A Note On Current Society
Iām a sophomore and soon to be a junior in high school. Today, I ran the risk of a significant portion of my school dying or being at that risk. We as a student body knew there was a risk to our lives.
I personally, and a large portion of my school, have never been to a school where the risk of a shooting wasnāt a significant issue. And we have had enough.
Below are the names and ages of those killed in a multitude of shootings.
My school was almost a statistic. I was almost a statistic.
āStarting with Columbine, there have been 85 school shootings. Those shootings have killed 223 people, including students, teachers and staff. That adds up to 11,100 years of life cut short by gun violence. ā * Any deaths since this article was published are not included.
My school claims to be a family and a United one at that. But we are not. No high school is. And especially not one with students numbering in the thousands. We have groups and factions. We are not united.
But today we were. Today we were untired by fear. Today, today we were untired by the fear that our fellow students may not make it through the day.
Today we were unified by the fear that we could all die today.
We could all die. I might have died if the threat had been real. But it wasnāt. No, the threat was only that, a threat.
But what if it hadnāt been? My school didnāt seem to care. My school has never taught us as students what to do in an active shooter situation. All we have ever been told to do is hide in the dark. Donāt run, hide in the dark.
Someone I go to school with posted this on his Twitter.
āAbout three days ago, on Friday, May 3, [my] High School announced that there had been a threat to the school that had been planned for Tuesday, May 7. The situation was investigated and yielded no results. As a result, the event planned for that afternoon was cancelled and additional officers were assigned to the school for that day. I am not the first person to be posting about this, and most certainly wonāt be the last, but this is an issue that needs to be addressed. Every single student, teacher, and staff member in the school was and still is at risk. If something were to actually happen, the school did not take all measures possible to prevent the threat. As I stated before, I am not the first to address this issue, multiple more of my peers have voiced their fears for their safety, both online, and in school. Some of whom were called directly to the office and given a talk about how āsafeā the school grounds are. A good portion of these studentsā parents completely agree with their childrenās claims, and yet the school has done nothing else to ensure the student and staff safety. We have a right to fear not only for our safety, but for the safety of those around us. I am speaking as not only a student, but a child left under the protection of the school when I state that l and so many others are terrified, and the repression of our fears does nothing to help them. All schools, not justĀ [my own] need to address things like this with more severity and listen to their studentsā concerns. ā
Another friend posted this on Facebook.
"Rumors have gone around that there is going to be a school shooting on Tuesday, May 7th; the principal has said that there isnāt enough information to back it up, and that there will be just a few more officers on Tuesday. lf it does happen, and people are hurt, or even worse, killed, just know: [my] High School did not do everything they could to protect us.ā
The way my school ā protected usā today was by having a few extra police officers around. Thatās all. I spoke to multiple people who were there and thatās what I was told.
I didnāt go to school today. I didnāt go because I was scared if I went into those double doors, I wouldnāt be coming back out. I was scared that if I went to classes, Iād leave them in a body bag. Yes, that is dramatic, but that is the world we live in. Iām 15 and already scared that my friends could be dying around me.
I shouldnāt be wondering if Iām going to outlive my friends until Iām an old woman and trying to beat them.
I was told you did it out of fear
My fellow students didnāt count
Some of us didnāt make it out
Calling and texting our goodbyes
And hoping we can see family again
Raised here, this is the norm
Even though I cry remembering it all
Death by school shooting is now common
Forget about our families
Or the friends we leave behind, but we
Missing death hidden in the bathroom
Yet I still watched my friends die
Leaving to return to class,
For my loving teacher and classmates,
Each had a bullet aimed at them **
What if I had taken a sick day?
Would I have had to watch you die?
And watch everyone there sob?
What if you had the flu that day?
And smiling happily from your bed?
What if they had sped on the road?
Would a cop have pulled them over?
And saved all of us from that?
What if you hadnāt been shot?
Would I still have my best friend?
And someone I know I can trust?
What if you didnāt know her?
Would you have still jumped?
And landed in the bullets way? **
And push you out of the way
Putting myself there instead
Iād do it in a heartbeat
I could ever want in the world
With a bullet hole in your chest
But mine has been shattered
Because Iāll have to go on
* https://www.sandiegouniontribune.com/opinion/editorials/sd-columbine-anniversary-school-shootings-20180420-htmlstory.html
** Poems I wrote after I learned of a school shooting that I feel I should leave here.