasms and softness of those walls, the wetness coating his fingers just addind to his excitement. “It’s so soft... So warm and wet.” Was sighed dreamily. 

         That hand on a slim stomach twitched, nails seemingly slowly being covered by a black screen and growing longer, sharper with it, like holographic claws except these were very real, the slightest of caresses over skin; soft feather like touches; enough to tear at the skin gently, break it enough to bleed yet not enough to reveal what’s underneath just yet. “I wonder...” A soft breath, claw-like nails teasingly dragging over skin, gently tearing and tearing the flesh-- If only Renji would press further, drag them harder... But he wanted this moment to last, taste it and relish it for as long as he could. “Are you as soft and warm on the inside, too? Will it feel just as real?” The nails of the digits inside Icarus’ mouth elongated as well, as he slowly pulled them back those nails were pressing down on his tongue, no doubt making a clean cut; like a perfectly sharpened knife; across the wet muscle. “Maybe even better?...”

[veniacorporalis]

bitbloody:

‘ it’s… less strange and more– ‘ a shudder ran through fait when the other’s tongue dug into the fresh, dripping wound he’d received not moments earlier, having clearly disturbed the wrong guy. was pining for some nookie really such a terrible thing? apparently, and such a mood was worsened as the pain flowered and spread through his face, a curious tongue flicking at the edges, lapping up the blood like some thirsty animal. their towering frame overtook him and he found himself in a rather uncomfortable state. ‘ er, it’s hot, if i’m honest. ‘

thin fingers ran through a mess of black hair, dark eyes hidden behind a veil of lids and lashes, and all he could think of was hurting. as nice as being catered to was, if only indirectly, the one he’d been chasing after had escaped, effectively putting a damper on his evening. free digits firmly pressed against the other’s chest, a quiet handful of hitched breaths leaving him. one denies and another provides – did he really have any room to complain? well, no, but this one wasn’t interested in what he wanted, that was plain as day. 

         Despite all the time he’s been around them the nature of human behavior could still escape from Renji’s grasp sometimes, even with the ability to be able to perceive what they themselves couldn’t; even about their own selves; to the doctor it was interesting and alluring every time he could feel something outside of what he learned was considered normal amongst them. “Hot, you say?” And this one...was more than a little different from what he was used to himself, as well. Each human was its own individual with its own set of goals and desires, such didn’t escape from the unknown entity that was Renji. He could tell what the other wanted, or at least, what he was looking forward to.

         A last drag of a wet tongue; flat against the other’s cheek; was given before the doctor was satisfied enough to pull away, the fluids still lingering on that wound working its magic and cleaning it from any bacteria whilst it made the process of healing faster and smoother.

         From his throat a chuckle came; amusement and curiosity laced together in the quiet rumbles of deep voice, jet black hues gazing down through heavy lids. “Was this what you desired?” As he mused that a hand came up to the stranger’s cheek, thumb caressing right bellow the now healing gash. “To be hurt? Feel pain?”

[veniacorporalis]

undesiredcrown:

Juu knew the doctor was busy, that’s why they mostly met in the afternoon or even during the night; though neither of them cared at all. The simple fact to spend time together was enough, no matter what time. However Juu would love to share some day time with Renji as well, yet he didn’t wanted to push anything; not now, not like this. 

Nonetheless his thoughts were occupied with something else; with the sheer fact that Renji was teasing him again, riling him up until he wouldn’t be able to take it and simply beg him to do     a n y t h i n g. Mere touches were driving Juu further into the state of not being able to control himself - mere whispers of his voice, so low and attractive. 

“Y-Yeah.. I was lonely.. I couldn’t stop thinking about you..” The truth; he even tried to touch himself but nothing felt good, nothing was enough, he simply craved Renji. To emphasize how m u c h he had missed the taller, Juu started ti roll his hips a tad faster; harder - knowing how much Renji loved this little game of teasing. A small gasp of surprise left parted lips, eyes darting up to stare into dark eyes. “I-I thought you were.. finished for today..?” A simple l i e. He knew there was one patient left; the simple thrill of getting caught was stirring Juu on. Lips brushing along the other’s, a feathery touch compared to the intense grinding. “I.. will hide under your desk..” Kisses peppered along his jawline to his ear. “.. and.. suck you off during your talk.” 

