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annayuma

A little bit of my favorite Thilbo =^^=

The beauty and the Beast AU:

And atmospheric art with Dwalin:

#Hobbit drawings by annayuma - posts will be under this hashtag

I'm not coping.

I think of self harming daily.

I dont do it, but the thought is there.

I'm on the verge of a major mental health breakdown and I dont know how to ask my husband for help.

He's on the verge of breakdown too.

I'm not coping.

I feel guilty that I'm not coping; it's only me and him.

I've held it together this long, why not just a bit more?

Everyone irl I know has so many problems... I just cant handle how the world is...

Idk

I'm just not coping.

meteors-lotr

Bilbo: [crouching over in pain]

Thorin: What happened?!?

Bilbo: ...Nothing

Thorin: I promise I’ll stay calm if you tell me

Bilbo: I just stubbed my toes against a table

Thorin, holding an axe: WHICH TABLE?!?

krissispencer

when you’re reading a fanfiction and someone’s trying to distract you

liberaljane

Being straight was a phase ❤️🏳️‍🌈

Art by Liberal Jane

sonofarathorn

Sometimes I think about how the acorn that Bilbo kept from Beorn’s is the acorn of an OAK tree, and how he intended to plant it in his garden at Bag End to tend to as it grew, giving life to his memories of the company, the quest, of Thorin.

Sometimes I think about how Bilbo would have always had an oak tree, to shield his home. That him writing his book was a healthy coping mechanism just as much as it was done out of desperation, to never let his friends, his lost ones, his Thorin, die. Death is not true until all that would remember you have forgotten, and Bilbo did not want to forget.

(oak tree acorns)

Sometimes I think about Bilbo Baggins sitting in his study, looking out his little window into his garden, watching his oak tree bloom as the years went by. Following the leaves as they rustle in the wind, the whisper of Thorin’s voice carrying on it, “You’ve carried it all this way.”

I think about Bilbo Baggins, knowing that though he never could shared his home in Bag End with Thorin the way he once dreamt of, with his tree, and his book, Thorin had never left him, not really.

I think about how Bilbo wanted to remember everything, the good, the bad. I think about the growing of this oaken tree in his home, as a metaphor for the burden of lost love, and the blessing to have ever felt it. As unconditional love and forgiveness, as gratitude and honor. Love as carrying a torch.

Yes, Bilbo Baggins carried it all this way. And he will never let it go.

zhujieqiong

if you haven’t seen the brotherhood bloopers yet ur missing out

kamenotaku

I kind of love the idea of Al being super sweet and innocent, but with the WORST potty mouth.

jelloapocalypse

“I think we should try to bring mom back” is the funniest outtake of all time.

thegirlinthebyakko

“Now will you please put on a fucking shirt”

thelostknee-deactivated20210422

Every single one of Scar’s deliveries is *phenomenal*.

Had my husband start watching Buffy with me.

1st episode, never seen it before.

Takes one look at cordelia and asks me if she's the villain.

I say "its Cordelia "

He says "ok, it's the villain "

#buffyverse

Sometimes I just think to myself "I am a man"

Idk. It feels right sometimes, like a settling in my bones.

I have been identifying myself as female all my life, but there have been times and thoughts of ambiguity. Husband thinks it might be because men are treated better in society and have more freedoms and therefore I want to be a man.

I don't know. Maybe I am maybe I'm not, maybe gender is a social construct and I'm trying to label things that dont need labelling, cause at the end of the day, I'm me.

#void rants

So when you're dealing with mental health problems it's a bit like building a wall.

Without enough resources, time, or a good place to build it.

Like each day I've gotta figure out what part of the wall I can build in order to hold back enough of the flood of apathy to live.

Do I cook?

Do I shower?

Do I do dishes?

Can the litter box last one more day till I have just enough resources to make it?

It all depends on what the powers that be decide to grant me. And then it's not just me. I gotta manage my husbands resources too. Does he have enough to take over what I cant?

Do I have enough resources to look at his resources?

Most days I pick making the food. Cause maybe that will give me enough of a foundation that I can clean up after myself... but lately that happens less and less. And like I'm just drowning in this sea of apathy and what-have-you.

#significant other with depression #depression #anxiety #void rants

thievinggenius

Tattoo done by Miryam Lumpini.

jettestblack-deactivated2017080

This is the first time I’ve seen color tattoos on dark skin that actually look vibrant and pigmented!!!!!

dinosaurxswag

Once I was talking to a dark skinned lady who told me that she was jealous of my pasty skin because she wants color tattoos, which her artist said wasn’t possible with her skin tone. I sent her to mine, and he proceeded to go off about how dark skin accepts greens, yellows, and white beautifully, and that her previous artist just lacked the skills to use those 3 colors as highlights to make other colors pop more. If you are dark skinned and your tattoo artist says you can’t have bright colors, find a new one.

thepoppybear

Re-blogged again for that added text!!!

versatlie

Ah yes, the flute

wayward-pendragon

Anime Recommendations!

Hi everyone, I hope y’all are safe and happy! With quarantine still in place (at least in my country), I’m gonna keep the random rec lists coming! I’ve been watching a lotttt of animes and rewatching favourites, so I thought I’d share some of my favourites of all time! A lot of them are pretty mainstream, but for my friends who aren’t really into anime, these will get you hooked! In no particular order, let’s get started!

