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Welcome to this sideblog! This is an 18+ sideblog for my smutty fanfics and drabbles, for whatever fandom I happen to be in at any given moment. Tags for each fandom can be found at the bottom of this post.

Picrew icon from here.

My main blog is @paperstarwriters where I post most of my fanfic content and reblog whatever I find interesting at any given moment. @psw-recs is where I reblog the smuttier fanfics on here that I read there are also a few more tame things in there but that's either because I was formerly too embarrassed about blatantly enjoying certain fandoms at the time, or I didn't want to pester my followers with something they may be incredibly uninterested in.

Feel free to continue to refer to me as Paper, but try not to ask me anything smutty on my main blog.

anyhow this blog should mostly really just be me posting thirst and smutty fanfics. Those may be rather few and far between just cause I sometimes struggle to write smut. It's a strangely difficult medium you know?

anyways, I hope you enjoy (^⎵^)

[v3l3nomortale]

Rodney Wood

Inamorata’s Memory

[psychiclounge]

yeah he's pretty cool i want to do this to him

[voidica-termina]

Muriel x Reader thots

18+ only!!!

I… may have an oral fixation lmao. (This may be obvious if you’ve seen some of my other writing) but godddd Muriel kissing you sloppy style during sex is just everything to me.

It’s his best means of communication. When words fail him when his brain is mush in his head and nothing but drool slicked moans are dripping from his lips Muriel kisses you to tell you how much he loves you.

As if the way his hips rut against yours isn’t loving enough, so carefully trained initially to prioritize your pleasure because he’d been so eager to please you, but now he’s just chasing his own high grinding himself against you riding you/fucking you with a sloppy uneven pace that betrays his earnesty, his desperation, his hunger—his love.

Oh but what if you don’t know that? What if you don’t realize that what you’re doing to him, what you’ve melted him into was a raw unfiltered expression of his love? What if you didn’t remember all the times he said I love you just minutes before? Did he say I love you over and over and over again or did he just say it in his mind? What if you’re just as fucked out as he is? Whining and keening and drooling so so so prettily, light catching on all the drool and slime like fallen stars scattered around your twined bodies….

Well he has to kiss you. To remind you through all the brain fog… to say I love you without words…

Of course, sometimes there’s the issue of a height difference. Whether it’s the position you’re in or an actual difference in size, sometimes Muriel had to pause, to untangle your bodies just a bit, just enough that he can meet your lips.

Of course in the state he’s in—in the state you’re in—he wouldn’t be so foolish as to deny you. Wouldn’t have the willpower to deny himself at that point tbh, so his solution? Use his skilled hands to help you while he ruts against your leg like a dog<3

He just wants to kiss you… let him kiss you please? Please?? Just wants to convey how much he loves you in a (body)language you speak both in and out if sex

You can get back to fucking after the kiss! Or maybe during the kiss if you aren’t too tangled… but he can treat you so so sooooo good with his hands… he’s had so much practice on you remember? He knows you inside and out so won’t you let him kiss you?

This skewed to a more submissive Muriel but I am a believer that this man’s got range so like also also also like…

Imagine he’s the more sane one. More put together cause he made you cum on his fingers & tongue like 5+ times already, all with a careful loving touch, hands sweeping appreciatively over the sensitive flesh of your thighs or over your tummy and hips or even your chest as he gives you a moment to breathe before he dives right back in, fully intending to try and make you go as insane as he feels whenever he just looks at you. It’s only fair after all, right?

But that doesn’t stop him from wanting to kiss you. Doesn’t stop him from leaning on the crutch of that all too familiar silent form of communication that so obviously means “I love you” maybe he worries that his words just aren’t getting through to you so he has to kiss you to make sure of it.

Ah but when I say he’s sane don’t think he’s somehow so completely unaffected by you whining and moaning and begging for him. He’s not-so-subtly grinding his cock against your leg while he kisses you, melts against you at the feel of you gasping for air at every little shift of your lips on his but leaning into the kiss almost as fervently as him. He’s doing his best to stay the “rational one” as you come apart at the seams but you’re just so enticing and Amazon and sweet and he loves you he loves you he loves you he loves you.

Maybe he accidentally cums on your leg without getting to put it in you… maybe he manages to shove himself inside fucking you nice and hard just in time to fill you up…

Maybe he brings you to the brink of cumming before he takes you inside of him.

Whatever the case his mind would go absolutely blank m, whining and keening at the sheer overwhelming amount of pleasure you gave him, the amount of pleasure he was able to give you…

And maybe he’s a little bit teary-eyed after all of it, coming down from that high, finally escaping that delirium….