         The fascination he felt for humans was something that would never be surpassed by anything else for as long as he would exist. It was the reason why he took this form: to get close to them, study them, examine them, understand them-- So of course it was thrilling; every time Juu waited for him outside of the clinic; every time Renji would come over and spend the night; every time their lips would touch, skin flushed together; every time Renji would elicit moans and keens and mewls from the other... It was simply not enough, every time he just wanted more, more of him, more of this.

         See? There he was again, making suggestions that made him giddy to the core; so excited and willing; that his cheeks immediately gained that redish flush whenever he couldn’t hide the excitement he felt. Tongue darted out and over his lips covering them with an intoxicating mix; something that would just leave Juu hungry for more. “How bold.” A deep breath; his own hips bucking up to meet the other more eager ones; and he cupped Juu’s cheek with the hand that would just make him feel more desperate for more of his touch as Renji’s skin met his, soon covering Juu’s lips with his own in a quick, passionate kiss; ending more sooner than the doctor had wanted but it served its porpuse, now Juu’s lips covered with a thin layer of Renji’s ‘drool’ and leaving them with a sort of tingling sensation; an addictive feel; something that could just be quelled by the man, Renji, himself.

      “The patient is here.” He mumbled just an inch away from those lips, the promise of Juu’s actions just making him more and more excited as he gently urged him on to get under the desk. “I’ll reward you properly if you’re a good boy.”

[veniacorporalis]

undesiredcrown:

@veniacorporalis

It had been a thing for months now; Juu coming over to visit Renji or him coming to Juu’s place to spend time together; mostly ending in heated moments. And to think that it only had been a few months, the shorter one was already in need for the doctor, craving everything he had to offer. 

Juu didn’t knew why and didn’t cared either; everything on his mind simply screamed for Renji, for his scent, his touches, his voice - everything. Therefore it was no wonder he was already marching into the building, heading straight for his office. Cheeks already tinted in a vivid shade of pink, heart hammering against his chest while he approached the taller one; sitting all leisurely and god damn sexy in his chair. “Renji..” Voice a mere whisper above ragged breath, fingers tangling into black hair the moment he was close enough; legs placed on either side to straddle him while scooting as close as possible. 

“I-I miss you..” Not really like it would be after a longer period of time,  they met each other yesterday, right after Renji had finished work. Hips starting to roll in a slow rhythm, creating the tiniest friction; fingers kneading through hair while lips covered the doctor’s face in kisses. Normally Juu wouldn’t be that straight forward, heck he even feels super embarrassed - but the employee didn’t cared in the slightest, not now. 

         There were various papers; reporst and personal notes taken on each and every one of his patients that day, for future reference; piled neatly on his desk, Renji working on each of them quickly and efficiently, experienced hands writing down exactly what he needed after that last patient had left. After this there was only one last patient before he was free for the day...

         The door opened and, for a moment, the doctor thought his last patient was here already; instead, though, he was greeeted by none other than a very needy; very bold and eager; Juu. Far from being surprised or annoyed by his presence it warmed his made-t-be human heart that the other would go out of his way for the doctor like this. Hands rested on already familiar hips pulling him closer, the kisses peppered across his visage causing curls of tiers upwards, a soft chuckle or two managing to get past them.

         “So soon?” Was whispered against golden locks; even like this, with Juu sitting on his lap, Renji was still very much towering over him. “Were you feeling lonely without me, hm? We just met last night.” Regardless of his slight teasing the fact that we found himself thinking about him, too, couldn’t be denied; thoughts of Juu filled his head more often than not, hence why this had been such a nice little surprise. Renji’s hands; warm, almost sending little sparks of pleasure wherever they touched; gripped at Juu’s hips a little tighter, thumbs drawing gentle circles above his clothing.

         He knew exactly the effect he had on the other and he himself couldn’t get enough of him, either. Past his lips a soft, warm breath was exhaled near Juu’s ear; lips and teeth porpusely barely just scrapping against it; the doctor’s voice dropping an octave lower, getting quieter, rougher.  “I have a patient soon... What will you do?”

[dcmnation-a-deactivated20210228]

idrxs:

orderonlycomesfrompain:

ghoulardii-archive:

(ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ desperate ‘pls stay’ sex (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ angry make up sex (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ public sex & tryin’ to keep quiet (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ car pulled off to the side of the road sex (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ wake up in the middle of the night sex (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ all of these things 

✧･ﾟ:*(▰˘◡˘▰)*:･ﾟ✧  lazy morning before breakfast sex. ✧･ﾟ:*(▰˘◡˘▰)*:･ﾟ✧  we started out spooning to nap sex. ✧･ﾟ:*(▰˘◡˘▰)*:･ﾟ✧  it’s 3 am & I woke up from a sex dream about you sex  ✧･ﾟ:*(▰˘◡˘▰)*:･ﾟ✧  more of these things.

