Unbetitelt

trembling pain a writers blog

[vibrantdarkness]

When you think you can not open the door, remember that the whole wall is an illusion.

[vibrantdarkness]

I am tired of being a woman

I am tired of being a man

I am tired I am tired I am tired

I am tired

[vibrantdarkness]

close the curtains

break the mirrors

smash your phone

quit your job

burn down the house

end your contract with society

[vibrantdarkness]

we did not say a naked word

we did not move a single space

we closed our eyes

once again happily smiling

on fashisms rage

once again the future will look back

on us humble cowards

asking

how did you let this happen?

[vibrantdarkness]

I must have a heart

for it still hurts

[vibrantdarkness]

I must have a heart

for it still hurts

[vibrantdarkness]

in this time there is no space to sleep

in this time there is no space to live

I am longing

exhausted dream

for another time

[vibrantdarkness]

and I stopped breathing

hoping my thoughts would follow my breath

finally leaving me alone

[vibrantdarkness]

I am tired

I am tired and exhausted

bloodless sleepless dreamless

unbearable greatness

expectation of tomorrowland

I am tired

Tired of the future

[vibrantdarkness]

there is only pain

the same old boring pain

tasteless emotions

rotting memories

I am tired of the things to come

I am tired of the future

I do not want to be tired

I want to burn

burn down this world with my own fire

where is my fire

where is the anger I had as a young one

where is the wrath I had as a child

where is the fury of youth

[vibrantdarkness]

I walked within chest bones

an arch of mysery

nothing is me

and I am nothing

[seerdahn]

every written novel is a non comitted suicide