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30s, Male, London. Also, Why are you here?

[virdivinus]

[ Wow, you're seriously going to attempt reading about me?? Alright then, before we begin this long and tiresome charade, let's go over the basic information you NEED to know and understand.. ]

[ People are so fucking insane, I made a new blog, yes, you may know me from my old blog @arseholism ]

[ NO! i do not want to subscribe to your OF]

[ I don't "want" you. I don't "need" you. I don't want to "come see you". ]

[ Please for the love of whatever you love most, do not bother telling me this post offended you]

[ Aw you look beautiful when you’re smiling! Love those shoes too ;) ]

[ Alright, get comfortable my darling ]

[ I love people, i just don't find many interesting. So technically, the law of averages works against you.]

[ You might be awesome.. please, feel welcome to change my mind ]

[ Okay, Lets go. ]

[ My name is Arias ]

[ You pronounced that wrong! ]

[ No, I don’t want to teach you how to pronounce it right ]

[ I like coffee ]

[ I like people. I wouldn't be able to live without people.]

[ I love talking ]

[ You don't know me ]

[ You probably wouldn't understand me even if you did ]

[ I'm From London ]

[ I also live in Los Angeles, Sydney and New york ]

[ Because i can ]

[ I travel a lot ]

[ I'm 6'3 ]

[ I like short girls ]

[ .. as a concept, I haven’t dated anyone short ever ]

[ Not midgets. Short girls ]

[ My dad's white, my mum's spanish .. Incase you wondered ]

[ I love American accents! They’re so fucking cute!! ]

[ I'm English ]

[ Yes i have an accent, it's london with a hint of sydney]

[ I like it.. ]

[ No you probably will never hear it ]

[ I've played Piano, Guitar and Violin since i was 4 ]

[ I write Poetry, lyrics and music when i'm bored ]

[ No i will not write you a song ]

[ Yes i can sing ]

[ No i will not sing for you ]

[ I love to cook ]

[ No i will not cook for you ]

[ I'm blunt so i can be an arsehole ]

[ I'm quite nice in general ]

[ I'm passive, i really don't give a fuck ]

[ Unless i care.. then I absolutely give a fuck ]

[ I won't suck up just so you like me ]

[ I do what I want ]

[ I do not like being on camera, in case you’re wondering why my page isn’t littered with selfies ]

[ No i will not be your trick monkey ]

[ or your human puppet ]

[ enough. ]

[ Make me smile, make me laugh, i'll get addicted to you ]

[ I'm a cuddle whore ]

[ I'm attracted to pretty faces and beautiful smiles ]

[ I'm a dreamer ]

[ Aw, you should get some water, I’m not done yet! Stay hydrated!! Maybe get a snack? ]

[ I love to plan dreamy dates and sensational moments]

[ I have sleep issues. I like my issues ]

[ I love to read ]

[ I think you're spiffy because you're still reading this ]

[ I'm bored right now, so i may NEVER stop. ]

[ I LOVE to cook. I even bake my own bread haha ]

[ If you tak lyke dis, dun fuhkin tak 2 me mkay? ]

[ Right. got that off my chest ]

[ I swim, i run, i eat unhealthy, my body is so confused, but it's pretty to look at? ]

[ I love music, i have way too much music for one guy ]

[ I love kids, i have 3 god children and they rock my world ]

[ I'm opinionated and judgemental, however, i will listen to your opinion and i will listen to your side of the story]

[ I'm hopelessly romantic ]

[ I'm very very very picky ]

[ No. I'm not looking for anything or anyone ]

[ Romance.. is so misunderstood ]

[ I'm broken ]

[ No. You can't fix me ]

[ Wow. I didn't stop. You didn't stop. We're still here and we're meant to be *gushes* haha ]

[ I'll probably adopt. ]

[ I'm always bored ]

[ I like conversation ]

[ I love intelligent conversations ]

[ I don't like pictures, i figure that if there is something beautiful enough, it'll burn into my memory ]

[ I however, do not want you to hit on me ]

[ I can be very perverted ]

[ No, this does not imply i want to talk dirty ]

[ Or.. that i want you to talk dirty ]

[ Please try not to be too creepy.. PRETTY PLEASE? ]

[ I'm also very moralistic ]

[ I love my imagination ]

[ I have a major oral fetish ]

[ Do we have things in common? ]

[ No, You could probably never be my dream girl ]

[ I have never had a one night stand ]

[ Yes, i'm very picky and fucking frustrating ]

[ Are you Captain Entertainment? Sent to rescue me from the treacherous depths of boredom? ]

[ Didn't think so.. ]

[ I love cookies, they make me happy ]

[ I love cold miserable rainy weather ]

[ I'm cheeky ]

[ I'm complicated ]

[ I'm curious ]

[ Did the brackets annoy you? ]

[ I think this has gone long enough! ]

[ Go on.. Judge me! ]

[ Message me if you still want more ]

[ Though, do not come at me with.. “aww I like coffee too!” ]

[ You’re better than that! ]

[ Believe in yourself! ]

[virdivinus]