(•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡ I had a night terror & comforting me turned into sex sex (•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡ I wiggled just right when you were giving me a massage sex (•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡ we’re running late so we’ll shower together but then – sex (•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡ we’ve been frustrating each other for hours bc people were around but now we’re alone sex (•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡ I need you to fuck me & I need you to fuck me now sex (•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡ we finally have the place to ourselves sex (•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡ Make the dark thoughts & memories & pain stop sex

へ(゜∇、°)へ We’re probably going to die tomorrow sex へ(゜∇、°)へ We’ve been fighting for three hours and I’ve never hated you more sex へ(゜∇、°)へ I’m trying to forget we broke up sex へ(゜∇、°)へ I am leaving for a long time and might not come back sex へ(゜∇、°)へ We haven’t seen each other in so fucking long sex へ(゜∇、°)へ I just want to feel something sex へ(゜∇、°)へ You’re only with me for my body but I don’t care sex へ(゜∇、°)へ We’ve been low key sexting under the dinner table sex へ(゜∇、°)へ Shhh, my family might hear you sex. へ(゜∇、°)へ What the fuck are you doing here sex へ(゜∇、°)へ our lives are falling apart sex へ(゜∇、°)へ we can’t keep doing this but god i need to fuck you sex へ(゜∇、°)へ we burnt dinner let’s just eat each other sex へ(゜∇、°)へ we just murdered three people sex へ(゜∇、°)へ miserable sex へ(゜∇、°)へ we were trying to make sweet sweet love and then you bit me sex へ(゜∇、°)へ this started so hardcore and now I want to cry i love you so much sex へ(゜∇、°)へ dirty little secret sex へ(゜∇、°)へ at first you were just innocently sitting in my lap and I realized you weren’t wearing underwear sex へ(゜∇、°)へ i have no idea where this boner came from sex へ(゜∇、°)へ you slapped me and it was hot please let’s do it sex

[kinbari14]

Peek-a-boo, Maya sees you

[veniacorporalis]

   It’s only been two days and I already have more followers than I ever expected— Thank you so much!

[kurai-reii]

[veniacorporalis]

|| @shiroumasa better not be eating too many sweets!

      “Hm... Pastries?” Had been the very first thing coming out of Renji’s mouth the moment his next patient had set foot inside the consulting room. These kind of scents were very easy to pick up, yet, in this occasion just made the doctor chuckle with both amusement and glee. Eating wasn’t something indispensable, barely needed, even; but not even a being like him can deny that sweets brought some extra joy into his life. “Not exactly nutritious, yet delicious and enjoyable nonetheless. Hopefully this isn’t a visit to check your levels of sugar in the blood, is it?”

[veniacorporalis]

|| @glxtzy, the doctor will see you now.

      “These are some interesting results.” Not like Renji needed them, just a good look at the other could tell him everything he needed to know; expert and trained hues picking up on the smallest of details that would help him reach an accurate diagnosis later; but there was never waste in being precise, was there? After having scanned over them once more he’d then glance up; a soft, friendly smile resting on his features. “I assume laying the alcohol aside is not an easy task, hm?”

[veniacorporalis]

|| @minugahanax​, the doctor will need some testing.

      “Ah... Fascinating.” How new and inventive, how has he never heard of this so entertaining doll, up until now? Renji was like a child in christmas right at that moment, eager and excited to pull the wrappings of new his gift apart and see what’s inside— That oh so human like skin were the wrappings, the true prize lying right beneath. But hands kept touching; eyes opened wide and expecting; curiosity emanating from every fiber of his being, fingertips in specific as they caressed and dragged themselves on whatever patch of flesh the found themselves in., unable to decide whether to continue or take it a step further.

      “I can feel what is underneath... I cannot wait to see, to explore further what is feels like within you.”

[veniacorporalis]

|| A quite interesting speciment you are, @rcyalwhip.

         A certain glint was clear in dark; almost sparkling; hues, quite shamelessly staring at the creature in front of him not too far off, just thinking oh how much more he needed to learn from this world before he could be trully satisfied. To think that to this day there would still be a creature he had not heard off as of yet. Interesting, trully.

      “I must say, I find myself quite intrigued by you. You are like nothing I have ever laid my eyes upon...”