venting mental health🥀

[ventingmentalhealth]

Thought i could finally stop posting on this page but its always a gimmick

Thinking bout doing some dumb shit rn

[ventingmentalhealth]

I wanna take those pills so bad... but I wanna make sure it be the end & not wake back up

[ventingmentalhealth]

Starting to hate waking up...

[my-dailydreams]

[ventingmentalhealth]

We have one- ✨️Dream World✨️

[ventingmentalhealth]

Before this year is over with- please let me be dead or finally free✨️🤞🏼

Hopefully in the next year or 3- ill be dead or finally free✨️🤞🏼

[ventingmentalhealth]

I'm becoming silent again

Nothing to say, nothing to be loud about

Until something comes about

Just mute

No unnecessary loudness & noise just because or because of the annoyance of people looking for a reaction out of me

Just silence

Why not?

Don't have anybody anyways

There's nobody there

[quotefeeling]

“Do not lose hope. Please believe there are a thousand beautiful things waiting for you.”

— Unknown

[ventingmentalhealth]

Eh...

[dollscreatives]

im so tired of being out of place & not belonging... if i had somewhere i belonged i wouldnt mind being the outcast

there'd be nothing to worry about...

[ventingmentalhealth]

Idk how else to help myself but ik im tired of struggling

Idk how I didnt crashout yet

[ventingmentalhealth]

i wonder if i was any other person, child, sister, daughter, etc... would things have turned differently for me??

it was said that "she gonna be just like her brother, going to school at night- if she dont stop", "i think something's wrong with her", "you should did what ... did" & so much more...

would that have made me better?? would i have everything i needed & do exactly what my brother did which was get the fuck away from all of it & never come back...

i desire that so much!! its all i want.. would it have made me more loveable, more seen as a family member, seen as someone/something worthy.. i think..

i wish i was someone else & somewhere else

[ventingmentalhealth]

I genuinely feel like something's wrong with me... like what is it about me that makes people be weird, dont stay, make me believe they're staying then leave anyways, make me always end up alone..

What is it about me???!! what is it about me that makes me nothing when i do so much?!!

Yesterday I had came to the conclusion that for so called "family"- im not the one thats actually cursed, its them cursing me but today with people outside of that, i have yet to figure what the problem is when it comes to me & that person, people

That shit genuinely bothers me sometimes.. cause no fucking way am I crying because once again it happened.. like i dont understand at all...

I dont wanna keep longing for life..

[timeaway]

I’ve never belonged anywhere I’m always just in between

[free-my-mindd]

No one can hurt me if I don’t let them

[paper-wounds]

[a-path-by-the-moon]

[ventingmentalhealth]

Oh?👀 see u got me there...

negativity thrives as we see with trends & the world which i dont follow but somehow it thrived anyways just instead- for me its mentally

Wow...

[mournfulroses]

Ariel Day, from a poem titled "Games," featured in Black Roses: Poems about Love, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Self Love

[ventingmentalhealth]

i dont wanna live in a world where im unloved, unwanted, alone & dont belong