There are days when I just miss you

It hits me hard like a wave, crashing into rocks

I wish I could just kiss you

It makes me sad that it’s just not a thing I can do

So I let the pain work it’s way through

There are nights when I’m dreaming

I’m overcome by the emotion, I wake up scared and alone

These are the nights I wake up screaming

It breaks my heart that you are gone

And I lay awake all night, with all the lights turned on

There are moments when I surrender

I’m lost to the abyss, floating in the dark, hanging on by a thread

I feel like I’m drowning, slowly going under

I find it hard to breathe and I don’t want to even try

And I drop down to the floor with a heavy heart and tears in my eyes

There are moments when I’m hopeful

I can see the end to this pain, I walk towards the light

I hear screaming voices telling me to hold on and I don’t know if I can

I’m finding it hard in this darkness, it’s fight or flight

So forgive me my love as I slowly fade away, into this never ending night

There are days when I just miss you

It feels so heavy, like a rock that’s placed on my beating heart

I wish I could just kiss you

Just one more time, hold you close, tell you I love you so much, but I can’t

I tried so hard, but I don’t know what to do

Without you

There are days when I just miss you

And I can’t.. anymore..

[virdivinus]

Explore every corner of my labyrinthine mind

Find every crack in my fractured soul

Become synchronous with my beating heart

Love me, kiss me, consume me whole

Memorise every inch of my glistening skin

Drink me slowly like the finest bottle of wine

Become the purpose of my frivolous existence

Love me, adore me, till the end of time

Embed yourself into my every existential thought

Capture my heart, my soul and never set me free

Let your love flow through my veins and keep me alive

Love me, forever, for eternity.

[virdivinus]

I hope everything’s okay, your poetry is beautiful!

Yes it is, I’ve just been busy :)

Thank you!

[virdivinus]

I know people think it’s bad that you get sexual comments to your poetry but women are turned on by romance and sweetness and your page is definitely a thirst trap! NGL I get horny for you sometimes just thinking about being the girl in your poems haha

There was absolutely no need for you to share any of this with me.

[virdivinus]

You should call me! You’d love my voice and accent 😊

Ehhhhhhhh

No.

[virdivinus]

What does one have to do to get your attention?

Scream really loud within a 10 foot vicinity of me.

[virdivinus]

I feel sad that there are no new poems from you lately! It was the best part of waking up in the morning haha

I’ll write one soon

[virdivinus]

You are pretty focused on your poetry on your blog, I don't get why you get so many weird anons. I'm so sorry you have to go through those. Also love your poetry! Keep writing and hope you have a nice day!

Thank you! It’s fine, it’s just words lol

[virdivinus]

i dmed you if you wanna talk to someone :)

I’m alright thanks

[virdivinus]

Where did you go? I miss your poetry! Come back sir!!

I’ve been busy

[virdivinus]

Have you ever wondered why I stare?

Watch you with adoration,

Wind blowing through your hair

Sunlight glistening on your skin

That mischievous curl of your lips

The way your hands rest on your hips

That sparkle in your eyes

Prettier than every sunset, every sunrise

The way you smile at me

Have you ever wondered what I see?

Have you ever wondered why I stare?

Lost in thoughts of how perfect you are

As I catch the whiff of your perfume in the air

Longing to taste your pretty lips

Pull you into me, so close

To hold, to touch, to kiss

To feel the flood of your warmth consume me

To drown in endless bliss

It’s magical to be in your presence

Just to know you exist in proximity

To watch you watch me

Have you wondered why I look at you like this?

Like you put the stars in the sky

Like you make the flowers grow

Like life begins and ends with you, my love

Have you ever wondered why I stare?

Watch you with devotion

Like you were crafted in the heavens

Perfected with endless care

Have you ever wondered why I stare?

Like I’m wondering if you’re real

Could I have dreamt you up?

Have you ever wondered how I feel?

To be loved by you, just to know you do!

To watch you look at me and smile

To see happiness on your face

To know I make you feel that way

Every night, every day

Do you ever wonder why I stare?

You’re unlike anything I’ve ever seen before

I love you more than anything I’ve ever known

Undoubtedly beyond compare

You’re so beautiful, flawless, perfect

It’s just not fair

If you’re ever wondering why I stare..

[virdivinus]

Every single poem of yours makes me want to be loved by you 😭 I don’t know much about you but I could fall for you just based on your poetry lol

That is somewhat crazy.

[virdivinus]

i love your poetry so much it’s so beautiful. i dmed you to see if you wanted to be friends, if not i completely understand :)

Thank you, I don’t really have much time for friendships at the moment and I don’t respond to dms usually.

[virdivinus]

Your poetry is beautiful, it’s like reading a story each time and feeling the emotion and depth of the moments you write about! You’re so talented 😊

Thanksssssss

[virdivinus]

Are you a gentle and kind lover or are you a rough and aggressive one?

How is this any of your business? Why would you need this piece of information?

Relevance is very important when asking people questions. Think about that!

[virdivinus]

Do you have a poem that talks about a desire that is forbidden or cannot be fulfilled? If so, can you show it to me? Please, thank you. ☀️

I actually think desiring things that cannot be fulfilled is a colossal waste of time and so I cannot relate.