And what else does does he do but nestle himself between your arms wrapping his own tight round you in turn, letting you feel the rapid beat of his heart in his chest pressed against your own, and kisses you, long and sweet and deep, still gasping in the kiss until his breath evens out enough to him at the way you suck on his tongue, the way your tongue feels when he wraps his around yours….

Because his kisses means “I love you”

And you must know how much he loves you…

[werewolfintraining]

Hearing "I missed you" while they were pounding into me changed me a lil bit i think

[veliseraptor]

been turning the idea around in my head that there is something in fandom that equates being the sub/bottom with being taken care of and dom/top as the caretaking role and that informing how characters are assigned one or the other - so that the character a person wants cared for ends up the sub/bottom to the character who is supposed to do the caring. it's an emotional interpretation of a physical dynamic and I think it contributes some to the...mmm. moderate lack of interest in dom or top interiority that I've noticed is somewhat recurrent across fandoms.

it is a perception that dictates that sex is about not just the sub/bottom's physical needs (which I think is also somewhat true in fandom) but about the sub/bottom's emotional needs, and is at least less interested in the dom/top's physical or emotional needs. and this is not to say that the dom/top's physical/emotional needs do not align with the sub's - hopefully they do! - just that in general fanfiction as a category is not approaching those two halves with the same interest or emphasis.

this pops up also, I would say, in the way that most fic I read does not dig into the desires of doms in the same way it digs into the desires of subs, which I would argue is linked back to the reluctance to acknowledge the desire to dominate as legitimate in the same way as the desire to submit.

I'm not saying that it's wrong to write this way or to be invested in this construction of a dynamic in the particular but I do think it's a problem writ large with implications outside the narrow realm of fandom (under discussion here because that's where I've experienced this most).

anyway. taps the "doms have feelings too" sign again

[stockholmgf]

Listening to my coworkers speak in disgust of several kinks that I partake in and acting baffled along with them

[stockholmgf]

Microdosing a ddlg lifestyle by preparing a strict detailed schedule for myself a day in advance and pretending it was given to me by my dom so I’m more likely to adhere to it

[her--sir]

thinking about being a knight's lord. it's a lot of pressure, to handle something so devoted and deadly-- you must keep absolute control of yourself and your knight at all times. any waver in your resolve, any doubt, and your knight will feel it, will grow uncertain and insecure. a tight leash is comforting, after all, to a knight-- it's your duty to ensure it stays constant and reassuring, to provide a firm hand to tug against or lean into in turn.

your duty extends to all parts of life. battle, tourneys, balls, and meetings-- your knight will look to you for how to respond. when they're bloodstained and shaking, it will be your task to wipe the blood away, to put them back together. everything in its proper place; you must know your knight inside and out. you must never lose control of yourself, must never shout at your knight, nor strike them-- a knight is sturdy against enemies, but desperate to please their lord. do not take advantage of this.

if you handle your knight well, you will never know a love as devoted or unwavering. they will look at you with the simple, feverish love of a beloved hound. it is important that this loyalty be tended to in return. order your knight to sit at your feet; stroke their hair as you look over letters and treaties, reward them for their service and devotion. let them sleep in your bed, in your arms-- tell them that they please you greatly, tell them to bend over so you can reward them. absolute control in all things, even this; a deadly, unwavering animal, spread out beneath you, eager to please. heaven can be found on earth, if you look for it in a knight.

[and-my-sword]

i need to be a frail lady in a castle and i need my big strong brave knight to ease his heavy cock into me and wrap me in his warm arms and knock everything into the right place in my heart. or whatever

[her--sir]

'knight and prince' 'knight and princess' that's all well and good. but what about when the prince gets older? what about when they're not carefree anymore, when the prince is a king with duties and the knight has aches and scars?

i want kings who get headaches from the weight of the crown, who work long hours into the night until their knight comes to relieve their stress. knights who are calloused and starting to grey, who grumble about having to kneel but undo the king's belt all the same. i want them to be so deeply intertwined in each other that they work as a fluid unit, on equal footing until the moment they're safe in their quarters, when the knight lets down his guard and lets himself be ordered and manhandled, lets the king find comfort in having control instead of responsibility.

