notes app shit

[ventingtothewalls]

a woman but in the same way hurricanes are women

[ventingtothewalls]

being a lana del rey sun and mercury, cigarettes after sex rising, ethel cain moon and hozier venus

[fairydrowning]

I want a simple and quiet life. I want ordinary things in life like a simple breakfast with my own family. I want a life where home is not just a place to live but instead it's a place where no heartaches, where no-one grieve over people or different things, where no one hurt or fear from anything. I want a house where we all heal and we raise a family that doesn't need to heal. A simple life where we all eat dinner together while laughing over simple things.

[fairydrowning]

When i have a home of my own, it will be filled with so much love, so much warmth, so much tenderness, there will be space to be scared, to be vulnerable, to be held, and heard. There will be laughter, there will be closeness, cooking and sharing, the table will always have food, the door will always be open, there will be touch, there will be compassion, there will be kindness. there will be love, it will be love, everyone will be loved.

– SOURCE: "guulabii" on Tumblr

[abs3nt]

[weltenwellen]

Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance

[dailykafka]

- January 6, 1915

- The diaries of Franz Kafka, 1914-1923

[ID: A promise of some kind of happiness resembles the hope of an eternal life. Seen from a certain distance it holds its ground, and one doesn't venture nearer. End ID]

[derangedrhythms]

My rivers tilt towards you.

Marina Tsvetaeva, Selected Poems; from ‘My ear attends to you’, tr. Elaine Feinstein

[fairydrowning]

– Sue Zhao

[TEXT ID: I know what you wanted. You wanted someone to save you. / No, I wanted somebody to love me. / I think it's the same. It's the same. END ID]

[auralrapeblackearth]

[ventingtothewalls]

From The Surrender Theory: Poems by Caitlin Conlon

[ventingtothewalls]

i wonder if he smiles when i text him too

[weltenwellen]

Franny Choi, from "Bird Watching"

[aaresx]

Mary Shelley, Frankenstein

[derangedrhythms]

I have called your name over and over in my head 

Carol Ann Duffy, Selling Manhattan; from ‘Correspondents’

[deadithurts]

that part in normal people where he starts crying to his therapist about how he thought everything would be different in college, a good different, a good life, better friends, but life turned out a lot worse and he doesn’t have any friends and now he can’t even go back to what he thought he could do better than. there’s nothing left to go back to. the most fucked up thing about childhood is how you spent the entirety of it wishing you were older but then you are older and if it’s horrible, you don’t have the security blanket of saying “it’ll be better when i’m older” like you did when you were a kid cause you are older now & it’s not better, you have no real friends and you can’t even go back to being a kid and it’s a horrible horrible realisation

[ventingtothewalls]

to be the one who fell first

[ffblack-deactivated20230826]

abandoned souls