memento mori.

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VOLLTÖNIG; characterized by fullness, clarity, strength, and smoothness of voice.

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hey um. actually, i think i will just.. go back to doriano. lukas as a muse, i’m discovering, is wayyy too picky to really write successfully with, and it’s making me feel pretty guilty/annoyed. i’m sorry, y’all. sometimes these things just don’t work out 😅 might just wanna softblock this blog so if i do come back, we can start anew maybe.

i’ll be over at aerlcos if you wanna continue interacting with me.

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fun fact abt me: i get stupidly excited over the different weather. it’s warming up enough to where i can keep the windows open at night & not freeze -

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things I want: love and affection things I have: trauma and touch starvation

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american muses: hi! how are you? lukas’ german ass: well, actually i’m not doing too well, we had a- american muses: i didnt sign up for this

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svndrenched​:

@volltonig liked for a starter

Being able to wander while on tour was a treat, and Mountain was going to treat it as such. Most of the time, their free time was spent cooped up on the tour bus, but a ghoul-related incident had given them an extra free night.

He sat at the bar, his glamour settling on his skin uncomfortably as he nursed a märzen and listened to a local band. For as much as the music scene took from him, he was captivated by it. The lights, the crowds, how the beat felt in the soles of his feet, traveling up his old bone. It was exhilarating.

The man sitting next to him looked familiar. Had he worked at a venue? Opened for them? He figured it didn't really matter as he wasn't at liberty to talk about his role.

"They're good, huh?" he nearly shouted over the music.

Memento Mori currently wasnt on tour; for now, it was merchandising, promotion and for the album their band had just released. Sales were coming in, it had felt like a true accomplishment. A year, working, recording and mixing - they were creating better and better quality with each album. He couldn’t be more proud. It felt like closure.

Lukas didn’t often get time off, or time to himself; due to his work, Astrid or other matters, but Astrid was in Hamburg with his parents - her grandparents - for the weekend. So, he decided to expose himself to new venues, and bands, locally.

Looking to the person by him, Lukas nodded. “Yeah, I think they’re new!” He half-shouted back, in agreement. “The girl’s voice is really - ” he gestured his hand like a claw, “strong, you know?”

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i love him, your honor

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lukas @ literally anyone who’s younger than him:

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i was thinking maybe lukas has a twitch or something? youtube channel? where he explains like. audio engineering. stuff abt musical instruments, recording them and etc.

he tries not to spoil things for albums so he just. makes random songs up lol. probably add in some stuff about the songwriting process :0

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x

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friendly reminder to tag images & audio of dogs / wolves for me. thank youu <3

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what type of "i love you" are you? / i hate you (i love you)

this is said with a sort of disbelief, that you can't believe you love this person, that you could never have imagined they would make you feel such affection and fondness for them. they're a little shit, the most ridiculous person you've ever met, and you would absolutely die for them. you say "i hate you," and they just shoot you that stupid grin of theirs. maybe they throw it back at you. neither of you has to say "i love you," to know that you do, it goes without saying.

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alright, considering that it can make present night terrors worse / more frequent, lukas has likely stopped drinking alcohol and doesn’t plan on picking up drinking again anytime soon.

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here’s some cute stuff to think abt with lukas & his kid astrid:

them holding hands & swinging hands on the way to school

singing her to sleep 🥺

putting her on his shoulders

she considers all of the band as extra parental figures & they do play with / encourage her a lot of the time

calling on the phone every morning when lukas is on tour to talk to astrid & ask how the day is going ;w;

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by the way, lukas has night terrors. i need to do more research on it but oof ;;

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random starter for @tonguecavity​​ ! 

“what’s been the weirdest thing you’ve had to adapt to when moving to the U.S?”

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i stole this from @hurtsmost​​ <3 this is an example of lukas’ handwriting. took it from here!