[nonbinny-bunny]

The virgin knights swearing their body and soul in service to the queen, thinking they are swearing an oath of service and celibacy for the rest of their lives: 😇

The queen who's gonna cash in on their oath and introduce them to their new reality later that day: 😈

[manthatthingisafreak]

Okay, so you're my personal royal guard. It's been a long day for us, we've had so many important meetings and appearances and just general things to do. You're in surprisingly good spirits despite it all though, and the simple reason for that is, while most people wouldn't notice the slight flush to my face, the way that I'm ever so slightly pressing my thighs together, the way that my breath hitches a little when I catch you staring, you definitely notice. And you smirk because you know the reason for all of that is the fact that the first thing you did when you saw me this morning is bend me over my own throne and fill me with load after load of cum before casually informing me of our schedule for the day, and with every step I take or position I shift I can feel just a little bit of your cum leaking out of me. "Whats wrong Your Highness, you seen distracted" "Are you feeling under the weather, my Prince, your face is red" "Are your legs sore my Liege, you're walking a bit funny?" You ask throughout the day, feigning innocence as you pretend you aren't the cause. As soon as we're done with everything I pull you hurriedly up to my bed chambers and beg you to fuxk my brains out "What a pathetic royal slut you are Prince, of course I will" you respond before pushing me harshly onto my own bed and happily doing so.

[clementine-kesh]

in a way grief sex is like having a threesome with a ghost

[doggygutz]

my urge to say “thankyouthankyouthankyou” when i cum Does Not mean i’m pathetic it just means i have good manners

[youngerfrankenstein]

To put it very bluntly.

You will always make a better impact helping people who need it than trying to hurt people you think deserve it.

[gascon-en-exil]

A Primer on Actual (SFW-ish) Male Fanservice

Has this ever happened to you? You're making a social media post or video or whatever about Fire Emblem Heroes, and you point out that a primary feature of the game is its unrelenting torrent of horny-just-verging-on-explicit female character designs: the physics-defying bras, the impossibly-contorted boobs-and-butt poses, upskirts and camel toes galore, strategically-placed rips in damaged art, the odd foot focus here and there, etc.

You're making a good case - not that it's hard, IS is not subtle about any of this - but then someone comes along and leaves a comment to the effect of "but the summer banners have shirtless men! Checkmate, loser."

This post aims to counter that, to demonstrate that genuine male fanservice on par with what FEH does with its female characters looks very, very different and amounts to much more than just muscular guys with their shirts off. To do so, I'm going to have to pull example art from pretty much the only video game subgenre that can be relied upon to deliver here: sexually explicit gay dating sims. We're going to be looking at how these games frame the male body, and what sexualized (partial) male nudity really looks like outside of the aspirational power fantasy lens adopted by most mainstream, straight-male directed media including FEH.

Of course, I'm gay myself, and I can anticipate the rebuttal to this rebuttal - that women, allegedly, do not eroticize the body in the same way as men...unless they're dirty fujoshi in which case their opinions can be immediately discarded. I leave it to any women reading this to have fun unpacking that nonsense.

(It must be noted that, while the games I'm pulling these images from are all explicit, I've gone out of my way to select art that would theoretically fall within what seem to be the content guidelines of FEH: no exposed genitals or bare butts. I'm labeling this post SFW-ish all the same though, so use your discretion when viewing.)

Let's start with something simple and softcore from Coming Out on Top.

This is a variant on a popular mild fanservice image: a guy lifts his shirt, exposing his belly (and possibly stomach hair). In context this is also intended to convey vulnerability, as the character is drunk and struggling to undress. Also noteworthy is that the framing here is explicit with the MC in the shot.

Continuing with the softer stuff, here's one from clicker game Blush Blush.

This game has a bunch of technically SFW options to choose from, but I went with this for two reasons. One, it's an example of how shirtless men can be eroticized without being excessively muscular; two, it's a goofy holiday pic that teases with the strategically-placed candy cane and the allusion to the "Dick in a Box" Saturday Night Live song. The NSFW variation of this image goes full throttle with that idea.

From All Men Are Pigs:

I really wanted to include something from this game as its art style stands out quite a bit in contrast to many of the others here, although unfortunately some of the best examples break the rule. Here in a rare (for these games) non-sexual action pose, the character is performing a ballet routine on a stripper pole in a gay bar: a campy concept that works fairly well in context and that explicitly calls attention to the character as an eroticized object. He is, however, consenting to the in-universe ogling, and as he's elsewhere revealed to have experience with sex work it's understood that he knows the value of showing off his body. Call that something you'd never hear a character express in FEH...except someone like Camilla, perhaps?

Let's get a little spicier with a pair from Full Service.