1. Snow White with the Red Hair, 24 episodes

This is hands down my favourite anime of all time. This shoujo anime make me feel so happy and it’s so wholesome, honestly such a feel good anime. Without spoiling too much, it’s about a herbalist named Shirayuki who ends up having to flee her home country and ends up meeting Prince Zen and goes to live in his country. The cast of characters in the anime is so good, there’s not a character to dislike. The genuine build up of friendship and eventual romance is just so sweet please watch.

2. Demon slayer (26 episodes)

One of the best anime I’ve watched this past year. This anime has amazing plot, awesome animation and a great cast of characters. This anime follows Tanjiro as he becomes a demon slayer after a demon killed his family. Tanjiro and his sister, Nezuko were the only survivors but Nezuko was turned in a demon and now Tanjiro is on a journey to change he back into a human. If you are into anime with amazing fight scenes, I highly recommend.

3. Hunter x Hunter (148 episodes)

I am currently watching this anime and it honestly made it onto my lists of favourite anime super quickly. The series starts with Gon and his quest to become a pro hunter and find his dad and goes on from there. With so many episodes and arcs, you can’t stop watching. The characters immediately hooked me on this show, Killua and Gon’s friendship is one of the sweetest things I’ve ever seen in anime, I literally want to adopt both of them. This anime is so heartwarming but also kinda dark and action packed.

4. Haikyuu!! (73 episodes, on-going)

My favourite sports anime my god. Haikyuu follows a high school volleyball team as they try to make it to nationals. This series made me so much more emotional than I thought it would, but you get so involved with the team and characters and want them to succeed. All of the characters from all of the teams are also fantastic and hilarious. If you need a fun but exciting anime, please please please watch Haikyuu!!

5. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood (64 episodes)

Where to even begin. I would say this is one of the most popular anime and for good freaking reason. Without giving too much away, this anime follows brothers Edward and Alphonse Elric as they go on a quest to get their bodies back. Honestly this is one of my fav animes, if you like awesome fight scenes and really intriguing plot, you will love this anime.

6. Yona of the Dawn (24 episodes)

Another amazing anime but sadly, unfinished. I think this anime is best to watch w/o knowing very much. Just know that there is really good characters and character development and a very attractive love interest :))))

7. Soul eater (51 episodes)

One of the first animes I ever watched and as I remember it’s hella awesome, if you like halloween then the whole atmosphere of this anime will intrigue you. The fight scenes in this are really fun and so are the characters. If you need a fun medium length anime, I would recommend this one!

8. Inuyasha (193 episodes)

This anime is worth all the hype in my opinion. The plot was great, the characters are fantastic and romance is so freaking cute I can’t. I’m also a sucker for asshole characters who are secretly really sweet.

9. Fruits Basket (2019) (25 episodes (S1), S2 on-going)

This is the cutest anime. The whole cast characters is amazing and you get so attached so fast. The protagonist is so sweet and optimistic and I really just wanna protect her. I went into this knowing next nothing and I think that’s the best way to do it. The 2001 version is good too but 2019 has better animation and is closer to managa (and has more episodes!).

10. My Hero Academia (88 episodes, on-going)

I love this anime with my whole heart. There is an adorable cast of characters and amazing fight scenes, I love this sm. It’s set in a world where like 95% of the population has ‘quirks’ which are basically super powers but not all of them are super powerful. Super heroes protect cities and the anime follows a high school where the students are training to become heroes. The main character is born without a quirk but through some crazy circumstances he ends up acquiring one. In my opinion this anime is worth the hype.

11. Ouran Highschool Host Club (26 episodes)

This one is wild. Ouran Highschool Host club is so iconic and it’s hilarious, I laughed out loud watching this one so much. Honestly I went into this knowing nothing and I think its funnier that way.

12. Yuri!!! On Ice (13 episodes)

THIS ANIME. The first sports anime w/ canon LGBTQ+ romance and its beautiful. I love the style, the skating, the music, the characters, just everything about it. This follows Yuri Katsuki, a professional figure skater from Japan and his skating career. After messing up a major championship, Yuri is lost and doesn’t know what to do w/ his career. After seeing a video of Yuri skate, his idol Victor, a skating legend, shows up to be his coach. Please watch this anime.

13. Attack on Titan (62 episodes, on-going)

If you are looking for a badass action anime this is the one for you. Humanity has fallen to the mercy of giant man-eating titans, and the people that survived live within a walled city to keep the titans out. This anime is a little disturbing and violent but it is so badass. Also Levi, the most badass character ever, makes this entire anime worth watching.

14. Ao Haru Ride (12 episodes)

Hands down my favourite romance anime. This anime is so freaking cute and it gave me so many fuzzy feelings. The animation is also super nice so that is always a plus. It follows Futaba and Kou who liked each other in middle school but were separated. They meet again in high school but they have both changed so much. If you want a romance anime I really recommend this one.

15. Naruto (720 episodes)

This is a freaking classic and really long. Almost everyone and their mother has heard of this anime or watched some of it before. Basically it’s about ninjas and follows mainly Naruto Uzumaki who want to eventually be the leader of his village but his ninja skills need a lot of work. I honestly didn’t think I would love this anime as much as I did but its just so good. It is a very big commitment to finish though so be prepared.

16. Your Lie in April (22 episodes)

Well this anime is literally beautiful. It is centered around 2 teens w/ major musical talent. It gets deep very fast but its also light hearted and wholesome. This anime made me cry like a baby so get your tissues ready.