the wrinkle in her nose underscores the meaning behind her smile–– the one that understands that they’ve reached an understanding. eyes glance around them, as tiny flecks of magic continue to course through the veins of the cottage. she explains, “It becomes intuitive.” or that’s what she’d like to believe, often newcomers get side tracked along the decorated corridors. but the home had always been a part of her life, like a friend, or a guardian. she didn’t have to grow used to allowing it’s magic to hem in her soul, instead it so ardently engulfed her, where sometimes she didn’t understand where her wishes ended and its intentions had begun. “Like the roots of a plant that sprout vines or petals or fruit, it grows and nourishes. I find that once you allow its magic in your heart, it cherishes every part your being. It’ll take time, I assume.” she gives Uly a reassuring pat on his shoulder, “Like all things, you must build a rapport of trust, and when you respect this home, it learns to respect you.”
she begins to imagine the different facets of The Poulailler–– “I’ve never been to, what it is? A burlesque theatre.” she pointedly refuses to use language that could challenge the integrity of the business. she doesn’t wish to offend nor does she begin to understand the depths of seedy nature that could or could not go on within those walls. she asked, “You lived there all your life?” further pressing her questions, she is famished for information on her brother’s upbringing. “I think if it has traces of who you are, I wouldn’t mind dipping my toes there…” she craves to know how the other half lives. refusing to be jealous of the very different upbringings, her lip contorts into a thin line. “We have lots to catch up on, you know?” her composure wavers, she almost feels embarrassed as the words flutter from her lips with a light chuckle, “It’s my wish to understand everything about you.” she hopes her brother feels the same.
a guilty, nod of disdain follows. no wonder he’s agreed to meet with her, and stay with her–– the whispers hadn’t yet tainted his ears, it seemed. there is a slight fear looming over her–– its fingers are nearly pricking at the skin of her shoulders threatening to ruin that newfound relationship. In her ears it confirms those insecurities: that she is unlovable, that she will end up truly alone, and that she wasn’t worth an ounce of warmth in the world. a shiver travels up her spine. “What’s a cottage when the whole world is burning.” her gaze is cold, as if irises have turned to stone. her sarcastic quip it tossed to the side as she explains, “I would just be careful who you speak to about me. There are some narratives that are being passed around as if they are the truth.”
Another laugh cackles from his lips. “Like the roots of a plant or vines or petals or fruit - how very Frasier of you,” He wonders how much of her upbringing was done through the lens of the natural world around them - and how much of that perhaps existed inside him too…buried deep down. Would he find that parts of the cottage corridors would see familiar - like a memory he’d deemed too fuzzy to have existed as anything but a dream? As he earned respect in the building and each hallway lead him to where he needed to go, would he find any evidence of the young boy who once lived there so many years ago? Small drawings tucked behind a new bookcase, a toy long since forgotten that it could not have been scrubbed away from the mother who had tried to bleach his existence from the home?
“I will admit…my interest in exploring and learning the layout has been piqued,” Though he still remains uncertain if the cottage will ever feel like an extension of him the way his own home has become. “Burlesque shows, yes,” He nods. “The woman who brought me in worked there at one time, I believe, and has worked on building it up for as long as I can recall,” Many would not think of such a place as beautiful, but Ulysses thinks of it with a sense of pride, having watched the building expand and entice wealthier customers and create quite the safe haven for girls who had nowhere else to turn. “She used to say she couldn’t trust my grubby little fingers not to wreck the apartment she lived in, so it was easier to let me burn energy out backstage or out on the floor,” He explains. “If we all make it to this weekend…I could always take you there before any of the shows start,”
Despite his reputation, Ulysses had a larger fascination for the technical and business aspects of his foster mother’s shop than the actual performances put on by the women there.
“About thirty years worth to catch up on,” He agrees. When her gaze turns cold, he worries he has perhaps said the wrong thing and ruined it all. Had he brought up difficult memories of their mother that she wished to forget? Was he rushing too much with trying to learn about her? Had she, perhaps, made a tragic mistake since becoming Head of Frasier and he was simply too much of a dunce to have heard of it? “When the whole world’s burning, a stone cottage could be the last thing still standing amidst the ash, waiting to rebuild it all again,” He points out. “I’ve been known to lend an ear to gossip, but seldom do I attribute information to it –” Unless it was misinformation. Or he’d been paid to. But he’d charge too high of a price than most could afford to lie in the name of his sister. “Besides - I prefer making my own judgements of people than listening to others.”