This may be the tamest of the swimwear outfits seen in the game's beach episode, but I wanted something that would compare to the summer banner designs of FEH's male characters. Even so, note the pose: reclining, legs slightly open, displaying a single nipple. This guy is the biggest bottom in the game's cast and is framed as such, even with the relatively conservative outfit and the sunglasses obscuring his face (which symbolically tie into his internalized biphobia and anxiety about publicly expressing his attraction to men). Further, because this character is a model it may be assumed that the posing is intended to be read as deliberate.

This one comes from the game's costume night set piece, which includes several designs that wouldn't be out of place in some of the more random seasonal banners. I chose this one as a counterpoint to what FEH does with its shirtless men. There's the cocky expression, the crotch bulge with nothing underneath, and the angling which makes it look like he's standing over you. To contrast the beach image, this guy is the total top of the cast, so the musclebound partial nudity is less about being aspirational for the presumed viewer and more about erotic dominance.

For something more fantastical, here's one from the sci-fi title The Symbiant: Re:Union.

This game's main claim to fame is alien tentacle porn, but this scene is intended as a moment of genuine, human(oid) vulnerability for the character, on the night when he reunites with his ex (the MC and viewer here) for the first time in two years. The camera pans up over his entire body, ending on this view in profile with a very large nip slip and the cigarette calling attention to his hand and mouth. As with several others, this image is also deliberate enticement, conveying both the languor of casual hookups and the weight of the characters' history together. (Obviously a mobile gacha doesn't have the space to grant such narrative or thematic significance to its eroticism...but that is part of the point.)

Moving along, here's one from Camp Buddy: Scoutmaster Season. Get ready for the just-shy-of-X-rated.

This one's a character portrait, unlike all the others here which are CGs, so debatably it's more in line with what you'd see in FEH. And...yep. It's a sexy bull costume. "Crotch bulge" doesn't begin to cover it, there's the pubic hair, the pierced nipples, and assorted other bits like the bell and the saddle and the tailed butt plug. Some time ago I showed off a different horny character design from this game and got an anon calling it stupid, so let's talk about that. Is this design technically something someone could wear in real life? Yes; parts of it resemble bondage gear, and the character displays his interest in leather in another scene. Is it impractical and stupid? Quite possibly. Does the subsequent sex scene take full advantage of the costume for some Dom/sub barnyard roleplay? Also yes. This continues my point about designing beefy (heh) muscular guys, and how there's a world of difference between this and, like, Hawkeye or summer Ephraim/Dimitri/whoever.

Incidentally, this character also has an oversized dick to the point of straining disbelief and the MC's insides. If you're looking for the male equivalent of breasts so enormous they can barely be held in by barely-there tops, that would be giant dicks - and there's no way in hell that we'll ever see those in FEH, even in technically SFW bulge form.

Continuing with BLits's games, here's one from the upcoming Jock Studio.

It's a male boobs-and-butt pose, one that doesn't require the character to dislocate his spine! I chose this image because the pose and outfit choice is remarkably similar to that of the notorious Tharja Summer Scramble DLC pic that got censored outside of Japan. Jock Studio actually has a better instance of the same pose with a different character, one where the MC's horny dialogue even calls attention to the ampleness of those two elements; unfortunately, the character has his underwear off there so it's too horny for this post. Much like Tharja with Anna in the DLC, here the character is being surprised by someone walking in while they're changing and making comically lewd remarks about their body. The contextual difference is that, rather than being forced into a swimsuit, the character here is disrobing to film a pornographic scene, and is only surprised by the MC only just now learning that their club makes porn. Hilarity ensues in both cases, but JS's setup is ironically less voyeuristic despite the game's premise.

Finally, let's close things out with one last image from Coming Out on Top. Very borderline, but I've got a distinct point to make with this one.

Like a lot of media, gay dating sims often struggle with eroticized depictions of various types of men, among them fat, hairy, and middle-aged (or older). I believe the oldest human character with a stated age in this post is the bull guy, and he's merely in his 40s. But back to the image above, it takes full advantage of the size and age of the character on the right relative to the MC. His bulk takes up much of the frame, but it's clearly an intimate, protective embrace you'd expect of a bear daddy character. I point this out because larger and/or older male characters are often disregarded outright in FEH, or like Fargus recently they're paradoxically given more fanservice-y designs (Visible nipples and chest hair! In FEH!) presumably because the developers think that no one would look at them that way.

I think that's enough for now. The important thing to remember here is that sexual fanservice is more than simply degrees of nudity. It's about framing, angling, which body parts are emphasized, and when possible the surrounding circumstances and how they inform the character's eroticism. Is it deliberate, is it accidental...

...or is it just there to get you to gamble for your favorites?