the cute sadist

the world will know me as vivi, the cephalophore'd demiurge [about your future kind tyrant]

[offshoreoilrig]

hey do you want to come over and repress with me

[segamascott]

[vivi-sionary]

tagged by @bleedthebeat ^_^ thank u for tagging me in these Share Random Information Games i love being asked questions

1. Are you named after anyone? my birth name apparently was taken from a news reporter's name my father saw and found pretty. my first chosen name was taken from leonardo da vinci, my second . (gets too shy). and then finally vivienne was chosen from just aesthetics and something "clicking" after pondering other girl names, but i've been told "oh, like vivienne westwood?" or "vivienne dragon age?" and i like both of those

2. When was the last time you cried? hmm i wanna say two weeks ago? i don't cry as much as i tear up and i tear up very easily, i teared up today

3. Do you have kids? could you fucking imagine if i did while posting like this. no and hopefully never #nomoreparents

4. What sports do you play/have you played? i was a really good swimmer and then i got too insecure about people looking at my body. i wish i could just have a huuge pool with nobody else

5. Do you use sarcasm? this one is so funny

6. What is the first thing you notice about people? their eyes i guess. i never thought about it

7. What’s your eye color? beautiful dark brown but my demon eye glows when it activates 🙂‍↕️

8. Scary movies or happy endings? those are both two things i love and not mutually exclusive. if i have to choose happy endings i guess but what makes a happy ending is subjective too. i like it when it's horrible

9. Any talents? i think i'm funny... i make myself laugh and love it when everyone laughs with me 🦭 i've also been told i write characters and dialogue well (thank you ^_^)

10. Where were you born? aparecida, which is a city in são paulo, brasil. still living here if you wanna find and kidnap me and such

11. What are your hobbies? i like to play and draw ^_^ making characters and worlds and writing with others is my favorite thing. come play toys with me. i also play videogames and watch stuff but that's the usual. i wanna get back to getting my hold on sewing someday

12. Do you have any pets? no... i had a kittys but not anymore. not sure if i'll want to have any pets unless they happen to me but sometimes i want a kittys to bother reaaal bad

13. How tall are you? 158cm or i think 5'1? or is it 5'2

14. Favorite subject in school? was between history and specifically the geopolitics classes in geography. though not accounting for actual interest in the subject, my favorite class to be in was english because the teacher knew i would pass no matter what so he just let me use my phone bc i was special. it was my free time

15. Dream job? "realistically", which is hard to say because it's impossible to do most things, i want to get a degree in and become a speech language pathologist. true dream job is ruler of the world #thedemiurge

[whystine]

[strawberrykidneystone]

forgot how BAD dating apps are jesus christ i need to find my soulmate here on tumblr.com

[bgm05]

It’s called slutweed, oldbuddy! Supposed to turn you into a true fuck’s toy!

[killyridols]

easy over by danielle mckinney, 2023, oil on linen, 14 x 11 inches

[vivi-sionary]

endocrinologist with gorgeous nose started explaining to me how burning calories works as if i've never heard that i should be eating less and exercising more so while i pretended to be stupid i retreated into a fantasy of decapitating him

[vivi-sionary]

literally every single time i've gotten my blood checked i have a b12 deficiency this stupid ass vitamin is always lacking

[999888777999-deactivated2025100]

“Why is that?”

[guelwaar]

whose definition of "graphic violence and torture" ? do we think maybe those conceptual boundaries depend on factors like the speaker's prior ideological commitments? have we ever read a censorship policy?

at what age does a child cross from innocent pre-exposed object to sullied brain adult? what is the normal age to experience or witness violence? where does that leave those who experience and witness violence at younger ages? who may never have lived a 'violence-free' existence?

do we actually think that children are ontologically incapable of being interested in violence, or are we merely so threatened by the idea they could be that we refuse to even speak the possibility?

is it the worst thing in the world to pick up a book and then decide its subject matter is unappealing, frightening, or overwhelming? is that such a foreign fucking concept? did anything scary ever happen to you as an 8 year old? did it have an instant off-switch as effective as 'close the cover and pick up something else'?

what kind of violence? is all violence the same? do all depictions of violence have the same literary merit, political meaning, or emotional effect?

[rpfplatoniccave]

jenny holzer, inflammatory essays 1979-1982

[vivi-sionary]

endocrinologist with gorgeous nose started explaining to me how burning calories works as if i've never heard that i should be eating less and exercising more so while i pretended to be stupid i retreated into a fantasy of decapitating him

[parkchanwoohoo]

[velvetmasonry]

Agelaius phoeniceus, Red-winged blackbird

via

[pincushionsoup]

[vivi-sionary]

i wanna hangout with kyoko madoka magica i think she would be there for me but also take me on long walks in condom infested woods and poke me sometimes to show me gore videos and id think she was awesome

[vivi-sionary]

speaking of i wonder if i can worry a doctor enough by saying that my memory is so bad at 21 years old that i get sent to a neurologist again bc like it has to be something i can do something about right. or maybe it's early onset dementia which would be a little funny.(gets really worried) but probably not. i'll just have to schedule some stuff i've been putting it off