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I love him and it shoots happiness through my body the same way you feel tingly in your elbow when you accidentally hit your humerus. I love him and it happened accidentally but now I feel it wholly radiate through me until my lips part in the goofiest smile of overwhelming love because - he loves me back.

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I feel like The Office is only funny if you're tipsy.

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Just need him to cradle me like a baby so we're both chest to chest playin with my hair till I fall asleep in his lap whilst watching cartoons from my childhood.

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Just need a super dramatic moment wherein I fal against the shower wall and slowly slide down while the water is pouring down and steamy all around me and I just sit there on the floor for about an hour and get hit with the force of the hot water washing me until the burn on my skin feels massaging

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Straight outta lock down you want to start doing the most. Going out all the time, catching up with old friends, even doing new things with new people. My advice is, take it easy. Slowly ease your way back into your social life. If not, you may end up socially burned out. I promise it's a real thing. One minute you're having a ball, the next you have no energy mentally, socially, physically to even kick a ball let alone remember why you wanted to go out and do things in the first place, especially if you're more introverted than extro. Go easy! Protect your energy!

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Might just rip my heart out my chest and eat it. That's how numb I am rn. That's how done I am with feeling feelings.

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My heart is actually gripped with fear every time I go out to water my rose stems that I've planted for the first time ever by myself because I hear José Olivarez scream this quote in my head

"I killed a plant once because I gave

it too much water. Lord, I worry

that love is violence."

- Citizen Illegal

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I just need to read a book that turns my heart inside out. Any recommendations?

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Before I moved 4 hours away from my childhood home, I used to feel his presence on everything there. On the bed that we used to lay on, whispering to each other about the intensities of our love, on the squeaky couch we watched TV on and tried to start things up on at 3am, on the window he appeared at when I was about to give up all hope in life when he walked from 20 minutes away at midnight to kiss me through - to tell me to stay. In the lounge when he embraced me and vowed that one day we will pose this way for a sculpture of us that will be displayed outside our home. I felt him there still, every time I walked past or sat on or looked at any of these places. I thought that once I left, I would no longer feel the weight of his presence and be moved to tears through pangs of the heart. Now, here I am, far away, and still I feel his presence. It's like I've brought it with me unknowingly. As someone who packs away a hairbrush that has strands intertwined in the bristles. He's here. He's in my heart and my head, in my soul. There is no escaping my love for him.

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Can someone please tell what it means when the guy you've loved for what seems like forever, parted with you because he couldn't love you, gets into another relationship, comes back randomly and tells you this:

"I'm a destructive person that runs away when it gets serious. I hate being trapped so I find whatever way out, regardless of my heart. I don't like thinking about this, my head is a confused space. My heart, it speaks to me in riddles. All I know is, I feel comfort in you."

And then ghosts you.

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Watching the sunrise through a small slit where my bedroom curtain isn't fully drawn >>>

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Just got awakened at 6am by my mom switching the light on to ransack my closet. I feel like a buffering, sore eyed sloth - but I came on here to wish all a merry fucking day. I love all you ol sports.